There was once a teddy bear named Barrie.She came from a ginormous toy-making factory where many other bears were made as well.All day, the machines hummed and whined through ribbons,dresses,coats,buttons and shoes while the bears waited.

All the bears got dressed up in these pretty things before being sent out to the vast blue space.Barrie got none of those pretty things and went out to the vast blue space, feeling not quite like how she thought she'd feel. She hardly smiled because she didn't felt right to do so without any of those pretty things. Other bears won't possibly want to know someone who didn't have any pretty things, she thought.

The vast blue space became not so vast and not so blue. Bright things shone from above and she sat on the creamy white platform by the corner and watched. Just watched. Watched and dreamnt. There were some bears with pretty things who'd sometimes smile at her. Then she smiled back.

Sometimes, she wondered why she didn't feel the way she thought she'd feel. Sometimes she wondered why she cared. Sometimes she didn't care at all.

She made friends with the wall behind her. It was white and had no pretty things on as well. Things were nicer like that. To be able to blend with someone who had no pretty things as well. Barrie didn't need to think, didn't need to watch and didn't need to care. Barrie did what she was made to do.

I JUST REALISED I COULD GO FOR MY NIGHT JOGGING because my daddy isn't in town.
Sooooooo, I am.

After last night slacking till 5am and today's minimalistic lifestyle, I feel like I have to move and do something.


oh.
and goong was the thing that made me stay up till 5am.
MAN, I am soooo suffering from a case of losermeningnitis.

PICTURES OF PHUKET 07.

THE DAY AT THE BEACH.

TAKEN AT THE VILLA.

(the time taken for the pictures to upload has put me in a foul mood, so, no witty funny smart comments from me) LOL

more to come!

This is going to be a completely facetious entry.



The time when we went to ikea to study and talked about dreams and girl stuff sitting at that corridor.





My bro asked if I wanted to join the Standard Chartered 10km run.
Seriously, there are easier ways to inflict pain.
I uttered 'this is ridiculous' 2 times to myself during the 6km run.
How many times will I say that during the 10km run?


I realised I looked so red 20 seconds ago. BAHS





I FEEL LIKE DOING SOMETHING WILD NOW!



like, change my blogskin!








or..........








BOX BANGALAS!


hahaha
I still feel sad we couldn't catch a boxing match at Phuket.








I brought trixia and liting to my mama shop today.
To my amazement, they bought even more stuff despite all the shopping we did in phuket.



Watched hairspray at cathay and it just .....disturbed me for majority of the time.
John travolta is NOT A SEXY WOMAN andddd to see him do a romantic number with another old dude is just wrong.
It was painful watching zac efron kissing that fat lead girl (no idea what her name is. LOL) as well.
BUUUTTT, the songs were definately better than High School CHEESY Musical 2.

Somehow, when I tell people I've watched High School Musical 2, they got very jealous.
LOLOL




Anyhows, my mom's worker said i got fatter today.


MAKES ME WANT TO GO PFFFFFFFFFFTKAKAKAHUJNSJDNASJD
ASJDHASDADUHAUIDHAUISDHAUSDHAUISDHAUIDHASUDHASD
ASDJAMAMAMAMAUJHDAJDHAIDJADASD and then yeah.


LOL



IF ONLY I WAS A TRANSFORMER, THEN I COULD TRANSFORM TO BE 5KG THINNER.
make that 6kg thinner.

Then I could eat all the fried kway teow I want.
Anyone got the key to this room?






If it isn't for this remark, I'd be eating delicious tomyam thai maggi mee now.
SIGH







I kinda miss this place.

IMMMMMM OFFFFF

to peel my dead burnt skin on my chest.

no,

seriously.

for like, the first time ever.

hahaha

BYE!

I'M BACK.
FROM THIS WUNDERPOOOOLLL PLACE.
(some pictures of trixia's aunt villa)



At the beach where I got my painful sunburn.
(it looks empty because i took the picture when there wasn't anyone)

We shopped,bargained,ate good fattening food,built our sandcastle,did our massages,watched tons of cheap pirated movies INCLUDING HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2 (ROFL),ran along the beach and I finally got to jump into the sea with no restrictions.


Got home at 2am, unpacked then I had 2 hours of sleep before waking up to go for the 6km bay run.

The first time I look darker than Wenyan. EVER.


There was alot of sun,sweaty army guys and walking people.
Wenyan the siao lang didn't stop once at all during the run while I stopped to walk for like, 6 times.
STILL, I made sure I was walking faster than the army guys.
haha

Surprisingly, only melvin,wenyan,pads,2 of miss lim girls and I were the first ones to finish from our group.
Then again, some of evan's guys did start later.
OH WELL
I'M STILL HAPPY I FINISHED THE DARN THING with 2 hours of sleep and a horrible red sunburn.
Miss Lim got all hyper on I DON'T KNOW WHAT and had us take plenty of pictures in front of the finish line.

Wenyan and I then headed to Marina Sq for lunch and the place was infested with guys.
In Yoshinoya, I think we were just about the only 2 girls there.
Army guys, airforce guys, beng guys, all types of guys and they all stank.
LOL

I shall blog about my Phuket trip for the next time.
It has too many pictures and details and the energy I am deriving from my 2hours of sleep has been completely drained.


HAPPY BDAY PADS! (TODAY)
AND LAIKAHYUEN! (TML)
the poor dear having exams tomorrow.
gosh

I'M LEAVING ON A (BUDGET) JETPLANEEEEEE.
I'VE PACKED MY BAG(S) AND STANDING ON MY DOOORSTEPPP.

okay, i've sooooo kinda forgotten how the song goes.

anyhows, i realised today i don't like packing AT ALL. now.

today was weird.
i didn't know whether to panic for ICP exam or get excited for the trip tomorrow.
I wanted the exam to end sooooooooooo bad so that I could get properly excited for the trip.

me and trixia went for raffles place after school and just did our usual thing of laughing at everything and getting lost and then eating a lot.
this woman, seriously can fight with my brother in terms of the etiquette of eating.
wenyan called me and we spoke enough (actually still not enough) for 5 days from dhoby ghaut to my room.
met pads who was out jogging on my way home.
LOL
kind of funny considering we just messaged like 30minutes ago and hey wait...here he comes jogging.

YIKES.
ITS 1AM.
OMIGOSH.

i told my mom i would sleep at 11pm.

welllll...its only a difference of 1.
LOLOL

GOT IT?

byeeee.
till sunday.

I fell at Sushi Tei today.

Apparently, being the graceful oaf that I am, I could actually almost sprain my (sprained-before on orange juice) left foot while TRYING TO SIT DOWN.

My brother didn't know whether to laugh or pretend I wasn't related to him.

I think he did both.
Can't exactly blame him.

I'm flying off on tuesday to Phucket with trixia and laytenng for 5 days of shopping,hopefully less of eating, more shopping and beaching.

What joy after tomorrow's exam in which I'm still studying for.
I'm not sure what I'm doing here actually.
WHAT AM I DOING HERE????

OH.
yeah,I need to download past ICP exam papers.
HOW DID I END UP HERE??!?
gosh


i better scurry off now!
bye!

'man, it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she had
but lord, it takes a lonely girl to wish that she have never dreamnt at all'
-dashboard confessional.




i'm saying hello to my old wave of melancholic bittersweet emotions once more.

i wonder who am i waving goodbye to.



this woman?
hahs




bye.

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