BLUE!

Dear Fwen,
These two days has been BOORING....NOT!!Not when I went to catch the best of blue concert on friday night!!It was fantastic to say the least.I don't know how in the world am I going to fill the contents of that concert in a mere entry.Ok..I will try.We reached there around 715 and joined the queue to the premier entrance.The line was moving pretty fast.We were seated at our seats at 730.Row 16.Of course it was not close enough for us la.So we were saying once the concert starts we are gona move up front.8pm and derek mcdonald came he sang a few songs to get the crowd riled up and we were all ready and excited for blue so when he went off we thought that blue was going to be up immediately.Oh no...they decided to torture us further...840 came around and.........blue finally appeared!!!!!!Omg!!Everyone went crazy or something.We rushed forward but the ushers pushed us back...dotZ..then my bro went missing but we soon found him and we went back to the front.We were like..less than 1m away from them!!!!!Danggg...I couldn't believe it.I kept thinking...this is actually blue..BLUE!!Lee was soooo damn cute...and thats a understatement.Lets list the amt of interestin stuff that happened.
1)Lee took off his pants and showed us his underwear!!He even shaked his butt!!!!!!!!!!Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!~ *nose bleeds*.
2)I held simon's arm!! It was.....sweaty..haha...he was so cool.
3)I grazed lee's hands!!!!i wished my fingers was longer..but never mind!
4)Lee danced with a fake toy and did some dirty moves on it..haha...
5)A very lucky girl from north london got to get on stage and kissed all 4 guys and hug them..she even gt a birthday song from them...!!!We were are sooooo goddamn jealous.
6)A gal frm hongkong gt a kiss from duncan becoz she said she couldnt live wifout his kiss.
There were so much more really....ahhh..the whole night will be implanted in my mind forever!!!!Lols.My dad said that he could hear us screaming from the outside..lols..I screamed till my throat went dry.I took soo much video footage that my phone actually went out of space.And half of the video was in darkness ..the sound effects at the back were scary though..haha..anyone wans any sound effects of women screaming their lungs off come find me.Anyways I just wana say...I touch lee's hand.
I touched lee's hand..
I just can't believe it.*shakes head in disbelief*
till then
me

Your element is Shadow: Indifferent, unusual,
gentle and a complete mystery. No one tends to
know quite what to think of you because you
camouflage your emotions so incredibly well,
almost as well as your thoughts. You are
unpredictable in that no one knows exactly what
your going to do or what your capable of and
you've made sure they never will. You are quite
the wallflower but deep down inside is a kind
and very intelligent person. You are capable of
love but unless you let some light into your
shadowed life you'll have a hard time with your
relationships. People are a mystery only
because they all seem too superficial, you
would rather be somewhere else, away from all
the noise perhaps putting your feelings into a
form of art, maybe writing your feelings into a
poem or journal, or perhaps painting a picture.
The shadows make you feel comfortable and you
don't like to step outside your comfort zone or
let anyone else in, the spotlight terrifies
you. You are truly a mystery.

.:-What is your true element?-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
brought to you by

whatever

Dear Fwen,
Exactly 5 days have passed since I last written to you.5 days might not sound like a very long time to do much of anything but many many many things have happened and many things were revealed to me.I tell you...one of these days,just by keeping so many freaking secrets is going to kill me..and not one of them is about me.Yan Shan told me that she envied me just now.I was thinking ..whats there to envy?? [well...aside from e fact I going to catch blue la..but nothing else much.]..so I was like..??She said I SEEMED so carefree...note...I only SEEMED carefree but I am actually not.Had a gossip session on wednesday with some of friends and it felt good!Haha..bitching about people..sharing rumours...ahhhh....We sat in a circle..and of all places..we sat on the stage..lols...now hows that for special.We actually planned to have our friedrich rehersals..but we just can't be bothered.On monday we played soccer instead of rehersing,on tuesday we used ah yeo computer to surf the net and on thursday we just gave up the idea of us ever on having a proper rehersal.Some of my friends have been pretty down lately and at such an untimely hour.Just when our end of yr exams are approachingall these friggin stupid problems prop up.*sighs*.Recieved my english ST test and math ST test on monday...scoring a 10 for both.haha.I seemed to be very associated with the number 10.Index 10,live on 10 floor,brother index also 10..and now this.I was okay with my math marks..hey...at least I got a double digit for this time.English was done pretty badly.Out of 41 pupils only 7 passed in my class.I passed but just barely.Wednesday,I had an encounter with my school very own fucking bitch.Hope you don't mind my language.I was caught with my shirt not tucked in..instead just folded in so she picked me up and well...literally tortured me for around 15 mins?Miserable excuse for living...damn her.obvously I am pissed la..so ya..bear with me.Hm...must think happy thoughts now.Gona catch blue in just a couple of hours!!!!!!!!!!!~Omg!!! I really can't believe I am actually going to see Lee in da flesh!!*spins and giggles delightfully*.....wheeee.......well till then..
me.

