hello world.
in front of me sits the television and chelsea have just won the barclays epl championship.
truth to be told i'd rather chelsea than manu,not that you guys care.lol
i have been feeling unwell for more than a week now.
i actually miss breathing NORMALLY.
im a freak when im sick.
the middies are approaching and if i had my choice i won't even bother to study for it seeing that it has no effect on my future whatsoever.
however my pride gets in the way and i would hate myself if i didn't give my 1%.
im abit rusty at this blogging thing as i am having difficulty putting my thoughts across in a non offensive manner.unlike my diary where my insides are flipped inside out.
school's been downright dreary and the weather have been so temperamental.
needless to say, i have trudging about the school in the same listless manner.
i really hope this year passes soon.
its painful to live nowadays.
lol.
i wake up and immediately reality hits me in a unforgiving blast that comes in the form of my very loyal alarm clock.
just the entire effort of GETTING to school wears me out.
sigh.
been feeling a bundle of conflicting emotions during church.
humans are really a messed up and confused race.
i blame it on the bunch of shit and atoms that occupies our bodies.
random qns:
if you were to kill yourself now what would the reason be??
my reason would be the efforts and pain that i have to go through just so to have those moments of mere happiness.
im in a strange mood now.
must be the weather.
to0dles.
