currently in mella's house awaiting to eat our choco walnut cake!
took tons of crap pictures and the girls are now wrestling with the xbox controllers.

feeling .... now.
must be the whole atmosphere of the room.
for some reason,the lights isn't on and its perfect to sleep now.

maybe i should.


retro countdown party tml!!!!!!

anyone still interested??????

just tell me!

byees.

today was my 86974325th time that i went to orchard this week.
i am officially getting $#%*^% tired of it.
luckily there won't be a 86974326th time cause i have painfully manage to source out the retro outfit for my brother.
after realising there isn't enough money left to shop,we decided to watch 'eragon' !
dad came over to fetch us home from orchard but we ended up having dinner at heeren's billy bombers.
the proportion is unnatural and felt a little sick halfway through the meal.
a full box of popcorn and dinner don't mix.

anyways its now 152am and i have to wake up at 825am tommorrow.
that is,if i do.
which is most unlikely to happen.

ps:HAPPY 16TH BDAE JOEL.

i have come to appreciate the simple art of rotting in front of the television.
why?
first,it doesn't hurt your feet.
second,it doesn't empty out your wallet.
third,it doesn't rain on you-literally.
SHOPPING DOES.

just ranting on shopping cause i had a very unsatisfactory shopping 'excursion' today.
but i am really sick of orchard and singapore seems really small now.

anyways,im really looking forward to sunday!
can't wait to laugh at people all decked out in retro gear.

here are some random pics!

at east coast on christmas morning!


the last supper in cvss. LOL


my class. the last shot.


our last wish= world peace yo.


okok.
ultra lame now.

byeeeee.

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE.


christmas eve and christmas is fun this year.
i thought i'd spend my christmas away at home watching crappy christmas movies but instead got a whole workout instead.
christmas at orchard was definately a new experience for me,one i do not regret having.
FOR ALL YOU PPL WHO REJECTED MY OFFER TO JOIN US ,TOO BAD.
hehehe.
okay,childish moment over.

it was such a sight to see a sea of people decked out in various balloon hats.
people came up to us in throves and we worked hard to meet their demands.
it was so difficult to reject all those little kids of their balloons when our break came about.
we started caroling around 11?? and soon a massive crowd formed around us.
the whole night was great cept for the aerosol spraying part.
at one point,i was sprayed by 3 people at the same time and its not a nice feeling.
instead of spreading joy,we are spreading spray in singapore.

at marine parade,we (me,wenyan,yunyu,leonard,joey,wayne,alvin and xy) spent the first half of the morning playing card games alvin introed.
man,i suck at the 'tao' card game la.
kept messing up the actions and had people laughing at me.
sighhh.
lol,anyways because we didn't want to sleep,we trekked to east coast and waited up for the sunrise.
after walking away from civilisation for 10 mins or so, we just stop by a random lamp post and sat down in a circle.
talked and laughed the morning through.
the guys were super lame and funny ,esp. alvin aka thomas smith who has 5 kids at 27.
-.-
one thing though,we saw no sun.

after east coast,we all headed home and planned to meet again at 1030 to play...BADMINTON.
its so christmasy eh?
napped for 41mins before struggling to get up.
badminton was tiring after 10mins and now my arms ache like who knows what.
even picking up a cup of water will make me shake.
we played till 130pm and hung around the cafe playing zhong qi mi ma with wayne's choco.
i had to squeeze 3 ferraro roche in my mouth and lunch was destroyed thereafter.
wayne manage to put in 5.
bleahhs.
walked to hougang mall to get wy's donut while enlightening the guys on what retro means.
sidenote:COME FOR OUR COUNTDOWN PARTY ON THE 31st!!! retro style.
we then headed to alvin's house in punggol with the intention of either watching LOTR for 9 hours,basketball or soccer.
obviously LOTR is out cause we'd be more zombified after that and alvin miraculously does not own a soccer ball.
so,we ended up playing bball and i landed on half my arse 2 mins into the game.
sighhh.
like i am not aching enough elsewhere.
grrr.

went home at 5 and completely crashed-which is why im here blogging instead of being at uncle tong's house.

BUHBYES.

TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY,
FALALALALA lalalala...........

it seriously sucks to wake up from a vampire+o lvls comb dream to see no one at home and realising you missed dinner.
i think the lack of sleep from the past 2 days has caught up with me and cause my whacked up brain to churn out whacked up dreams.
im almost sad that my brother is at camp,cause the quietness cause me to think of my dream again.
almost.

class chalet was pretty fun.
on the first night,i realised sitting at a chalet and watching a crappy flick named 'spider' isn't my idea of a good night.
so me,suling,chiyong and clarance made our way to downtown east and ended up in the arcade.
played a few rounds of daytona and the smashing of the 3 balls thingy.
lol,typical i know.
we had dinner at buger king and suling wasn't done even after me,chiyong,clarence and daniel (who joined half an hr later) was done.
we passed time by playing truth or dare and asked silly questions like 'what do you want your bf/gf to do for you?' (chiyong) and had equally silly answers like 'i want her to push my buttons' (clarance and daniel) cause the song 'buttons' by pussycat dolls were playing.
went back to the chalet and played MONOPOKE with suling,chiyong and hengthye.
i thought 16 years olds were supposed to be cool but i guess not in our case.
hahas.
played the night through and i almost bankrupted a couple of times but suling and chiyong kept me afloat cause we wanted to defeat hengthye who owned an entire lane with houses.

we are 16 and proud of it. ^^

(sl didn't want to be in the picture cause she wants to keep her face)
after the seemingly never ending game,we went down to join the guys and played blackjack till 5am.
i guess its worth it cause manage to make a profit of $9.
LOL

after coming back from tampines mall the next day,we finally manage to drag ourselves out of the chalet and me,suling,hengthye and sinyan went to escape!
it was unexpectedly fun and im soo glad i didn't spend the day coped up in the chalet playing round after round of poker.
hahas.
we headed straight to the go karts and waited albeit a lil impatiently for our turn.
luckily we had entertainment right before us and time passed quickly enough.
BUT my go kart was total crap cause despite pressing the pedal to the max i still went slower than others.
BOOS.
after that,ht and sy dragged us to the haunted house in which the scariest moment was in the end when ht jumped out of nowhere and BOOED us.
LOL
after that we went to sit in this circle thingy which could fit all 4 of us.
when we got to the top,the only thing we could see was the sky and its a fantastic feeling.
we then headed to pepsi cola and the 360 degrees turns made suling dizzy and vomit prone.
she decided to sit out the next few games and the 3 of us went on the pirate ship where we made 'friends' with the kids sitting opp of us.
the lil boy proclaimed that sy was old after being told he was 16 and we traumatised them for the rest of the ride.
MUAHAHAs.
nahs,we not that mean but it was a ride that made us go 'ahh ahh ahh' sarcastically.
hengthye and suling went to shut their stomachs up and me and sinyan went on the rainbow!
my favvv ride of the day.
we rode it consecutively for 2 times and then went to the water boat blaster thingy in which we got soaking wet shooting water at lil kids.
hahas.
then ht joined us in rainbow once more and we went back to the boat thingy with ht and sl.
the boat i rode was incapable of shooting a decent amount of water to make an impact while sy one did not shoot out any all.
LOL
needless to say we got wet once more.
US,soaking wet.


do re me. LOL

anyways im exhausted.

as usual.lol

buhbyesss

i am tired of people asking me whether i am feeling alright or remarking that i look upset.
when i do look like that,its because of either
1)i just want to stone and daze blankly
2)don't feel like wanting to be part of the conversation
3)something was said or done that has made me upset
i am saying this cause i don't want to get of my zone and tiredly answer that i was tired,that's all.

so,now that we've got that cleared up...
today was marina south day.
i felt guilty about all the calories i was going to gain by steamboating that i decided to 'organise' a soccer thingy with my bro
,jacky and charmaine.
played at a hall and took turns partnering each other.
2 on 2 is tiring,especially at 1130 in the morning( its still considered as morning)
charmaine kept exclaiming that i was steven gerrad in a way of pushing me to run and play better while i shot back weakly that i was only
his girlfriend.
my brother and jacky took the first round while my bro and i took the second round.
the third round went to jacky and i while the last match was won by charmaine and i ending with a beeyootiful goal by charmaine.
my head got rammed directly by none other then my arse of a brother when i played keeper.
so i got into my ZONE and goalkeeper mode,keeping out 2 out of 6 goals.
not a very good record la,but at least i escaped getting hit in the head once more.