study study =peng

Dear Fwen,
Well....I have just finished 'studying' for my history test tomorrow and already I feel like my brain has really no more space to accomodate any more useless information that probably won't help me in the future..lol..blabbling away again..dotZ.Had a very very weird dream yesterday..as in this morning la..it was..weird..but I have to say..I have a very very imaginative mind sia..no its not anything dirty..just saw plenty of new sights and stuff..and it was just plain weird...I was so into this dream that I had a mild shock when my dad woke me up for chinese tuition..back to my boring reality again..*smiles dryly*..Going to watch 'dodgeball' later..haha...can't wait..heard that it is extremely hilarious.I guess 'the terminal' have to wait.Just 4 more days to blue!!!!!Omg..oodness..hehe..[nt suppose to say 'omg']..I haven't came up with an outfit worthy of lee though..*sighs*..maybe I should just wear my boardshorts and t-shirt and be damned with it..haha..just kidding.I finally satisfied my craving for sambal stingray yesterday!!Sooooooooooo delicious....ahhhh.....*rubs hugeeee stomach satisfyingly*....but there was no more sambal kangkong....*gives the shopowner the evil eye*..haha..no las...I guess I can live with that..cause I ended up eating my second favorite veggie which is tao gay..[howeva u spell it].So overall yesterday dinner was in the least bland.Argh just a few more hours and the stupid unimaginably deadly boring school week will start again...............the weekend passes so damn fast man.No one is online now..absoulutely no one..gosh..am I so pathetic as to having spend my sunday on the computer?????????Ahhhhhh...dang.oh well.Yesterday was even more tiring..I went to hougang mall to attend bible study at 1230 till 3plus.Then went to calla house to 'study' was outta there after about 45mins.Then I went home which was walking distance by the way..cleaned up and was outta there half an hour later when I finally managed to wake charmaine lim up..that girl power man..already 445 le and she was still snoozing away..dotZ..and in the end I had to wake her up..tsk tsk.And of course we were late for tuiton as usual..I think I had been on time for tuition was only about 4 or 5 times for the entire year..though I haven't managed to break the reccord from last year which was about 45 mins later.Too guai le..ahha..ya..rite...
so well..tts my freaking weekend..hope urs was better..till then
me

back

Dear Fwen,
I am back! *Cass is in da building!!!!* thats your cue for applause people.Lols.I have missed my precious so muchie!!!!!ok..I am going crazy as well.So anyways,I am only here only because I know you people out there have been deprive from good reading...ahhaa....jk.So this week has kinda been a drag...like all the other weeks in my life...*rolls eyes*.Today...the merriest thing was....Miss act cute+pms everyday Koh didn't come!!!!Wo0ts~Me and amirah was like holding hands jumping with joy..we almost hugged each other..haha..and no we are not lesbian.Lols.Just a couple of happy girls.Most bo-liao part was the spot check by nothing better to do Ah wong....damn to0t man.Our class was like walking round after round...haha...lameee.....then she told us to walk in a line in front of her....ankle socks up,hair pinned,handphone tamakochi mp3 player and gameboy to shu chen and wen yan and I was ready [I only brought my hp la..nt so pro like celest] .I passed the test [expectedly] haha..but some of the guys in our class got caught.English was also quite relaxed...do correction and file then...our own time!wheE...lols.Well thats today lars.Yesterday was a very tiring day...Pe was fun as usual..played badminton with ky.We can have long rallies ..but haha..no style at all man....lol...I bet we looked pretty stupid.I stayed back till 6 plus in Ah yeo homeroom..I of course took the chance to 'explore' a lil bit.I came upon our whole class student profile form and found out some pretty interesting information..*rubs hands in glee*....wahahas....top secret though...hehe...Anyways by the time I was done ..I had a very painful headche..probably the punishment for exploring unpermitted territory...lols.Went home..wanted to peng..but couldn't cause theres a stinking math test the next day..argh...slept at 11 and woke up at 545am...dang....damn tired...but I am ok now..kinda high coz I am finally reunited with my precious once more..haha...kks la...stop le...well till then
me

