CNY

after spending 3 days in the backseat of the car with my barf-worthy brother,im glad to be back in front of my computer.
the trip to malaysia was not all that bad actually-cept for the part where i have to sit with my brother who had 'put F' (fart)(as my niece cutely puts it) in the air con for 6 times,peeled his toenails and flinged it about,took off his replusive sneakers revealing the atrocious scent of his rotting fungus inhabiting feet and took off his shirt,letting his BO float about.
erm..yah.that part i hate.
so anyways,melaka was good-for a day and a half.any longer and i would have been bored.
did my fair share of shopping and had more than enough crap entering my gluttonous mouth.*grins*
there was also a funfair at melaka.i simply adore those types of simple light-filled funfairs and the atmosphere of it.
played a few booth games and won a chicken little bolster for my niece (she's mad for chic lil for who knows what reason) and played a few rounds of bumper cars as well.damn fun and cheap.hahas.
on the eve of the 2nd day we drove to ester's home in kluang and we played firecrackers!!
funnily enough,we started out with the 'grand finale' first and after that all the men took over.
the firecrackers transported all the men back to their childhood-or so it seems when they kept thinking of new ways to send their firecrackers into the sky.all of them squatting there in their black formal pants,what a weird sight.
it was fun though and it provided plenty of laughters.
anyways....schools here AGAIN.
and im preparing myself to feel exhausted AGAIN.
and be ladden down with datelines,tests and projects AGAIN.

think you've got my point.
im off.
buhbye.

Zz?

tuesday is horridly mind numbing.
i think that i can no longer survive on 5 hours of sleep everyday.
my attention span in class is getting shorter by the minute.

im so sleepy now.
don't even have the mood to eat dinner.
can you imagine just how tired am i..?
i don't even feel like eating.
im off then.

ps:could not find those ah guas today.
they must have gone into hiding.

buhbye.

feeling pretty 'SEH' right now.
hahas.
hallelujah,monday is over.
just 3 more days till new year.
im actually feeling pretty excited for it.
but then again maybe its not such a good idea to feel excited.
cause whenever we anticipate something,it always turns out wrong.
alamak,what a dilemma.

got away with not having to ask questions during assembly.
did not manage the clutches of 'public speaking' during english though.
SHEESH.
luckily it lasted for only 2 minutes.
other lessons were the norm.
nothing much special happened.
excpet after amath.
was walking down the stairs,minding my own business when suddenly i felt water splashed onto my entire back.
cold chilly water.
what's the deal with all those ah guas anyways?????
nothing better to do but pour water on people's back ar???
i was already feeling very surly from amath and then i had to FEEL this kind of crap on my innocent back and legs and arms and face.
BLAST YOU ALL AH GUAS.

with this,
i make my hasty exit.
buhbye.

ps:im so gona scald those ahguas with hot water tml.

random 01

I've gotten tired of looking at my old skin which is why I've got a new blogskin.
Stating the very obvious here.

Weekend is almost up.
Homework ain't completed.
As always,I'm left with chinese and oh..amath.
Because of my muddle headness I forgot to bring my amath textbook home.
Gotta rush through it during recess tommorrow I guess.*sighs*
Sometimes my weekend feels more exhausting than my weekdays.

I have half a mind not to go to school tommorrow.
What with all the public speaking I have to do during assembly and english PLUS all the homework that we have to hand in.
How exasperating.

Chinese New Year is coming.
I wonder what can we look forward to after CNY is over..
Any ideas anyone?

Seems like we are always waiting for something.
Waiting for some excitement only to be disappointed.
Waiting for something to happen only when it happens it doesn't exactly go your way.
Waiting for someone to make you feel that special something,in the end the only special thing you would feel is pain.
waiting waiting and waiting...
soon you grow old and all you can wait for then, is death.
whoopdeedo.

im such a grumpy frump tonight.
till i update again.
lets wait.

