MALAYSIA TRIP.

As much as I missed going to church, the trip was a good break for me from everything here and to hang out with my momma's family.

With 2 toddlers along, we had plenty of entertainment and the food is, well,good enough that people would make a trip over the border for it.

Eating fishball noodles after a wedding dinner at 1130pm in the night under the stars is joy.

Looking at Charlotte doing her funny dance to her toy phone song is joy.

Shopping with my momma's money is joy.

Watching Ziying's baby girl laugh is joy.

Hanging out with my ah-ma and my aunties to 'gossip' in hokkien is joy.

Laughing with the rest of the family at my ah-ma new albeit embarrassing new hobby of collecting used drink cans to be exchanged for cash is joy.

Being able to actually fall asleep in the car after a snack of Starbuck's mocha frapp. and cheesecake is joy.

Coming back to Singapore is, joy.

Going to school tomorrow, is..............

You get the idea.

(no,it isn't joy)

Hey Gorgeous! came to our school today.
The moment we stepped out of our class,we saw them and promptly got out of the way.
LOL
When they got to Foodcourt 6,everyone in Foodcourt 6 was either pretending not to care or cared too much.
Girls were even putting on last minute touch ups on their make-up in the toilets and to think I initially thought people won't even care.
So, Trixia got interviewed beside our table and the host (Desmond) said her dressing was very unique and unlike the usual single-eye lid girls, she was pretty.
Coincidently, she was wearing a top she got from my mom's shop.
LOL
Anyhows, the 3 of us sitting at the table continued to laugh at her and remain invisible while she struggled to speak in Chinese.
After the whole fiasco,we went through what she said and when we learnt that she said 'Oh,my top is from my friend's mother shop in the market, only $12.' to the host when asked about her top,we were like...TRIXIAAAA and then we all continue to laugh at her.
SOOOO AUNNTTYYYY.
gosh.
She was like, 'THEY BETTER CUT OUT THIS PART OR NOT AIR ME AT ALL'
I almost feel sorry for her cause she said something else pretty stoopid as well.
haha.
Hopefully she will get some airtime when the episode airs.
=)




I got home late for the 2nd consecutive school night and my nightly walk home seem to get shorter and sadder each time.
sigh.
I'm tired and not looking forward spending my weekend in Malaysia.
Oh well.
AND I LOVEEEEE^6738463 the book 'the book thief'.
Firstly, I'm sad I've finished reading it.
What makes it stands out is that the narrator is Death itself/himself and written in the years 1940-1945.
Poignant,simple,beautiful,ugly and it made me feel so much.
A long time since I came upon books like that.

I should stop '=)' cause it ain't helping me.

=)

It's so easy to get caught up in the occupying chaos of school and forget what I thought was unforgettable.

Maybe it's so easy that I haven't really forgotten at all.

It's hardest at night.

School has been what school has been like.

Managed to squeeze in time to watch 'Balls of Fury' and another hot tile session.

Pictures are to be uploaded some other time I guess, since I'm not using the OTHER laptop.

heh

It's good to be with the girls again and doing what we always do--laughing at each other.

LOL

WE DON'T GOSSIP THOUGH AND HAS BEEN THIS WAY SINCE THE START.

THANK GOD.

=)

Yesterday, I spent an hour in Borders.

JOY.

I bought a book and cookies from Marks&Spencers.

Kind of sad I was alone though.

I mean, a beeyootiful day in Orchard and I'm ALONE.

(i let sinkai go home first because ..you know..borders and me and trixia had to meet her mom)

OH WELL.

Kinda miss wenyan and the rest of the cell.

Feel like I am not going to see them for a looong time. (2 weeks)

RAMBLINGS RAMBLINGS.

MEN ARE ARSCHLOCHS.

(I don't think anyone else can curse like the germans. maybe hokkien 'lang' but yeah.)

someone's driving me mad.

and i'm typing whatever comes to my head.

stoopid stoopid stoopid.

so i've ranted my anger on my bolster but it backfired and hit me on the head.

i hate this.

God, let this end?

PLEASE????????

if nothing's going to happen then pleaseeeee end it as soon as possible.

gosh.

school's starting tomorrow and i'm not going to church next week cause of a wedding of someone i don't even know.

sigh

peace.

peace in my heart.

BREATHES.

let it pass.

quick.

this is silly.

i think i'm going to find it silly.

now i just find it rather painful.

man.

this just isn't necessary.

i don't even want to be this way.

I JUST WANT TO BREAK YOU DOWN SOOOOOO BADDDLYYY

IN THE WORSE WAYYYYYYY.

sigh

stoopid stoopid.

i don't want to think anymore.

sigh

TODAY


I don't feel like blogging.

=)

OUTING FOR WAYNE'S BIRTHDAY!

We played pool at Le Meridien which costed $10/hr and we had a corner to ourselves.NO PRESSENCE OF BENGS, not many anyways.

