BEAUTIFUL AIN'T SHE?
HAHAHA.









BTW,ANYONE ANNOYED BY THAT MSN ADVERTISMENT WHICH JUST POPS UP AND STAY THERE THING?
SHEEEEESSSSSSSSSH.

TRIBE CAMP PICS OF PPL I CAN LAUGH AT AND THEN ...ER..GET KILLED BY.

PEI YI GIRLS AT CAMPFIRE.

THE FOLLOWING FUNNIES ARE IN RANDOM ORDER.

OLLIHUA DOING HER THING WITH HER OLLIHUA GROUP.

JOEYBOY'S ARSE AND WENJING.

He says the focus is on Wenjing,but clearly his butt is the clearerest thing in the picture.

I wonder who is the photographer...HMMM.

CLASSICALLY WENLING.

PADS WHO SUDDENLY IS EMBRACING THE MULTI-er.... COLOURS. *hint hint*

lol

blogs are dangerous so i shan't point out the obvious.

THE BLIND LEADING THE BLINDS. LOL

Its Wenyan who's in front btw.

ROGER SEEMINGLY HAVING THE TIME OF HIS LIFE.

LOL

FRONT ROW FROM THE LEFT : WANYE,CONNIE AND UGIN (JOEYBOY'S BRO)

DOING THEIR SEXAE WARRIOR 'WHOOHAA' THING.

Today started out pretty horribly but ended up nicely.

Had exam,project meeting and then WOOOOHOOO ME IS FREE ...till Monday (sobs).

Met up with Wenyan and Joeyboy at BRAs Basah/Bugis area and walked all over the place.We ended up at Mos burger where we drank and burped our way through a large cup of GRAPE soda.Joeyboy and I got high after 9pm and we walked (almost skipped but it was slippery cause it was raining) around the outside of Bugis with a magical cone of 50cents ice cream which kinda made us darn high.(he influenced me)

Poor Wenyan who cannot get high at night could only walk behind cause she didn't have the HIGHness to catch up with us.She wanted to go home but we didn't feel like it so we ended up outside the National library once more.With Wenyan's guitar, Joey(played/sang) and I (sang?) through her songnotes and soon she got less tired due to my MASSAGE and our wonderful singing.

Tomorrow is TRANSFORMERS DAY! if we can get the tickets.

LOL

WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I ATTEMPT TO WRITE AT NIGHT.


'a fat dream'

Her name was dream and she was fat.She decided to go away forever but forever lasted only three years.Dream came back,still fat but less of a dreamer.Her forever didn't last long enough to reach her dreams which had been distanced by time.Alone with her dreams and fats,she sat on her ever sinking couch and thought of thinking of nothing since nothing hurts the least.




EMO IS WHAT HAPPENS.


pfft.


and I know why this era is so flippin(flippin the hair? get it?get it?LOL) emo.
because they longer have songs like these to listen to.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=693b3Rvaayg (the foundation,build me up buttercup)
OR
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_KPqZ-dlnT0 (frank sinatra,my way)

I choked on my saliva and went into a coughing fit on the bus today.
Who the heck chokes on saliva..?
17 years old and I still can't swallow properly.
But you can't blame me.
I sat on the left side of the bus instead of the usual right side and saw many things I haven't seen before.

Then I got immersed in my own deep thoughts from reading a deep book, 'THE CHARACTER OF GOD'.
My deep thoughts almost made me miss my stop as well.

Anyways,this week has been real stoopid for me.
Trixia and I listed out the stoopid things we done for this week and its stooopidly long.She and I laughed so much,her laughing cramps took over her MENSES cramp.

Somehow ended up sharing drunk stories of people and a guy friend of hers actually sang out fergie's part in MY HUMPS for the entire night he was drunk.

Apparently he developed LADY LUMPS after he downed 2 cans of beer.

LOL

classic.

Game Marshalling during Tribe Camp.