Sighs

Dear Fwen,
This is going to be a very rushed entry.I am at Kah Yuen house right now doing nothing in particular.I also got badddddd news for all my FANS out there..I am being chained away from my preciouss!!!!!!!!!!!!Sigh...when my dad signed for this term progress card and he saw the results that I aquired for math...I told him to do it.Do as in keep my copmputer's cable away......means...I can't use my computer on weekdays till exams are over...yes..I know you guys are all crying now...need a hanky??Hahah..or a shoulder....I think oym one is free...wahahas...you guys are probably puking now..lol..Carmella your pail stil got space not....lol...It was two of the hardest word I had to say...See I so discipline eh...actaully ordered my dad to take my precious away from me.*pats on my back*haha.Today was pretty okay..I think out of the 5 days...I like tuesdays the best..but not that much la.Miss Koh gave us a *POP!* quiz yesterday....I will be surprise if I can get 3 marks...really...no wonder they call it opo quiz..really just pop out..lol.Re has been pretty miserable lately..lol....jk..but aiyah girl don't think too much although I know as a friend you sure very concern de..just pray...pray for your friend and ya..my math..hahahah....I think after I die and land up in heaven the first qst I would ask god is probably gona ask him why the *hell* algebra is created...to add more misery in our teenage life??????Arghhh.....I wish I had half of kai ting's mind for math...half can le..so pro..Just a few more weeks till the blue concert...the wait is unbearable man..hais...well..I am still having the stupid flu...damn annoying really...welll....I hate to go...[and I know you all will all miss me...] but i Have to..lol..lame..kks till then ..
meeee........

nt my way

Dear Fwen,
Feeling pretty messed-up now.Life is so not going my way..it never has.Was at Sophia's house yesterday.Spent quite alot of time on her computer.When there was nothing else for me to do..I wrote..yup..I wrote like I never have in this diary.I ranted and I felt good.I guess I just can't really open myself in this blog..there are somethings that is best you keep to yourself..After writing..I pondered whether or not to post it up..but I decided against it...so I deleted.Gone,erased never to be seen by another man kind.Ok..I sound a little too melodrama.Lol.
I kinda scared myself the other day.I was just packing away some stuff when I came upon my nail clipper...it shone..beckoning me...I was wondering..how would it feel to have it clip out my flesh..the last thing I was concern about was probably pain..I was already hurting anyways..what I am hurting from...thats a secret..but I held back...don't know why that happen..I have always thought that self-inflicting pain was stupid...yes its still stupid..I guess it was just a moment of ..I don't know really.....just pure curiosity? ..or ???
Its back to school tomorrow...and once it starts tomorrow..it won't stop.Probably going to be the most stressful part of this year..*dreads*.I keep telling myself..its just studying you get out a book..you read and memorise..don't get distracted...ya...self-assurance...sheesh.I really need a miracle right now...esp for my math...argh..speaking of which I still need to find a math tutor...dotZ.
Nothing major has happen today...quite mellow now...well afterall its a sunday...gosh..I jus realise that I have been updating every single day....definately not a good thing...I am getting wayyy addicted to the computer..how I survive last year without a computer for half a year baffles me...really.I really should learn some self-control...yup...like thats gona happen...who am I kidding...o well..
till then me..