I, for once in my life, managed to play normal pool and finally lost the fluster of 'I really don't know what is going on' when playing the game. NOT THAT I'M GOOD LA, just that I'm able to (on most occasions) hit the ball in the normal manner. LOL...okay..digging a hole here. Anyhows, everyone had fun and joey was the most pro. Anyhows, we had a glass window next to us and could see people walking down and up the street. Despite our frantic waving and stoopid actions, no one seem to see us. So, we sent wayne to investigate this phenomenon and he went to sit there like and gave us this act cute look which he has been doing a lot of lately. TYPICAL WAYNE.

After pooling, we headed to Pasta Mania and went crazy with the tobassco sauce. Played Zhong Qi Mi Ma and went home. I don't want to type anymore. haha. Let the pictures do the talking.

(erm,yeah. during zhong qi mi ma. kinda obvious who hit the jackpot here)

Gay Wayne. (actually he was kinda gay throughout which he admitted himself very remorsefully but we had a good time laughing at him)

OLALA.

OKAY, SO NOT OLALA.

He got a lil crazy on tobasco. (in his pasta,pizza,soup and then zhong qi mi ma)

ON THE TRAIN (DUH)

END OF DAY.

=)

CENTRAL

THE BEST POSE THEY COULD COME UP WITH.

SIGH.


Everything seem so..LONG in central.

WHY DO THEY MAKE CORRIDORS WHICH LEADS TO NOWHERE/TOILETS SO LONG ANYWAYS?


Liting



ME trying to block Liting.



One of the long escalators.
WAH,DIFFERENT POSE.



Wasn't eating and got bored looking at them eat so I took a pic of them eating.



Tourist #101 and #102






Our stoning view.



The one who has a fetish for stoopid signs.
She don't know why she 'fetishes' after signs as well.



I read enid blyton the other day cause I felt nostalgic.
THE ADVENTURES OF TOYLAND rocks.
LOL

I wish I still could fit the underneath of my bed and stuff my blankets and stuff toys in there.
I MUST GET HIGHER BEDS IN THE FUTURE.


and this random post ends here.
=)

Today

And we sat there, stoning before the Singapore River, Trixia,Liting and I.

Our pockets empty,our hearts 'singing' with the thought of school and our minds occupied by thoughts we don't speak of aloud.

We were stuck in that moment for almost an hour embracing it amidst our laughter and intellectually bimbotic chitchat.

cheap thrills indeed.

=)
pictures to come.

___________________________________________________

'Just like a star'


Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honored to love you,

You've got this look i can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long.

-corinne bailey rae

(for those hopelessly inebriated in love, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! even though I don't, haha)

A MOMENTARY LAPSE OF ANGER AND FRUSTRATION WITH ONE'S HEART.

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AND I THINK I'M OKAY NOW.
THE KEY IS TO LET GO.


DON'T ASK ME WHAT THIS IS ABOUT.










sigh.

JOEYBOY'S 17TH BIRDDAY OUTING.

3 GOONDUS AT THE BACK.

WENYAN- WINNER OF MOST CONSISTENT FACE SPASM.

WAYNE SHOWING THE WAY TO OUTDO 3 GOONDUS. YUNYU CERTAINLY LOOKS COMPLETELY DAZZLED BY HIS ERM, CHARM.

Purple Liners celebrated and used up all of Joeyboy's savings yesterday at Marina Sq and ChompChomp.

Joey wanted to get formal stuff because his uncle said that a man needed formal stuff, (though prolly to get drunk in). So he suddenly had 6 fashion consultants ,though 1 had a unhealthy fetish with boxers *coughs wenling coughs* and we lined outside the changing room while waiting for him to try on his MANly stuff.We moved from Topman to Zara when the invasion of the bengs with colour skinnies started. THEY WERE EVERYWHERE!

After getting his MANly gear, we went to watch Rogue Assassin. They should have rated it M18. There were a few laugh out loud funny parts though, like when a Jap dude got his hand pierced by the sword, he cursed 'MOTHER#$%^&!!' with his face all screwed up real painfully. Leo and I just burst out laughing and it explains why we are dawgs. kinda. LOL.

Yunyu had her hands cupped around her mouth half the time and I was battling between laughing at her expression of fright and asking her if she was alright. The violence was a little .... LOUD though.

Wayne somehow managed to co-ordinate everyone into their seats and Joey ended up sitting where he wanted to. LOL. Wayne was real proud of himself cause he bragged about it to all of us by smsing 'everything is going according to plan guys!' during the movie. Then he later 'confided' to me that it was he who delicately pushed and shoved everyone to their places so that Joey could especially enjoy the movie.

(I'm writing a lot and I don't know why. Prolly cause I have got nothing better to do.REALLY. HAHA. Sorry Joey.)

Headed to ChompChomp and we had an ENCOUNTER with 2 old ladies in the lift with scathing remarks and a few choice words found in their rotting dentures. Never felt so insulted for taking a lift in my life. It was funny at first though.

OLD LADIES : I'M IMPRESSED WITH THE ENERGY OF THE YOUTHS THIS DAYS. blah blah blah. (basically having a problem with us taking the lift)

JOEY: EH WAYNE, WHY YOU BREAK YOUR LEG.