headed to marina south at 3 and fooled around at the arcade while waiting for jon low to arrive.
the long anticipated daytone challenge between me and jenson finally arrived and i beat him twice in the begainner's course.
however,i reckon that he would have kicked my arse if we had played advance.
bowling was horrible for me,or i was horrible at bowling.
haha.
i'd give the excuse that i wasn't in my zone but im not that delusional.
i plainly suck.BOOS.
so i went to play time crisis 2 by myself while kianying took my place.
first time i almost cleared area 2 on my own.
LOL.

steamboat was a messy affair,not to mention life threatening.
especially when it came to jenson handling of 'live' prawns.
everytime he grabbed a prawn,we all automatically siam.
once,a prawn jumped out of the container by itself and scared the crap out of us.
then it jumped into the steamboat when jenson tried to grab it.
hilarious moment there.
prawn committing sucide so to speak.
and is throwing in a raw chicken wing into the bowl of soup normal?
weiren seems to think so and we were all taken aback when we saw the chicken wing floating there.
jenson mistaken the otah ball for the egg yolk and puzzled aloud on the weird appearance.
when we showed him the real egg yolk,he did not believe it was.
LOL.
rjc people-book smart not cook smart.

after dinner,wenyan developed a fit of giggles and could not stop laughing.
try as she might to stop,the sight of jenson waving and smiling at her will set her off completely.
everything was funny to her.
we went to the mrt station where the 3 of them practised their guitars and jenson played the calling 'whereever you will go'.
its nice one lor.
LOL.
wenyan and jon tried to brush up their strumming on xmas songs and 3 doors down 'here without you'.
i sat at the corner trying to fend off the calls from my dad(hehehe) and just took in the whole atmosphere.

went to bugis with wenyan and jenson and we were still in the whacky mood.
i had caught the lame bug and when wenyan asked jenson if he was going to participate in the swimming marathon of 7000 laps that our
tribe had organise,he said he didn't have the form.
so i was like,
you don't have the form (the stamina) or you don't have the form (paper)
LOL
yea,that kind of lame.
but jenson and wy admitted it was a good one.
tired now and literally filled with crap.
byeeee.

2 lamies and something we brought back from hongkong.


children do grow up fast.

went to the airport to pick up shania and co from hongkong and wy came along for the ride as she was staying over.
our time spent at the airport was filled with many moments of us cracking up hysterically over things completely lame.
we spent the time trying to find a decent cafe when i lamented to wy that we were high enough without the coffee,imagine if we had coffee in our system.
another round of hysterical cackling came about.
everything seem to be incredibly funny despite how stupid it actually sounds.

went with smartkids to watch 'magic of love' this afternoon.
thought i'd be rather bored as it was my second time round catching the show but it kept interested enough.
went to tm after the show and had 'long zong silver' (wy bro).

wy is now telling me i should entertain her.
so im off ..to peel my toe nails.
that should be entertaining enough.
*smiles serenely*

i've blissfully gone without thinking about my O lvl results for a month or so,but we can never escape the inevitable.
even before it comes,it has already force me to make changes due to it.
i worked it out in my slow brain today that i can't possibly go on holiday from 18 feb to 28 feb cause results will be released during the period of time.
$%^&*#@
so my family has to push it to the march holidays AND we still can't agree as to where we should go.
my momma suddenly tells us she has this secret desire to go to switzerland (i wasn't even aware she knew how to pronounce it in english) while my dad wants to visit his brother in canada and then go down to new york.
so my momma comes out with the brilliant idea of having each of us writing the country of our choice on a piece of paper and picking it out of a hat.
i really feel tempted to write somewhere real exotic.

sigh, why does time never agree with me?
anyways,i made my way to vivo today (ALONE) and just randomly walked about.


its very nice outside.
the sky feels so vast and you just feel uncovered-free i guess.
that is,if you can block out the number of half nekkid kids running about.
i found myself in pageone(the bookshop) and inhaled in the smell of books and wood.
i slowly and delightfully made my way from one bountiful bookshelf to another.
its the first time i really just took my time at selecting and browsing books.
carrying with me 5 books, i found a secluded corner which faced the harbour and read away.
it was such a fantastic feeling.
i should do this more often.
once in a while, i will look up from my book and gaze at the sky thats right in front of me and i'd feel so liberated.
i guess i just wanted to get away from all the crazy thinking and half ass guessing that's going on in my head.
a sudden feeling of lost will overwhelm me for no reason at different moments of the day and it scares me.
its easy for people to see when im upset,but they never know why.