random

Dear Fwen,
I woke up today thinking that it was Sunday.I just dread Sundays.Perhaps it was a Sunday in my dream.1 more day and its back to school.Time sure passes fast.I have done all my english homework but failed to touch on my chinese and my math.I just kee telling myself I would do it on another day,before I know the days would soon run out.*sighs*.
I have just read finish another library book entitled 'no laughter here'.It touches on the subject of female genital multilation.Dang..I didn't even know that such a thing is happening.Such a cruel,inhumane thing to do...just for custom's sake.I felt so sad for all those girls...their age could range from 7 to 12.*shudders*. I saw a rainbow just now.It was pretty...so big too.It kinda lifted my spirits...esp after knowing whats happening to 2 million girls around the world in a year.
I am kinda feeling better now.Both physically and mentally.
I didn't go to math tuition today again and charmaine kindly told me off when I gave her the lame excuse that I was sick...no sympathy at all...tsk tsk.But that lame exuse is true okays..hehe.. anyways..I am going to Sophia's house later to pig out and catch the chelsea soccer match..wooTs...pizza here I come!! whahahas..
I just found out that 'the terminal' is out!!wheee....going to catch it soon..haha....that kind of movie is just my cup of tea.ahhh....my brother wants to catch dodgeball...and my dad wants to catch collateral...wow..3 different choices..actually I don't mind catching all three..just as long I don't have to pay...lol.
I saw 'my big fat obnoxious fiance' yesterday...the ending was probably the best part of the show..I was so moved I had tears in my eyes.But I am not sure if the experience was worth the million dollars...people would do anything for money now....how sad.But it was a true test of love I saw on the show.okok cass..stop talking mushy stuff.haha..I am starting to sound like Carmella...oh no..thats not good..lol..no offense...jk.Probably becuase talk to her too much le...learning all her bad habits..lol.
Feeling quite tired now..probably because of the weather and my stupid cough medicine..argh.So sians..................
I thinking of doing some of my math homework..but even if I want to..I can't ..because I have no idea how to do..dotZ.I hate algebra...I mean I spent around 8 years doing real operations with real numbers only to have it thrown out of the window for some stupid alphabets..it just doesn't seem right.Have anyone seen the cashier count back X change..or the amount on the price tags aying $AB dollars??Seriously..algebra is such a waste of time..argh....
well..till then
me..

ThOts...

Dear Fwen,
I have just got back from the movies with my friends shu chen,wen yan and shu chen sis.The Cinderella Story was kinda what I had expected.Sweet,nice, with a lovey-dovey ending and lead characters looking beautiful..in other words..cliche...but in a good way I guess.There were some parts that almost made me cry..only almost.And unlike what elix said..I didn't sniff throughout the movie okay..ahha...I only sniff when I felt the sniffing might match the movie..haha..so proud of myself...lol..actually I am talking crap..as usual...but I didn't sniff so terribly..lol..I think I only used up half a tissue packet...wootS.You all are probably all rolling your eyes eh..I can just imagine.
Math was confusing as ever...and I felt so damn drowsy because of the cough medcine I had before coming to school...argh...Miss Koh was late again..and I was early..haha..but only because I took a cabby.Science class was bo liao...hais..really...me,cheryl,elix,bao hui,yi fang and denise decided to drag our arrival to the latest extend..but the guys were later than us...o well.She dragged on for an extra half hour and the three of us[me,shu chen and wen yan]
were getting pissed at her...how typical of Mrs Yeo.Last worksheet,last question and last freakin worksheet again..full of shit man.We immediately dashed out and went to our lockers,changed our tops..and when our friends just got out of the school gate..there we were..all dressed in different tops..looking cool and smooth..haha ..no la...but they were shock at how swift we were.lol..
We saw wenling and her friends at the cinema and found out that they were watching the same show as us.Then we saw gary and jervis...dotZZZ....I thought wen yan was kidding when she said jervis was there..but oh noo..there they were in the flesh.We quickly got out of there.Then we sms Carmella the same message at the same time..haha....so funny...lamers...lol...coz carmella was also there catching the 4pm show..hehe.
I sat 147 home and for 4 stops...the top level was mine...all mine..wahahas...I put my feet up on the chair ..changed my seat thrice..and ..I vandalise..lol..kinda...I chicken out...I wanted to leave a mark..but after using my highlighter to write 'boys suck' I quickly tried to rubbed it away...it became blurred and ...well..the words seem to stand out and shine as if reminding me that I have sinned.sigh...I guess the devil in me suceeded this time..ahh well.Hope God will forgive me.
so
till then
me