HEHEHEHE.
(more pictures to come)

I walked home from Houg Mall yesterday and I realised how I dislike seeing people on the same route.


I WANT MY OWN PATH HOME!



Everytime I start lip syncing to my fantabulous moosic and doing my silly head bob (you wouldn't want to see my expression),some random dude/dudette or even worse,GANGS OF BENGS from the many secondary school around would stroll by and snap me out of my wonderful reverie.

LE SIGH

LOL
that sounded like someone swooning.
HAISSS would have been more appropriate.

HAIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSssssssssssssss *breathes* sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss *drinks water*
ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss *slaps mosquito entering into mouth* ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

YOU GOTTA LOVE SINLAPLOLEAN EXPRESSIONS LAAA.

Trixia,Lay TEEEENNNGG and I went to Holland Village after school today cause we wanted something special for dinner.When we realised we missed our bus stop,we laughed and cursed at ourselves all the way till the next bus stop at the EXPRESSWAY.Because a dear old lady helped us (she prolly heard our frantic exclaimations on the bus) and gave us the right directions back.We had to cross the expressway road!Trix and Lay TEEENG were like,can we just camp under the overhead expressway and call for pizza?(cause it seemed we were going to be stuck there forever)Luckily,'forever' only lasted for around 4 minutes and we found our way back.

In search for something SPECIAL,we walked passed the lebanese cafe,pizza eatery,north india restuarant,pubs,pubs and more pubs,nydc,mexican cafe and then landed in the hawker centre eating FRIED KWAY TEOW.

How special is THAT?

Finally got reunited with my fried kway teow after 8 days! But we told ourself,next time must be more ONS and try stuff we don't even know how to pronounce.

=)

KOREA (EDIT)



ON THE FLIGHT TO KOREA.

THE SKY OUTSIDE THE PLANE

I was glad to be there but I'm more GLAD to be back home.
I was half dead on the first day and missing everyone and char kway teow by the third day

ON NAMI ISLAND WHERE THEY FILMED WINTER OH-THIS-IS-SO-SAD SONATA and already skilleded THAT tourisy pose.

ITS ALL ABOUT THE TREES I TELL YA.

Basically,I saw lots of mountains,fields,make-up on uber chio faces,cute korean kids and PORK.

ON TOP OF ONE OF THE MANY MOUNTAINS.

MARTY POPPINS.

DAD:WOOOHAA!

CON:TIAH AH!

Bro and I covered all the major rollarcoaster rides at EVERLAND amusement park and that night I prayed to God I won't feel the rides in my sleep.

He answered it.

SEEING THEM MAKES ME SAD AND HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME.

Speaking in tongues to battle car sickness really helped as well.

I can't stand the smell of leather now though.

THE LAYER OF FOG SAYS IT ALL. (ALL= IN THE CITY OF SEOUL)

We spent 2 days in the country and 3 days in the city.

I'm not sure which I enjoyed more though.However,the toilets in the country are WAY BETTER than the ones in the city.I'm not sure what magic the koreans put in their toilets,but they NEVER smell.

SHOPPING.

MY BRO LOOKS LIKE MY MOM'S BODYGUARD.

LOL

KICKING ABOUT VIRTUAL SOCCER BALLS WITH THE KIDS IN THE TOUR GROUP.

They provided oodles of entertainment for the group.

During dinner on the 3rd day,they sang 'Farmer on the dale' throughout dinner and before I knew it I was humming the song in to myself.

Super cute la.

The kids I mean.

Not me humming the stoopid song.

On the plane while descending (the ears are all wacked and all),Ronald(the one lying on the floor) was yelling 'CAN ANYONE HEAR ME? DOES ANYONE UNDERSTAND ME? CAUSE I CANNOT HEAR ANYTHING'.

LOLOL

Issac(the one kneeling),actually prayed aloud before take-off and he reminded me to pray as well.When we finally landed in Singapore,he turned around,smiled at me and said 'In Jesus name...'