......!!!!

after reading this entry,you guys are going to be either seriously grossed out or..laughing your stinky arse off at me and my damnnn twisted luck.
saw something that i DID NOT and HAD NO DESIRE to see.
it almost made me hurl.seriously.first time in my life i felt my stomach jump.

it all happened tragically on bus 161.
i really hate taking 161.
somehow,whenever im taking this darn bus i just get naturally depressed for no apparent reason.
so anyways,i was on it ONCE AGAIN with suling.
we were minding our own business,chatting amiably and 'keeping our legs closed'.
then this old man boarded the bus and sat in front of suling and suling was across the aisle from me.so i had a clear view of him.
i did not really go notice him in particular or whatever,nor did suling.
he did not seem highly retarded as he was not talking to himself,neither was he smiling at everyone else nor was he making strange screechy noises.
the only thing that wasn't really normal was that he kept turning back to look at us.
i had just turned to look out of the window to see where were we and when i turned back i saw............a bloody son of a penis.
thats right,a freaking bird.
i was so taken aback that i could not comprehend what exactly he was ...erm..holding in his hand...(ARGHHHH) and when the realisation hit me,i really felt like i could not breathe.HELLO,WHAT THE F*&% WAS HE DOING AND THINKING??????THE WHOLE THING WAS LIKE HANGING OUT OF HIS pants!!!
then i felt like hurling everything i had for the past couple of hours.
i was .....!!!!!!!!!
i covered my gaping mouth with my hands and watched as he pulled out a tissue and wipe himself there.(don't ask me why i was still looking at him,but i guess the shock i felt had me numbed)
my first thought was,that was it-i can no longer stand being so close to him.
suling saw my freaked out expression and she was like 'hey..what's wrong..don't scare me lehs' (in chinese)
i told her to go down.she didn't really get it cause it wasn't our stop but i didn't care.i had to get away from there.she followed me down and after i told her what i saw she was immensely grossed out too.

i gotta stop here.
the image keep flashin in my head now.
don't want to think about this anymore.
bye.

ME IS SPECIAL.ME.

i hate good stories.
why??!!
because when a story finally ends,i wished it would have lasted longer.
nothing beats the feeling of reading a story for the first time.
there is always that little something missing the second time you read the same story.
sure,you would have noticed small details you would have missed reading the first time, but the second time doesn't really provide you the feeling of bewilderment and wonder.
anyways,the weekend is almost over.i have not touched my schoolwork yet(what else is new) and im still surfing the net.as usual i would rush through the whole lot of them till 1am and plonk to bed barely alive and wake up the next morning feeling like thousands of people have stepped on me.i wonder why i put myself through this torture.
had great fun at children ministry yesterday.it was the second week of 'IM SPECIAL' and the kids learnt that they were indeed special because God made them.Met a new sweet looking girl called racia and tried to keep her company.We started out by playing BINGO.i didn't really rush to get people to sign my paper and all because i felt it was more for the kids to win.everyone went crazy,like they were on the superfast mode or something.my brother demanded that i signed my name in the box saying i could curl my tongue and i walked around randomly after that.smiling to myself at the scene unfurling before me.when the top 5 winners were announced,surprise surprise,my brother was there!yeah right.to my horror,they actually called me to go up and show them i could actually curl my tongue..........of all the stupid @#$%^ things.argh.so i went up,curled my tongue like i was 5 and huffed back to my place.hahas.okay la,it wasn't that bad.after that game we played stars and dots!everyone of us started out with 4 dots and 4 stars each.we were to go to a different person everytime and play scissors paper stone with one another.whoever wins gets a star and whoever loses gets a dot.it was fun.gettin to interact with plenty of people over a game is so much easier.by the end of the round i had 8 stars and no dots.i even owed one dot to joel whom i took away the only star he had.MUAHAHAS.im the scissors paper stone champ man.hahas.actually plenty of people either had alot of stars or alot of dots.kenneth put all the blue dots on his face(he only had dots LOL) and looked really sick.hahas.we watched a movie after that.though at 25mins it was pretty short it held alot of meaning in it.we then had facilitation and a small break.the whole thing ended around 4 and once again we went to parkway.bought bubble tea and ran for the bus.reached home around 5++ and had a nap till 7++.sacrificed going out and instead stayed at home to complete my math tution hmk.bleahs.
well tomorrow's school.
cheers anyone?
dont think so.
buhbye.
godbless.