ANYWAYS,
im going off.
need to get up early tomorrow.
work again.
whoopdeedoo.


MERRY XMAS PP. as merry as it can get anyways. (took tis outside vivo)

after today, i am not sure how the heck i am going to survive when on holiday with only my family.
my brother is such a unbearable and unreasonable person.
he gets angry over the smallest of matter and is as petty as petty can get.
argh.

had high tea at goodwood park hotel and basically was more of a pastry,cakes and deserts kind of buffet.
3 person amounted to a whooping $140 and my brother had less than 3 rounds.
it was also one of the first time i declined chocolate fondue even though there was a big pot on display.
we walked to mango because there was a 50% sale going on and i had so much faith in believing that the trip to london and switzerland during the new year will happen that i bought a black jacket.
hahaha.
cost around $77 and really like it cause its my style but my dad says its insufficient for keeping warm.
-.-"

trying to get into the festive mood now and i keep reminding myself that 'tis the season to be jolly' and all that.
cause i will probably be much more miserable for the rest of the year.
make sense right?
anyways, prison break coming up.
finally caught on to it and its intensely hot in more ways than one.
haha.
toodles.

the upper part of my left ear is now an incessant source of pain right now and its a cruel reminder of why i had closed my hole on the upper part of my right ear not too long ago.
trying fervently to brush the pain aside now but it ain't working.

anyways,(still trying to ignore)
had lunch with rachel and charmaine today at heartland mall.
as usual,me and rachel were still asleep while charmaine had already finished her session at the gym at 12 in the afternoon.
AND as usual,rachel was the late one (actually we take turns but who cares,hehe) and me and charmaine had to wait for her at hougang mall.
went to char's house there after and watched 'she's the man' and 'cars'.
im really boring you now aren't i?

now i kinda wish that i haven't pierced my ear.
each throb makes me go ouchie-mama.
its an expression of pain and im trying to make it happen.
try it.(statistic show that 90% of you sillies would actually say it out loud)
just kidding.

have been roped in for high tea with mom and her friends once again and my brother is along for the ride.
pay money to get fat.
however this only applies to me and not my bro and mom cause they got this thing in their skinny bodies called high metabolism which apparently decided not to enter my system when i was in my mother's womb.
still,it ain't my moola so who cares.

off to nurse my pain.
-.-

i actually have no intention of blogging,
1- because im still feeling the fatigue of working 8 hours straight
2-i have been feeling strangely whoozy since last night
but here i am.
only for your sakes people.
haha.

actually i decided to blog to take my mind off 'the historian' cause the book is starting to become creepy once more.
its has a whooping total of 79 chapters while i am only up to chapter 50.
already chickening out.

i went to my mama shop today after a long journey which saw me sitting on a bus which led me to where i first started.
BOOS.
anyways,managed to arrive at 10 and was immediately shushed away due to the overwhelming amount of people crowding her shop.
(tues are the busiest cause she restocks her clothes on monday)
i made my way to mac to have breakfast along with my book of course.
haha.
after breakfast,it was work work work-well cept for lunch la.
i'd have an easier time if i didn't have this whoozy thingy going on in my head that's fer sure.
plus all the exclaimations and questions such as 'ni shi eileen nu er ar?" and then "zong shi?wo yi wei ni shi zong 1 huo 2 leh"
befunddled,i'd just zone out while trying to figure out whether having people commenting that you look like 13 or 14 rather than 16 is a good thing.
i think its more of a insult.
haha.
but my mom fellow aunty helpers were friendly and jovial.
they had a great time laughing at my chinese-or the lack thereof while i tried to defend myself by sprouting more chinese and hokkien crap.
oh woe is me.

i also realised there were existing completely self-service customers and they made my job so much easier.
LOL.
there was also a definate pattern of customers.
one come all come.
no come means no one come.
like all chiong together at the same time.
diaodiaodiao.
that made our job harder.
imagine more than 10 people squeezing in the size of a rectangle measuring(roughly) 3mx2m and you have to actually move around them.
really wished i was thinner then.
haha.
after 4pm passed, i kept urging my mom to close shop,only to be silenced by her all so scary glare.
manage to leave premises by 6pm and i think we were one of the last shops to close.

i am going to completely relax tommorrow-either at home or at a bookshop.
the past 2 weeks has been so filled with activities(which im thankful for) but i think i need to take a breather before friday hits and im out and about again.

toodles.
ps:srry re,for forgetting ur blog add. *grins sheepishly*

pps:chevelle rocks!