I guess he was waiting for me to say 'Amen',but the thing is he didn't know I prayed as well la and I think God used him to assure me that He heard my prayers.

ON THE FLIGHT BACK.

This left me smiling for quite some time.

and im done.

=)

heh.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oi3TLDS7hm8

I LOVE LOVE THIS SONG. (GRAVITY BY JOHN MAYER)

HEARD IT ON THE PLANE AND I WAS LIKE SWOOOOOON.

CHECK OUT THE GUITAR SOLO NEAR THE END.

OR THIS ONE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FhJKSseiPXE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t_5imTDZ0iA



JOHNNY DEPP + ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAV SONG.

kind of a sad ending though.

=(((((

I used to think of what I'd pack into my suitcase if I was going on an exotic vacation alone when I had difficulty falling asleep.

Now I have difficulty falling asleep because I don't know what to pack.

FROM THE DAY OF STACKABLE BUBBLES.

When I forgot to post pictures of jenhiro on his bike,joeyboy and wenyan was like 'ehh..why never post these pics?'

Funniest was that his leg got stuck when he tried getting off the bike.

LOL

Night before camp at hougang mall with wenyan and my bro.

Pepper dinner-ing.

AND YES,THATS CVSS PE SHIRT.

I had no choice cause all of my other t-shirts were for camp.

It felt darn weird to wear it and its weird that it felt weird.

haha

My bro was craving for Gelare's waffles so bad,he actually ran from our house to hougang mall for it.
Do guys even have cravings??

Toasted Honeystar--as pads would put it.


The craved one.


His arm against mine.
Scarily toasted ain't he?









RANDOM PICTURE OF THE DAY!!!
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WENYANNNNNN.
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.




hopefully by the time I come back from korea she would have forgotten about this.

I'm leaving for Korea tomorrow night.

Waking up today,I realised I don't want to and that I'm going to miss my sisters and brothers a heck lot.


6 days shouldn't seem a lot at all,but it does.


I shouldn't have agreed to this trip or even suggested it at the start because once the june holidays are over,there won't be much time left to spend with my sisters and brothers till exams are over.


Maybe God planned this trip so that I could spend more time with my physical family.
Sigh


The day after a camp always seem so much more tiring.
Due to staying up till 3am last night,I only manage to wake up around 1pm only to see my brother still snoring beside me. (we decided to share a room to save air conditioning.LOL)


I chose to go online (though I didn't really feel like it) cause joeyboy was online (and he is hardly ever online nowadays) to catch up with him but I had to leave earlier before we could finish catching up.

Went to meet the youthleaders in yishun and time flew by real quick though all of us were all dead.


IT'S NOT A VERY GOOD IDEA TO MEET A DAY AFTER CAMP.


Still we managed to fulfill our agenda and then had ice cream eating time at macdonalds while wenyan used my laptop again.
Its great to find guys who like eating ice cream as much as you do.


haha


We talked about HEROES,tribe camp,childhood stuff,slaining and all sorts of stuff.
Like another catch up session.


I seem to have a lot of that lately.
First with my brother through dinner yesterday (my mom had to tell us to stop talking and start eating),then with pads till 3am last night and I really felt like I was his elder sister or something and today with joeyboy and the youthleaders.


Its a bit unexplainable since we were at the same camp but I guess we all have different experiences to share as well.

I'm hoping all this talking will be able to make up for the 6 days I'm going to be away.
Still,I would miss them.


Once I'm back,its exam week and that means I won't get to see them till a whole of 2 weeks later.


OH WELL.

I am back from camp with a mild bout of post camp depression,tons of learning experience,muscle cramps everywhere and most importantly,NEW BLESSINGS OF GOD'S LOVE IN MY HEART.

I am reminded as well the power of the unity in a family and how it can overcome so much more,beyond each of our own ability.

I had gone to the camp,my heart for God all dried up and untouched.I felt so empty inside and was worried about almost everything,much less bother about brining people to God. During the first night of ministry, when Pastor SL called up people who needed healing,I convinced myself that I was doing alright and that I was too tired to get so...'emotional'. I actually denied the chance of meeting God !