how to delay chi hmk.

im here!!
trying to delay the doing of my *bleghs* chinese homework.
ive got 4 newspaper article,2 journals and and frigging compositions.
oh for the life of me i can't possibly think of so many different chinese words in a single night!!
ANYWAYS,it was hari raya haji yesterday.i simply love having malays in this countries.they seem to have so many festivals!!definately gives US a chance to have more public holidays.ehehehes.
it was over too soon though.they should give us at least 2 days of holidays.one day for outings and another day for homework!genius aren't i?
me and wenyan went shopping at orchard and bugis again.hahas.everywhere we went it was bloody crowded.almost suffocated in the train,almost got caught in a stampede when people was all rushing to the other side to board the train and almost got killed when i tried to cross a road in orchard.who knew shopping could be so life threatening eh?bought only a single t-shirt and sadly enough the black roxy wallet that me n wy had saw in paragon a few weeks before could no longer be found.*sighs*
on monday our school had our first assembly in the AiR-cONdiTIonEd HAlL.i only paid attention when evil zaidi called the some damn ON sec1 boys up on stage to do a dance.The song pump it went on and those boys were so COOL.hahas.i certainly miss those days when boys in our level were still not yet corrupted and exploited.they hardly ever do silly and funny things anymore.then the whole sec1 level did our school cheer.i felt that my year was more ON though.i still remember when we did it for our parents when we were sec1 you could feel the floor of the hall tremble.we were that HAPPENING.hahas.
had a couple of funny lessons today.our class now greets mrs aliyah with a HI BABE instead of a boring old good afternoon and she loves it!hahas.flattery really gets you somewhere sometimes.our chi teacher told us about her phobia on lizards and widayah talked about some of her 0 lvls experience.
well im off to a delightful night of coming up with pages and pages of chinese bullshit.
to0dles.
godbless.

1st week 06

Been slacking off from blogging ever since school started.
the 1st day of school started out crappy-as usual.
when mrs ang was on stage babbling her usual nonsense and i was 'entertaining' ky n ys when i was told to stand up by mr lim.
why do i always get myself in this type of situations???SHEESH.
so anyways,i had no choice but to stand up (duh,arguing would get you no where) and i have to say it was a refreshing change.
from my vantage point i could see everything and it was nice to stretch my legs(look,im trying very hard to sound positive here)
after like 15 kind of agonising minutes mrs yong finally let me sit.
she was like,so why are you standing?i was caught talking i replied dryly(i almost said i was caught trying to block mrs ang 'speech' with my humourous antics', hahas,jkjk)
well..there are many teachers around she said pointedly to me.I CAN SEE THAT i replied in an almost sarcastic tone.hahas.im actually very glad to have mrs yong as my form teacher.she's easy to talk to unlike those cold unmaternal types with cruel dress sense.
mrs im-always-stammering yeo came to find me after that spot check.the first words that came out of her mouth was 'could you do me a favour?' from the word favour i knew it won't be anything good.she wanted me to come up with a script for her skit in 1 week.it was to be on smoking and the sec 1s needed to act it out.i asked weakly if she could get oym to do it instead,but of course she stammered her way through saying that she know that i can do it and blahblahblah.arghhh.i told her again i did not want to do it but she did not listen.lazy her...trying to push responsibilities on students.up till now,ive came up with zilch for the script.i really feel like telling her she can forget about getting a word out of me.
after the whole crappy affair at the courtyard,everything was much better.pretty relaxed.for our first dnt lesson we walked to cp supposedly to come up with problem situations but who really does that??we had free period during chemistry and mafia 7 spent the hour chatting.mdm chua spent an hour during our first amath lesson scaring us while talking about Os.we scared her when she realised more than half the class had failed amath.english was also spent talking about Os by mrs tan.i have to say this year teachers rocks better than last year.geo suddenly is no longer so mudane and i find myself not wanting to sleep during chinese because feng lao shi tells interesting stories.hahas.phy is same old same old.
had my first emath test today and it went pretty okay i guess.hopefully i can pass it cause i did not study for it at all,strangely enough i just could not bother to study for it.
children ministry starts again tml!yay.too bad my nose is running again.arghh.must be the weather.frigging cold nowadays.
uncle yong and family had come and went.i would defaintely miss playing uno with them.hahas.hopefully they will come back soon.my house seem so empty and un-messy without them.
godbless
to0dles.