ppps:and so does mikey way anddd wentworth miller.

pppps:im off my rocker.

i painted my first wall today at kianying's house-make it lots and lots of wall.
it was back breaking and calf shaking and hand trembling and paint spilling process.
desmond had a hard time cleaning after us thats for sure.

the view outside her house.
makes you go wahhh right?


after painting, we had a short lunch and started to make chocolately peanutty stuff!
also found out that rjc boys were supremely hopeless in the kitchen.
all of us stared pointingly at jenson after he used a spoon to mash the pie crust without washing it first! luckily weiren learned fast and escaped our scathing remarks.
lesson no.1 : one shall wash utensils before usage.
many lessons came after that.

while waiting for the pies to set,we 'chilled' in the room.
wenyan and jon tried to learn 'here without you' from jenson while i continued my journey with 'the historian'.
i promptly fell asleep there after.
rain and sleep mix pretty well.

jon's slippers.
he was super proud of them


LOOK WHO'S NUTS!

i tell you who's nuts,this 3!


MUAHAHAS.

i now know why i like taking pictures of my friends.

the match between arsenal and chelsea is happening before me and its 1238am.
i'm supposed to wake up early tommorrow (again!) so that we can paint kianying's house for lunch.
ohh..the things we do for a free lunch.
haha.

we had a cell meeting after service and i was made to realise something that i can no longer give excuses for or make compromises.
as usual,its either this or that.
sigh.

had dinner at cafe cartel and was walking out of there when my brother rather foolishly dared me to pierce my ears after he spotted a shop which provided that service.
i dared him back cause he's the only one in the world who still thinks ear piercing is a huge thing.
he was so terrified it was absolutely hilarious letme tell you.
there was one point in time when the lady used the marker to mark the hole and he frantically asked "she punch le ar?"
amazed for a second at his silliness,i promptly laughed till all my toes dropped.
and just for the heck of it,i decided to pierce the upper corner of my left ear as well.

visited john little after church service at the insistence of my brother.
us girls laughed at the guys while they (quite seriously) did their shopping.
though come to think of it,having a guy who can tolerate shopping is so much better than one who detest it and find it meaningless.
the section of 'woman's fashion' was pathetic,with hues of pink and yellow flowers seen everywhere.
all in all a funny experience-its not everyday you see guys shop willingly.
hahas.

its half-time now and still goal less.
my brother is now having his chocolate cereal with milk and its very quiet outside.
don't really have much to blog,which is why i'm blogging down the details of my surroundings instead.

ps:just read a few of my past entries (its not weird!) and felt the misery of needing to study.must start appreciating this holiday before its too late people.

toodles.

all the daily inner thoughts i struggle with will cause me to go absolutely berserk one day.
sometimes i am filled with so much emotions i don't want to deal with and the worse part is that i can't stop feeling that way.
i know the truth and yet some part of me just can't seem to grasp hold of it.
the whole human way of life is build on false facades.
of normality and sanity.
yet,there are so many troubling thoughts running through our minds and we all feel that no one else is as whacked up as ourselves when in fact everyone is.

i wonder how long i can take.
to dismally push away all those unwanted and trying emotions.
when will my barriers crack?
when will my numbness no longer protect me?
im finding it harder to wave away all those pain nonchalantly.





while waiting for the bus to orchard which all of us (200++) piled on to in all our pinkness.lol

with miss lim.

on a much much lighter note,i was kept busy for the entire day with SMARTkids and balloon sculpting training at orchard.
it was loads of fun thou i had the displeasure of knowing 2 other people who supported manu.
it was easy to approach people once they got the wind that we were giving out FREE balloons.
sculpting balloons is so not my thing,so i was the one doing the talking while my 2 other teammates did the sculpting.
we got along pretty okay i guess but colin kept daring me to give out his forever improportionate dog balloon sculptures.
hahas.
i had quality okay.
surprisingly,many lil girls opt for the sword rather than the dog.
but when we did the flowers that you could tie around their wrist,the lil girls were much more taken in.
once,i saw a boy holding a pink dog in his hand with a dismal expression written on his face.
i so had to laugh at that.

off to bed.
have to wake up at the inhumane hour 630am tml.
boohoos.

i don't think blogger likes me very much.
i thought i had build up a strong relation with blogger, till it backstabbed me in the front.
i originally had this beautifully orchestrated entry on our trip to sentosa till something happened and before i could breathe in an air particle, my entry was gone.