siCk

Dear Fwen,
Blogspot is finally up and running once more.*phew*.Decided to change my skin when I realise 13000 people has the same skin as me...-_-".Just came back from compass point and school.I was actually late today but lucky for me Miss koh was even later.lolS.And there I was trying to think up of lame excuses ..panicking.Argh.Oh ya and have I mentioned that I am sick as well..hais.Its almost tradition come to think of it...getting sick every holidays.Came to school and found out that wen yan also suffering from the same syptoms..haha....^5 girl..actually we already did that in school.lol..lamers..as usual.
After math we head to compass point..me and shu chen insisted on mos burger and there we were enjoying our meal when this little girl just puke.Literally on her ah ma..then on the floor...within seconds the smell has already drifted to our booth much to our dismay.Right then I wished I had a stucked nose...hais.It was really revolting...me and shu chen couldnt tah han it any longer so we got out of there..why..shu chen almost puked..haha..jkjk.The girl had looked so innocent and naive..and then pukeeeee....there goes her image..haha.
We walked about for around two hours...wow...quite long for me actually.hmmm....so here I am...placing my fat arse on my chair and sucking on a lolipop groving to the beat of maroon 5'she will be loved..ahhh...nice........well....cept for the fact I have to blow my nose every 3 mins...I time le..haha....kks..
till then
me

lamerS

Dear Fwen,
Kah Yuen came over just now..and we watch pokemon movie 3...you heard me right.*takes out birth certificate and checks whether im 14*. It was quite ok.We actually planned to have a movie marathon but played playstation instead.haha.bunch of lamers.
Yesterday night was even more lame.Me,Carmella and Richard played a 'game'.We competed who could stay up the longest and whats on stake?-our reputation and pride.Lols.We lasted till 230am...discussed from e blue concert to richard career and then discribing a spongebob squarepants episode to carmella.It was torturous...lol..and in the end three of us decided to peng at the same time.dOtZ.Duno how many more nights of this I can tah han.
Haven't started on any work yet.Just can't be bothered.Sigh..I wish I won't feel this way.Why can't I be more hardworking...guess I am just too addicted to this computer.Soon it will be Sunday and thats when I will panic.
Caught Blue on mtv yesterday making their video 'breathe easy'.....LEE IS SO CUTE!!!!!!!Me and sophia was going gaga over him and we wanted him now!!!But of course we have to wait till 24 sep.I hope they don't cancel their concert again.*crosses fingers*Both of us also had a very damnnn bai chi conversation on msn yesterday...it went like this:

e Blue ..in da flesh!!!omg....] says:
talk to u mahs..see all becoz of u
whee.. i'm going to blue's concert.. watch out lee! [sophia]says:
hahhas..
whee.. i'm going to blue's concert.. watch out lee! says:
okkie lar..
whee.. i'm going to blue's concert.. watch out lee! says:
i honoured lar..
whee.. i'm going to blue's concert.. watch out lee! says:
*SNIFFS INTO THICK KLEENEX*
www.blurred-confessions.blogspot.com [I cant wait to see Blue ..in da flesh!!!omg....] [me]
hahah
www.blurred-confessions.blogspot.com [I cant wait to see Blue ..in da flesh!!!omg....] says:
*pats on back*
whee.. i'm going to blue's concert.. watch out lee! says:
*sneezes out muscus, which lands sPAT on cassandra's face*
www.blurred-confessions.blogspot.com [I cant wait to see Blue ..in da flesh!!!omg....] says:
*cassandra wipes away with thicker kleenex and stick on sophias back*
whee.. i'm going to blue's concert.. watch out lee! says:
THUNDER FART~!!! *PPOOOOOOOOOOO*
www.blurred-confessions.blogspot.com [I cant wait to see Blue ..in da flesh!!!omg....] says:
ahahahhaha
www.blurred-confessions.blogspot.com [I cant wait to see Blue ..in da flesh!!!omg....] says:
*thunder+lightning fart!!!!* poooooooooooooooooooooootssssss
whee.. i'm going to blue's concert.. watch out lee! says:
THUNDER + LIGHTNING + STORMY FART *POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOS*
www.blurred-confessions.blogspot.com [I cant wait to see Blue ..in da flesh!!!omg....] says:
hahaaha
www.blurred-confessions.blogspot.com [I cant wait to see Blue ..in da flesh!!!omg....] says:
thunder+lightning+tornado+acid rain fart...pooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTOOOSSSSSSSSSSSS
whee.. i'm going to blue's concert.. watch out lee! says:
thunder+lightning+tornado+hurricane+haze FART....... P0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0
www.blurred-confessions.blogspot.com [I cant wait to see Blue ..in da flesh!!!omg....] says:
thunder+lightning+tornado+hurricane+haze+forest fire+bad body ordour+dessert storm FART!!PPPPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
whee.. i'm going to blue's concert.. watch out lee! says:
thunder+lightning+tornado+hurrican+forest fire+body oddour+ desert storm+bad breathe+dorman's poo+ carbon monoxide FART!!!!!!!
P0oo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0
www.blurred-confessions.blogspot.com [I cant wait to see Blue ..in da flesh!!!omg....] says:
.................
www.blurred-confessions.blogspot.com [I cant wait to see Blue ..in da flesh!!!omg....] says:
we r so lame...hahahahaha
www.blurred-confessions.blogspot.com [I cant wait to see Blue ..in da flesh!!!omg....] says:
if both of us becum teachers nxt time..our students sure peng
whee.. i'm going to blue's concert.. watch out lee! says:
haahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah
whee.. i'm going to blue's concert.. watch out lee! says:
oh man..
whee.. i'm going to blue's concert.. watch out lee! says:
sure sure peng one lor..
whee.. i'm going to blue's concert.. watch out lee! says:
cannot imagine..
www.blurred-confessions.blogspot.com [I cant wait to see Blue ..in da flesh!!!omg....] says:
hahah
www.blurred-confessions.blogspot.com [I cant wait to see Blue ..in da flesh!!!omg....] says:
fart here fart there.
Till then..
always me...haha.