After Pastor Jo shared her devotion the next day and gave us 3 questions,it really got me thinking about how I had been living my poly life and how I have treated my family. Because I didn't have the heart of God or the heart for the people,I had stopped even only TRYING to be a daily blessing to people.I then asked for God to give me a new heart for my polymates so that I would be able to reach out to them. During Pastor SL night ministry,after he preached on love, I went up and cried out my emptiness while Pastor prayed for me. It had been so long since I cried like that and I could FEEL again.The love God poured into my heart really refreshed me and gave me assurance of God's plan for me in SP.

During the 3rd day and last sharing session, I cried even more,tears which I thought I no longer have.I cried for my own sinful nature,my own helplessness,of how empty I am without God and for all the people I knew who didn't know God.I cried for the strength of God,for His grace to be in me because without Him,I won't be able to do crap.

THANKSGIVING!

Thankful

For being given the role of 'game marshall'. Before the start of the camp,I had protested against being a game marshall because that means I would be missing out on the games.It was heck load of fun though in an entirely different manner. I got to meet and interact with the whole family and pour water over people's head while their group tried singing through their chosen song as quickly as possible.I also spent the entire day under the sun,shifting buckets of water about while laughing my head off at the attempts of people searching for the bucket blind-folded and then trying to splash the other HERO.

Thankful

For the group I was put into. I got to meet new people and have them share their lives with me.I am also thankful for their encouragement and the fun we had together. Like when we had to walked from one length of the field tied together at our legs (all 40 of us at one go) or when we screamed/sang aloud 'JESUS LOVE ME THIS I KNOW,FOR THE BIBLE TELLS ME SO' while holding a chair at shoulder's height for 3 mins (this killed all our muscles in our arms).I also loved the silent walk in which all of us just worked as one by spirit and when we had to share the burden of carrying the casualties,we all worked together and took turns carrying them.

the finger marks i got from cheryl when we used our hands to carry the girl casualty.

she later wrote in the note for me that I would always remember her by this marks.

LOL

Thankful

For God working in me and changing small parts of me.Like how I would actually WANT to do quiet time or how less weird I am with my group or how because of all of SMARTkids meetings,I can now think quicker and be ready with a sharing within pastor's standard range of a whole 10 seconds.LOL

Quiet time in northbrook's attic.

Very nice place which had a balcony with a view of a field and it was real quiet.

I was doing my reflection for the day and unbeknownst to us,Joeygirl who was supposedly doing her reflection ended up taking all this pictures.

LOL

I think it was around 1230am or something.

They would only pose for me =)))

lol

jkjk.

I had difficulty sleeping on the first night though and ended up with less than 2 hours of sleep.

But still thankful that wenyan and yunyu was allocated to the same room as me.

Campfire night.

The night rang with laughter with our different skits,cheers and mass games.

My group's(moses+joseph comb strength)skit got EVERYONE laughing and even after I 'fainted' to the floor,I was covering my face and laughing at the antics of my group.

We then did the 'pass it on' song and huddled in a circle together while singing the song softly.

I can tell from the looks on our faces that it signified so much for each and everyone of us.

I was very sad on the last day toward the ending because I knew the real work of God is begainning and I was scared.So I just stoned and thought of lots of stuff while playing with bubbles.

random last pictures emma took.

me stoning on the ground with the bottle of bubbles after I had blown to my fill.

the guys,all packed up and still happy cause they were heading to the attic to do some very erm...funny videos.

(they are almost getting professional at it. ALMOST)

the last group photos.

anyways,its 332am and I'm tired.

More pictures to come.

God bless all.

=)))

PUMPKIN HEAD.











WHO CAN EMO LIKE THIS??????







and I seriously don't get why some people call their honeys 'pumpkin'.
I SEE NO FLATTERY IN IT.
JUST LOOK AT MY PICTURE.