BAWAAAHHHHSSS.

which is why i am contemplating about posting the pictures once again.
i actually don't even like posting pictures all that much,but i just can't resist posting the 'commentary' going on in my whacked up head when i look at a picture.
thou,my life may soon become a blog entry.
everything i do will be 'oh...this will be a good entry for my blog'

anyways, SMARTkids 2 days day camp officially ended today.
i was in charge of the pre-prog and i found myself running my shorts off at 9am in the morning while playing ice and water with the kids.
it was not as easy as before and i seem to have lost some of my touch.
tsk tsk.
there were much games and fun amidst laughter and learning.
we played water bombs today and it was over all too soon.
poor jenson got soaked by everyone while calvin cried cause the game was over even before he could get a water bomb.
haha.

SMARTkids youthleaders!!!!!

went ice-skating today with mella,shuchen,yifang and cindy and i am reminded why i had liked it so much as a child.
after the slow initial start,i soon found my 'comfort zone' and skated to my heart's content.
it just feel completely different from roller-skating.
even if the only route was circling the rink, i was hardly bored to death as each round offered something new and i felt relaxed and at peace.
me:those 2 better not fall.
shuchen:they better not fall.
yifang:no falling..please no falling.very cold le.


headed to orchard after ice-skating because i wanted to bask in the ambience of christmas.
however,i felt too tired to enjoy myself due to the fact that i woke up at 656am today and has been running about since then.
i did manage to fulfill my craving for DQ oreo blizzard though.muahahas.
wenyan almost allowed me to step into borders but i know they will be stiffled bored in there so i decided to go there on my own some other day.
we trekked all the way to heeren only to find a seat and we slumped there for the rest of the night.
PRESENTING to you 'the art of slumping' artise:yours truly.


cheryl was still high from all the lights out there i think.

buhbyes!

I BOUGHT MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE 'THE BLACK PARADE' YESTERDAY!!!
*SKIPS IN DELIGHT*
MUAHAHAS, currently blasting it now and im looovviinnnngggggg it.
been so long since i've bought a cd and i ain't lending this to anyone!too precious. lol

when it comes to deciding where to head for dinner during the weekends,my family is the worse indecisive lot due to our different tongues.
my brother would be one happy man if he lives in japan and grow fat and ugly cause he simply loves jap fare.
my mother and i are currently in the state that if we even just pass by one jap restuarant,our stomachs will turn a few cartwheels after being dragged to jap restaurants every other freaking week.
as for my mother, she's more to the chinese fare and every week she tries to convince us to have tien qi zhou for dinner.bleahs...and the last time i went to crystal jade i only managed to nibble at the rice and barely kept my bile in my throat after tasting my shrimp wanton mee.
me? i easy la..anything greasy,oily and mayoed is fine with me. LOL
so my poor dad would just sit at the corner waiting for our 'heated discussion' to finish and announce, 'let me order pizza'.
then we shut up.

yesterday night,we had dinner at fish&co with my aunt's family!
my mom sooo did not want to,opting to go to .... crystal jade instead cause there was one in tm as well.
luckily we managed to convince her in the end.
charlotte has just started teething and boy did she share her misery with the rest of us.
she wailed and wailed and sounded so angry.
man, she will make a great woman someday. LOL
my cousin went to bought her some biscuits which were super hard and she was so delighted with it. i bet she felt very grown-up.
but soon, even the biscuits won't do for her BECAUSE of the birthday songs.
is it possible to sing a birthday song to the same person in 6 different ways?
apparently so. CAUSE IT WAS DONE LAST NIGHT!
grrrrr.and somemore zhao xia lehs.
my ears........ no wonder charlotte wailed even more.
me and shania.i look pretty exhausted..as usual. lol

charlotte. lookin adorable and cute before she cried. haha. her mouth was agape cause she was starin at this...

i put the shaker next to it for comparison. hehs.


anyways, im off to do ..something.
will figure out soon.
lol


buhbyes

been to the 2 ikeas in the span of 2 days.
strange isn't it?
for 5 teenagers to go to ikea to hang out.
but we had fun and that's all it counts.


me.snake.wenyan. met snake at ikea tampines.

super big storage space. i feel small for once.

attended 1/3 of red camp due to er...circumstances.hahas.but our team was got along pretty well and so many goodies was given to us.

