The Malay wedding stereo system pawns all the getais and pasarmalams that has ever been staged opposite of my block.

I can't study.

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The situation is dire. After a trip to the airport + Watching ManUvsManCity match + ArsenalVsChelsea match (VanPersie was gold), I still can't study.

I'm going to plonk myself at the school library at 8am tomorrow to do the darn chore.

At my 1st Tribe Camp.

Found this on FaceBook today.

Has it been 3 years?

Wenyan and I looked like such doofus-es.

I remembered the fuss we went through to achieve the heart shape formation.

Changes changes and more changes.

God, please tell me why soon.

From 1050pm to 1120pm today, I existed for no one but myself.

listening to; I found a reason by cat power

How limiting it is,

to want everyone to see you in favorable light

and to be so afraid of judgement based on quintessentially nothing.

The heat, the slow burning relentless heat in my body.

The encumbered movements of my drugged joints.

The phantom chill that radiates from within.

Each breath ragged and each heave of my chest leaving its toll on the next.

I need to get sick less often.

Takglam shot on a hill.

Took it because we thought it didn't have the SP feel. Anything that doesn't have the SP feel is a good thing.

Attended the longest briefing of all our lives after class today. Midway through the 2 hour marathon/briefing, our old backs gave out on us and we went to the old people's wall for support.

Funny thing was that the entire wall was lined with so many old people, not an inch of space was left.

So anyhows, today was a good day cause I exploited the use of someone to walk me home. Wawa, special treat. I think this week was our be nice to each other week. LOL

And And And Friday's almost here! 3 Ca1s done! UCCD report going to be done tomorrow! Who says I'm not enthusiastic about school?

Listening to; Come on Eileen by Save Ferris.

The end of the week mini rant aimed at no one and everyone.

I need to stop being such a joke.

Or stop feeling like one.

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And this is why I don't like people.

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Today I got off at the wrong train-stop and then took the wrong train just because I was smsing.

This stop being-such-a-joke thing will be more difficult than I thought.

Lt's right. I've got to find my happy place again.

And no, its not up your nose. LOL

After MediaLaw paper, went to MadJack to celebrate William's bday.

Couple shirt, just not on an actual couple? LOL

Later, because we had a Malaysian around, we walked down the falalala streets of Orchard. First obligatory thing to do during Christmas done with.

Doing the standard tourist thing- buying road side ice-cream.


William giving KevinBan the expression most people tend to give him. LOL

I'll be so glad to get this week over and done with. Next week as well. In fact, just school in general. But today I was top-notch for God. With 3hours of sleep, I forced myself awake at 6am to take SBS to school, just so that I can finally make it to Finance attendence taking. AND I DID. Call me Pukka.

Bowling.

We all wished our scores weren't visible.

Stayover.

We switched roles. No more studying for JCkia.

They got a little scared to be in the same room as me.

Have been going out with different groups of people and if I hear the phrase 'oh cass are you going to faint' once more I would make that person faint in their own blood. I never knew making jokes about fainting could be so entertaining to people. People ARE easily amused.

(sidenote; me blackingout and experiencing worse pain ever is not 'zi zhao' one!)

And go figure, I've joined Facebook, all due to the insistence of my dad -who also, when I asked if I could have an atm card, gave me a kopitiam card instead. I've solved the mystery of where I got my streak of sarcasm from.

Some things work in strange ways, but as long as they do work, nothing else should matter.

change??? change???? i don't want changeeeeeee. but it's coming. coming i tell youuuuuuu. arakjnghdnfd.

I ate my grandma's pork liver soup this morning and it brought back all the old times I sat by her door, where the sun would gently shine through the cool metal grilles and I would leisurely enjoy every piece of liver. That soup prolly made a part of me an old soul even though I was just 4. It's a wonder that I don't like liver now.

Yesterday's blackout episode was God showing me how I have family all around me. Even the strangers who helped me. A little harsh but I guess that was the only way He could make me see that. It's funny how the people who pushes you to the tip are the ones who pull you back.

Funny story heard when hanging out at the family corridor;

(In the car, after fetching my 2 year old niece Charlotte from school)

Cousin; 'So what did you learn in school today Charlotte?'

Char; 'O'

Cousin; 'O? O for orange?

*long pause*

Char; 'No, O for OMG.'

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I think I was the one who americanized her at the grand age of 2 years old. There should be some censor gadget made for teenage babysitters.

Weekend was spent hanging around old people. From buying groceries with my grandma, to eating 2 dinners with the parents, to going chinese service with old people and enjoying a free lunch with Cel,Liting and Mikhael (all older than me haha). It was funny how the 2 other girls got so turn off everytime Mikhael and I started talking about soccer. I felt like a boyfriend.

It feels so real when we meet, so why do I put myself through all that bullshit the world taught me?

I shouldn't, we should be beyond that.

Maybe you'll be the one who will teach me to hope.

Celebrated WY's 18th bday, Alevel's style yesterday night.

But we stayed till 12am, just so we could be there for her first legal drink of a lethal 6%.

Thanks to the 2Joeys,the Chiam siblings and the Chow siblings for the gathering! LOL

THAT tall.

Botanic Garden, 2 weeks back.

I said I wouldn't blog this picture but this picture contains the best welcome poses.

To give an idea of how awkward we looked, having a picnic in the middle of nowhere, pelted with rain.

This deserves a funny caption but I can't think of any befitting it.

L O S T

I made him look cool.

A long stretch of grass makes people behave strangely.

When we were really lost.



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Obama won! Can finally breathe a sigh of relief that there is no wacked up possibility Palin would step into the White House. That is an effin scary thought. She is very good entertainment value though. Trix and I stood in front of the school lift lobby watching the tv for a good 10minutes watching USA celebrate and caused other people to join us as well. Recieved a couple of incredulous looks though, like '2 bimbos watching election results??' fine, stereotype us. LOL. But even with this victory, the most expensive 0ne in history, Obama will soon have to climb a steeper mountain created by the great people behind the Bush administration. How eggciting.