its funny.
this is my laptop, and yet my brother is pushing for me to hurry up and hand it over to him.
and don't tell me i should not play because of my Os.
and they say the elder siblings always bully the younger ones.
maybe im just too kind.

hello?
he should know God chose to kana his computer with virus.
cause if He didn't, he would soon become one of those obsessive gamers addicts or something.
enough of him.


went to compass to meet up with wenyan and aliah for ss consultation.
funny things was, we kept changing locations and aliah was fashionably late-but she made up to us with her home made honey-glazed cereal and some egg white+choco chip+sugar concoction which was equally as delicious.
we ended up at delifrance whose manager sucks big time.
i paid 5 freaking bucks for a ice mocha and he doesn't even provide a straw.
DIAO.
AND he served wedges without TARTAR!
how can you NOT serve tartar?
its like tying your hair without using a comb.
NVM.
i tolerate-till i saw the bill.
SIGH. $11.50 for 2 pathetic items and hardly passable a lil condesending service.

rushed to have chemistry consultation in school with widayah and robin.
somehow got talking about egytians wanting to grope women's arses on camels and robin 6 decaying teeth with gum and blood stuck on them in a plastic bag.
that's chemistry all right.
hahas.

my brother pissing on me now.
he does not have a single patience bone in his body.
and is does marching and running about on the top floor of a multi story carpark for an hour just because you are scared of the consegquences of coming in late for BB count as being patient???
....and i thought i was the weird one in the family.
first time my brother top me in something.
hahahahaha.
at least he makes me laugh now ,that makes him good for something
hahas.jkjk.
bye.

everything from walking to every corner of my house,
to kicking the soccer ball around while walking seems to be a near breath of freedom from all the studying.

my brother is blaming me for having Os cos we cannot go out for a movie.
not exactly what i want to hear.
DUH.
its his friends who doesn't have lives and only does LANNING all over singapore.
they even go to orchard just to lan!
-.-

don't have much of a life to speak of now.
a few study dates here and there and that's it.
i have even taken to walking to hougang green to buy breakfast for my bro just to get out of the house.
YOU KNOW that's just weird right?
sighsighsigh.

i have moved my study table to the living room with my tv just in front of me to tempt me.
i know its soo not a time to test my will power now but im sick that way.

my minds whirling and twirling.
and my topics are so random.
so i shall stop.


buhbye.

don't think.
don't feel.
don't anticipate.
and perhaps,just perhaps, you might hurt less.



its 10 days to the Os (give or take)
IM FREAKING OUT.
nahs, actually its still too early.
YOU CRAZY?
UP TILL NOW STILL DON'T FREAK OUT BY THE TIME YOU WANT TO START FREAKING OUT ALSO BO XI KAN LIAO! OS START LE LA!
like i've got so much energy to freak out.chill dude.
CHILL SHIET.ITS YOUR DAMN OS.YOU KNOW?OOOOSSS????
HELLO,YOU DEAF OR SOMETHING?
actually im just blind.
HAVE YOU DONE YOUR EMATH?IF FAIL THEN THE ONLY SHIET YOU WILL BE CLEANING UP AFTER WILL BE YOURS.REVISE YOUR SCIENCE?NOW ITS ALL HIGH TECH AND CHEEMO DEEP THINKING STUFF YOU KNOW.CANNOT FAIL DE LEIS OTHERWISE WILL LAG BEHIND.YOUR ENGLISH HOW?CAN REMEMBER MODEL/FORMAT/STRUCTURE?MAI THROW YOUR OWN FACE HOR.
ahh shuddap.i've got this all under control (i think) and i rather clean up my own shiet than others.
YOU THIS TYPE IS CHAM LIAO LA.*STOMPS OFF*

ahh,the beautiful conversation between me and my conscience.
somehow my conscience have taken on this weird mess of eng/hokkien persona.
true singaporean okay.
well.im off to CHILL.
hahahahaha.

EH!YOU MAD DE AR.
conscience,
SIMI?
go suck your toes.

on top are some super pink and lame pics we took at church.
hahas


the haze is starting to really get to me.
SNIFFS.
and so is my nose.

Tomorrow's the last official half day of school.

I have mixed feelings about it.

a bittersweet farewell i guess.

to leave everything i've known for the past 4 years and to adapt to a different routine is something i dread yet look forward to at the same time.

i tried stuffing myself with food from the canteen for the past week-as i keep reminding my friends to the point of irritation 'after this week no more chance le lehs'.

and today, i had roti prata from the malay stall. (this sentence sounds absurdly primary schoolish. lOl.)

its a big deal okay.
cause the very first meal i ever had in this school was also from the same stall and i ordered mee rebus.

DONT U SEE?

this just proves that i have not change one bit!
cool eh?


-.-"


sorry, i super lame in the wee hours of the morning.
actually im lame all the time but you don't have to tell me that.

lantern festival at punggol park was pretty fun.
seems like almost everyone was there and we were definately contributing to the PSI that night.

took a whole bunch of photos with none with me inside.
DOTS.
you look into my phone gallery and you can never tell its mine.kinda sad la. hahas.

today, despite being the 2nd official last day of school-only 20 of my SENTIMENTAL classmates turned up.
i guess DNT was the huge turn off.
we spent 3 hours copying process after process that occupied 96 slides!!
what the...
had entertainment in between though.
hahas.
alicia quit writing and bombarded us with riddles,thus my table would suddenly burst into bouts of stifled giggles and laughter.

was given a time out and i wandered out of the classroom to the back of the school and sat at my spot which no one knows about or cares. LOL
felt worn down and desperately needed some time to get away from noise and well..life.
i really wanted to feel invisible at the moment-so that i could do anything silly and get away with it.
not that i haven't felt invisible before.
HAH.
not a really good feeling i tell ya.



been getting quite addicted to dashboard confessional songs now.

esp 'hope that you are happy now'



bye.




for now.

bittersweet rekindlings

its time to bade a temporary farewell to all that i've known for the past year and get down to serious mugging and killing brain cells.
and what a way to end it.
today's service was one of the most fun i've had-a rekindling of childhood days where your shoes are off and your hair is flying.
children carnival was even better than the last one due to the enthusiasm and openess of the 5 kids from hongkong and taiwan.

after having ice breaker with evan's half cell, we did a bit of playtime of our own.
the phototaking session was HILARIOUS man.
we didn't really care how the pictures came out but the process of actually doing it was super funny.
not sure where the sudden burst of energy and zeal for fun came from.
then it was time for pepsicola!!
by far the most creative one EVER.
i saw poses i have NEVER EVER saw in a pepsicola game and i've played quite a few.
i had no idea such poses were possible in a pepsi cola game but my cell proved me wrong.
then we played the classic-catching.
YIKES.
hahas.
i wasn't that out of shape-well kinda.
i had the speed but my stamina was next to nothing.
it was a nice feeling though.
bare foot agasint concrete, hair slapping across face.
running for all you are worth.
it has been a long while.
so yes, it was FUN
FUN FUN FUN.


i shall miss all of this.


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