monday

Dear Fwen,
Monday.Beganing of my holidays.What did I do?Spent the entire day hanging out with my brother.DotZ.Thats just pathetic Cassandra.*shakes head disppointedly*I could do my homework like a good girl..but pulease...that would never happen..you know that and I know that.I spent my entire morning online doing the usual stuff.Watched 'garfield' again with my brother and stuff myself with haigen daze [dont know how to spell la] vanilla ice cream and practically finished the whole tub.. *shrugs helplessly*..What to do..I am such a pig..wahahas.Mom came back around 4 and my freedom is gone..not that it was anything much in the first place.-_-".So I listlessly did my journal..cut out some newspaper cutting and blah blah blah.Went to compass point with my bro and mum only because there was a library there.I know..typical right...hehe...hung around till about 6 because my mum and bro got show to watch..some chinese drama serial..couldn't be bothered.Dinner was great..mos burger..hehe.Boy do I did to work off this calories.Argh.Can't wait for friday ...can finally catch a cinderella story with shu chen they all.Can wait for thursday though..math and science lessons in school....even more argh.well I am off to do....whatever there is for me to do.............*coughs* pathetic..*coughs*.........ahhhhh..........................okok......till then.....

me....

open house

Dear Fwen,
I am so freaking mad at this stupid website.Yesterday night I spent over and hour writing to you describing my school's open house in detail and when I tried to save it this stupid web told me I have been logged out and to my utmost horror my beautifully crafted entry was gone!Just like that.I was so freaking angry.It was my longest entry ever and that had to happen.I guess I have to began once more.
My class being the smart alecs that we were we foolishly went ahead with amirah's idea of a haunted house.Right from the begaining I felt that it just won't work.And the thought of preparing a haunted house from scratch just made me feel tired.Still,I didn't want to hurt amirah's feelings so I kept mumb.I didn't show any support nor did I protest.That was in the begaining.On the last few days I gave in and helped out.I wasn't the only one,almost the entire class pitched in amazingly.I thought that it would be up to us girls again.On friday afternoon,almost all the girls and guys sorry arses was put to work-hard.I taped countless newspaper on the freaking windows with carmella ,richard and can you believe it..ong yong ming.And of course he had to open his fucking mouth on the subject of his hod awards...-_-"..is that all life is..achieving all these measly awards?what a pity.
We completed the windows and went on to help cheryl and wenyan with the maze.It was a headache.We lacked of so many things..chairs,tables,tape,cardboard.By around 630pm we were all exhausted.But we still weren't finished.Soo...shu chen told us to come at 7 the next day.7??are you mad??there were definately some protest...even I protest.But well..since shu chen was the "man" in charge we had no choice but to obey..and also we didn't want to make her upset again.I reached home at around 745 and the soles of my feet felt like there were rocks underneath them whenever I walked.Urgh.
At 730am the next day I reached school.Quite a number of my classmates were already there.I immediately pushed myself and began to work.Wen yan cut up the boxes,I taped the box to the chairs ,richard did the back and editing,cheryl help me tape also while lee teng held it in place.Kai ting,carmella ,si jia and yanni also helped out.It was damnnnnnn tiring and frustrating..esp when the cardboard boxes fell apart.Once again we asked ourselves who came up with this stupid freaking idea??We all wanted to yell and scold amirah.!!The maze seemed endless.I was so sick of taping things.Soon 11 approach and it was time for the ghosts to get ready.We ran away when we saw the make up they had prepared for us.Jervis was a pro at snucking away.Me and carmella followed richard.For two reasons:we didn't want to lose him either and we also want to run.I absoloutely hate make up!But I was afraid to make my friends mad so I gave in and surrender.We all did.At first we told them to limit to using only powder but ended up with the works anyways.hais.After we were done,we weren't able to look at each other without bursting into laughter..ridiculous eh..laughing at ourselves.Jervis looked partically scary when he went under the red light.very evil.well considering that he is evil..so ya..nth new..wahaha..jk.