oreo and me! at RED camp.


i always thought i was the one who played the brooding and im-so-not-okay angsty teenager in my family but my own mother played that role tonight.
i realised that the woman who gave the greatest gift to earth(me) was *gasp* partially racist.
it was a HUGE mistake to go to mustafa centre at 8 on a saturday night and to bring her along made it even worse.
for some reason, she juscouldn't bask in the whole atmosphere of the place and sulked as we made our way through the centre while throwing out annoying and unnecessary comments on everything.
we left after 20 minutes.
as if it weren't enough, my brother kept digging in that manu jersey cost more than a liverpool jersey.
it was just a measly $10 more and his logic was beacause manu was the better team.
my logic? .. printing red shirts cost more the yellow shirts.
strong agumentive point eh? LOL

well anyways here are the 'long' awaited pool pictures. kind of paiseh to post them cause it just plainly shows how much we suck. LOL.
its alright for me as im in none of them as i played the role of the camerawoman-as usual. LOL
(lots of sarcasm coming your way. i love sarcasm. l o v e it. girls, kill me later)


shuchen:"hit white ball, the white one.don't poke the other white one beside me.no matter how she act cute.
cheryl: im loving this. ^^

erm.. where is the ball? you know..the white one you are supposed to hit?yeah..that.

relaxing after a hard and tedious game. NO IDEA what jiayun and yifang doing. LOL


dnt pictures!

the lab-place where i did more cleaning than anywhere else.

renacting the moment i sanded my fingers MINUS the expression cause at that time it was more of a stoned/screen saver expression.i look super retarted but i give you all chance to laugh at me la.

think i will post them in small servings so to speak. very tiring to post pics ya know.

im off...
BUHBYES.

this entry is way past due as i was too busy being sick and marathon-ing goong.
i finally watched the entire series of goong yesterday and it helped put my mind off my entire body's crappiness.
i am supposed to be with wenyan at the ngee ann RED camp now,but after reaching outram park i felt that i wasn't able to handle the entire day of activities as i felt strangely exhausted.
headed back home and she accompanied me the entire way.THANKS WY!! really really appreciate it!

pool on tuesday was unexpected.
i thought i would just sit at the corner and snicker at the girls while they attempt to master it in one session but ended up joining the game as well and laughing at my incompetency at pool.
hahas.
but we got exhausted after one loooonnnnnnnnggggg game and slacked during the 2nd game,not that there was much difference cause we very slack le.
have quite a few pictures but i can't find my adapter and my bluetooth won't connect.
grrr.

i feel like this holiday is going to waste.
spend my days doing completely insignificant things and coughing my lungs out.
i certainly didn't planned it to be this way.
we had sooo many grand plans thought during those cold and wreary days of before Os.
planned to eat our hearts out at chomp chomp,marathon goong together,have a night cycling trip,trip overseas,sentosa,iceskating and on and so forth.
but not all is possible sadly.

the book 'the historian' is sort of freaking me out.
when i read of all the events where the characters get mysteriously killed by forces of dracula or when it talks about one man's evilness of torturing people such as impaling( sticking a long stick up your arse and through your mouth) i don't get creeped out.
it is only AFTER i stop reading that all those thoughts would go through my head.
which is why i have currently stop at chapter 13 and daren't go on. (its like 800+ pages long! ~.!)
i bet you guys are going *cluck cluck cluck chiiikeeen*
LOL
that sounded super immature.

this is the only pic that was able to be bluetoothed over. -.-


took it while sitting on the floor.


well, this has been a rather random entry with no depth whatsoever.
ENJOY.
LOL

decided to skip SMARTkids yesterday and spend time with my OTHER family yesterday at VIVO.
haven't properly spend time with my grandma for quite some time now and i felt it was a good opportunity to do so yesterday.
woke up and felt like complete and utter crap but i ignored the migraine and made myself to get ready for the outing.
an sms recieved from amirah shook me out of my slumber and immediately felt that i was silly for being grumpy over a small thing like a migraine.

vivo was pretty fun.there are sooo much more things to do in the day than in the night.
and it was beautiful outside and there was a pool as well! lol
walked about abit while we waited for princess charlotte and her parents to arrive.
was exhausted and felt completely drained.wanted to wait at buger king but our table was given away to an ang moh 5 yr girl who claimed that 'we have been waiting for this seat' EVEN though my aunt got there first.
but how the heck you suppose to argue with a 5 yr old girl right?
i really detest foreigners then.ARGH

had dinner at a chinese resturant on the top floor complete with a nice view.