o6`

Okay..first let's just get over with the 'formalities'.
HAPPY NEWWWW YEAR EVERYONE!!IM SOOOOO FRIGGIN HAPPY!!LIKE,I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR 2006 AND LIKE WHAT IT HAS IN STORE FOR MEEE YA KNOW?SO YA!THIS WHOLE NEW YEAR THING IS JUST LIKE,SO EXCITING YA KNOW?LIKE,I CAN'T BELIEVE ITS 2005 ALREADDY.SO HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!
That passage up there..?Was honestly honestly genuine.LIKE REAL.
2006 did not start out well for me.
My dearly beloved emath tuition teacher called me up yesterday afternoon,told me he was coming at 10am today.BUHBYE.
I was...flabbergasted.
It was 4pm!!My mind don't function as quickly at 4 in the friggin hot afternoon.
So I just said..er.orh.ming tian qian.
*too much sun into your head cass......way too much*
I miserably went to sleep at 1230am yesterday and woke up at 820am,forgetting for a moment why the heck I was up so early.
I looked at my abandoned math homework on the table and THEN I REMEMBERED.
I tell ya..my heart sank all the way down to my toenails.
From 830am to 958am,I did more praying than trying to complete drawing one friggin graph.(I HATE GRAPHS!!!!!!)
In the end,the tuition session still happened.I got lectured,chided and nagged at.
When 12pm rolled by,for that moment I was the happiest girl in Singapore.
My good mood diminished when my brother woke up.hahas.JK.
Anyways,I reached expo at around 3pm with wy,wl,olivia and con.We went to the metro warehouse sale,kind of boring.The hall was mostly filled with aunties grabbing bras going at $9 or something like that.
After that,I went to the BOOKS warehouse sale!!!Hallelujah.Wy they all went to check out the sports sale(turns out there wasn't any).It was pretty overwhelming the amount of books there were.Thing was,they were all under fiction..so if you were searching for a mystery thriller(like me),you have to painstakingly zoom over the gazillions different type of title very fast to get through the whole lot.I found 6 books after 20 minutes but then dun to financial restrictions I could only buy 3 books.Oh well..better then nothing.Total cost was only $18.I loveee books WAREHOUSE sales.
After that we made our way to hall 9 and we had a SMARTKIDS youthleader meeting.Ended around 510+ pm..immediately went to get the goody bags.hehes.At around 615pm,the gates were finally lifted and we all chiong into hall 10.hahas.Quite fun la.In the end we got the 7th row I think. Atmosphere was quite party-ish, what with all those whistles,balloons and such.When it was time for singing we all chiong up to the front(as usual),then we jumped jumped jumped..clap clap..punch fist into air..raise our hands to God(im actually getting good at this summary thing eh?)and because it was NEW YR celebration we sang more songs than usual.After that there was preaching,sharing of very nicely produced and touching testimonials,performances and praying.The whole fiesta was supposed to end around 10pm but 1030opm rolled by and the service had not ended yet.By around 1050++ me and my brother had to leave cause my daddy had been waiting in the carpark for around an hour.
But it was fun though.Very 'happening' and definately hyped people up.
well im exhausted.
to0dles.
godbless.