Being a ghost is so NOT easy okie.I got beaten,touched,patted on,even some freaking chair fell on me.And our dear jervis found it funny to throw flour on us fellow ghost instead on those people we were supposed to scare!!How typical of him really.It was also pretty weird.While these poor people were being scared out of their wits..me and carmella talked,shared packets drinks,comb our hair..move around and talk with other ghost..haha....dotZ.So after 2hrs of non stop sufferings..we ran....and gratefully wipped off our hideous make up.Me and Carmella immediately went to buy drinks to qunech our thirst and then...it was back to work.sianZ.
Oh ya..b4 i go..i like to announce that mrs wong our dearest principal got dunked,...hahaha...and by whom...my ex disicipline master..woots.The bitch that we all hate but need to respect...there was thunderous applause and we even cheered our school cheer..haha..lameos...ahhh...what a historical moment..hehe...
kks...
till then
me

first!!

first entry

Dear friend,
As you can probably tell,this is my very first entry.*beams proudly*.Let's have a formal introduction shall we?
Well,my name is not important at all...cause thats just a title for me.The real me is who you want to know.I come from a small country but a proud one...and we have a lot of reasons to be proud of ourselves..despite our humble background.I was born into a family with the genes of a very sensitive nose and asthma.God figured that my life shouldn't be perfect so he sent me a younger brother three years into my life.I am currently STILL studying.*Don't worry,I am one of those obedient kids who don't have the courage to stand up to their parents.*I am trying my best,but I have a hard time forcing interest into math and chinese.I wish I could say that I am weird,one of a kind...but actually we were all born with the same mind and heart.What I don't get is how come some people get sickness and dieases while others are all healthy.Actually there are alot of things that I don't get.I bet..no actually I know we would probably spend most of our live discovering.I feel that it is a bit stupid actually.After we discover everything out,we die..how is the knowledge put to use?Is it the feeling of satisfaction after the discovery??Ok..I guess this another thing to add to my list of my never ending list of 'yet to be discovered'.
I hate..no make it stronger...I despise people who are superficial..this are the people who will miss out alot of things in their narrow life.I also despise people who are phonies.Because they are wasting away their lives.I also hate selfish,materialistic and cowardly people.I hate wars and riots.Because they settle nothing and take away lives.I wish I was God for 1 day so that I could put everything back into place.
I love nature.nature is the magic that god has created.I love peace and quiet.Probably beacuae I live in a chaotic and hectic city.I love reading books.esp. those which teaches me life lessons.I also love watching movies..beacause they places false hope in me in.Because I am able to see something I am not able to see in real life.I love music as well.I love the way they make me want to shout my not so strong lungs out.They are poetry with the additional style.I love sports as well.I am quite good at them..just as long my heart is set on it.I think it is the same for everyone else.
I am quite a pessimist by nature...but I do try to look at the bright side.I hate how I look...but I don't have the confidence to go change it.I have my problems like everyone else and this is where you come in.I hope you would be able to guid me along this long and unsure road.
till then.
Me