my grandma.

after the meal ,i made my way to the BOOKSHOP called 'page one'.
i loved the whole concept of the decor and there was a great view outside as well.
very peaceful surroundings. better than borders.
purchased two books, 'the historian' and cecelia ahern new book 'a place called here', her books are always good for light reading.
decided to read 'a place called here' first as my mind is currently unable to take in any heavy stuff and completed it within 3 hours.

been quite obsessed about views cause they don't cause me a migraine. LOL
not sure if they are of any quality but they are quite pleasant, for me anyways.
i sound like a old woman.
think someday i am really going to migrate to a place like switzerland or africa just so i can have my own cottage with a view.


the view outside the new dnt studio.so much nicer than ours. sigh

view outside my window on 1 occasion when i manage to wake up before 8. LOL
one of the better looking days after the haze.

speaking about dnt, here are even more pics on the last day of dnt!a bitter sweet farewell i guess cause no one really likes dnt but because of the amount of time spent there we have many memories in that place.

those who showed up. LOL
as usual i slept while mr lee taught,due to the fact that i had slept at 4am the previous night and that it was dnt.DUH. glad to say, after 3 years of napping in class (i did more talking in sec 1) i finally acquired the skill of sleeping and going unnoticed.ky who sat beside me had no idea i was sleeping or was it sl? forgot le la. LOL
i got loads more of dnt pics to upload but too lazy to do so now.LOL
some other time then~

BUHBYES

i think there was a virus flittering about from dress to dress on prom night.
many has fallen ill after the event.
SHUCKS,and just when the holidays are going to start.
anyways,had cell meeting at my place yesterday and i learnt to make chocolate fondue!
never knew that chocolate could actually become burnt-till i did it.
hahas.
i make the impossible possible.sounds impressive eh?
luckily i didn't cook all at once so there was plenty more to burn,i mean melt.

went to amron's house today and took some pictures.
i renewed my counter-strike skills as well!but still shitty at it.
hahas.
at least i can now kill 3 people before i die.
played with august,who strongly reminded me of the puss in boots in shrek 2.
he has that super innocent look when prowling about stuff and yet, he will suddenly turn violent and attempt to scratch or bite you.
at one point in time all 4 of us girls got scratch when we tried to stop him from running out of the kitchen otherwise kamilah sister(even cuter,LOL)and amirah will scream like ...er...like a car was going to hit them or something.
he wasn't like that 2 months ago!!he was still cute,easily afraid and loved warm places.
they grow up so fast. *wipes tear away*
now,he just like mauling his hello kitty bride and all things moving/not moving.including burying his head into amron's sneakers.whacked up man.*sobs into flower print hanky*
we all concluded it must be amron's doing. like owner like pet.


the girls at the table.

at the buffet section.girls kept snapping pics of our behinds.i guess they were feeling pervertic from the lack of food.


in his room.sherhan almost lost his cs game cause of this 2 pics.

after amron's house we headed for hougang mall and i wanted to go home so we decided to take 72.
but like the direction idoits that we were,we didn't realise we were on the wrong side till its too late.
so im like, lets go to tampines! and we did.
BUT,like the direction idiots that we were,we didn't realise 72 did not directly take us to tampines.
so we took a train to bishan from yio chu kang instead.
at j8,elix and yifang wanted to catch a horror movie,but the rest of us didn't want to pay to get the crap scared out of us so we shopped instead and did lame things like flattening the sale sign on yamaha's display window only to see water oozing out.
we were so immersed with this we didn't realise all the passer-bys were looking at us strangely.
hahas

mella efficiently demonstrating our kind service to the public.
yamaha should pay us man.

rudolph must have exchanged his red nose for this snowman's carrot nose.tsk tsk.

let's give him our fist instead!

had dinner at pasta mania.

yifang looking behind at the uncle behind me.AIYO,he has a kid le leis girl.stop staring.i look pretty retarded in this pic.LOL

unsatisfied that we could not catch a horror movie,yifang decided to zhng! herself into a pontiak and scare us! waaaaa so scared that i forget to scream and decided to laugh instead.had quite alot of fun in my dad's car.lots of flashes going off.LOL

actually there's tons more of funnier pics but i don't have them.will polly appear in cher or yifang blogs.

well im off.

exhausted.

TRALALA!