US: *SNIGGERS ALL SO CONSPICUOUSLY*

OLD LADIES: AND THIS IS THE FUTURE GENERATION OF SG yada yada yada.

US: *CONTINUES TO SNIGGER AND GIVE EACH OTHER LOOKS THAT SAID .........OLD AUNTIES........... * LOL

(not exactly accurate version of what happened but just the gist of it)

After we got off the lift, the guys found it funny (and a lil pissed but didn't take it to heart) while I didn't know what to think of it. It was certainly something new for us though.

Wenyan joined us in ChompChomp and tested Leo throughout dinner. I had to issue 2 warnings that they should try not to kill each other (but its all love underneath that la). But Wenyan having been cooped up for so many days had many (lame) jokes stored up to share and our ears were at the mercy of her words.BUT OF COURSE, WE STILL LOVE HER. Ordered a little of everything and shared a little of everything as well.

Wayne was once again instrumental in the allocation of seats but I ended up having to see him scrunching his face every 4 mins or so because its his new move or something (super seemingly act cute though). He did it so often, I found myself scrunching my face back to him in response and Joey said I picked things real quick. -.-

Wenyan and I had our 1st annual prawn battle. It ended when the prawn landed on the table in which Leo picked it up and stoopidly 'washed' it in his clean mutton soup.

We had a fair share of makaning and then took a ride back home in my dad's car. I got crushed at the back during the turns when my bro and Leo played the 'let's squash ourselves at turns and no turns' game .(evidently I came up with that lame name) Worse, I could only breathe oxygen which has been poisoned by the essence of chompchomp and SOMEONE'S pits. We had to keep telling him to keep it locked. LOL.

All of us got home in different levels of highness but safely and therein concludes the day. I have missed out many details but I think this entry is already almost way too long for its own good.

happy 17th =)

DMC 04 FIRST CLASS OUTING



What happens when 6 out of your 23 classmates turn up for the outing and suddenly $175 is given for 6 people instead of the initial 23 to spend? (each person was given $7.50 to spend and of course, we asked the other 3/4 of the class who didn't turn up if we could use their money and they couldn't care less.)


The 6 goes to Vilage (previously known as marche?) and have a feast.
GAWD,I LOVE MY CLASS.
hahaha

Trixia,Liting,Kevin,Shawn,William and I ordered at least 7 main courses and 4 desserts.

Everyone was in awe when the chocolate fondue and the waffle with vanilla and strawberries arrived and the guys regretted spending money on beer.

They were also impressed with the way us girls spent our $86 and tried to make up for their lack of judgement in food by buying a slice of tiramisu cake to share after we shared the fondue and waffle.
LOL









LOL . the glint of Liting's new braces.



As usual, one last pathetic piece of the cake was left untouched and Kevin (the oldest in the group) started shaking salt and pepper on to it and for the finishing touch,poured beer over it.
AND AS USUAL when there's something disgustingly edible avaliable there is nothing else to do but to play Zhong qi mi ma.

LOL

I hit the jackpot on the first try with my first number and the itsy bitsy bite I took left a lingering impact on my throat.

IT WAS HORRIBLE and I dreaded having to eat it again. (I'm not usually such a chickenshiet when it comes to stuff like this, but it was really horrible.)

It turned the guys into gays and girls into...girlier girls but it was fun nonetheless.


Like leftover vomit.









MY TO-DO LIST

1. REVISE FRENCH BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS SO AS TO NOT LAG BEHIND AND BE ABLE TO CURSE IN FRENCH TO AGAIN.

2.TIDY UP TABLE AND LAPTOP.

3.REFLECTION ON WALK WITH GOD.

4.FINISH WATCHING GOONG2 (which is really not bad though it sucked in the begainning. you should have heard the insults hurled by trix,lt and me when we caught the first 2 episodes)

5.REMEMBER TO DO EVERYTHING MENTION ABOVE!!!!!!!

Today was one of those days I appreciated having a mom who sells clothes, especially now when I'm so broke.

I got from her a new dress (exactly copied from F21), black shorts (the NF ones -.-"), a blue top, green top, white shorts and blue skinnies. (BTW, anyone wants skinnies just come find me, my mom sells them way cheaper. Thou, skinnies are getting a little too 'common' now. SIGH)

AND I'M DONE WITH MY SHOPPING FOR THIS WEEK.

LOL

Still searching for a vintage-y sling purse and scarf though.I reckon that by the time I do manage to get them, the style would have shifted on to something else.



It's 2.58am and I'm all hung up on the likes of Fred Astaire and gang.Seriously, the only reason as to why I'm still up is because I can't stop looking at them dance and sing their hearts out. Watching them makes me feel happy and unconsciously (awareness strikes only after the video finishes lol) places a smile upon my face.

From the lovely

To the comical and amusing

THE REASON WHY I 'OVERBUDGETed' MY ALLOWANCE FOR THIS MONTH.

I picked it today from the dealer and handed over $80 ,not wanting to think too much into it.
Maybe I should have.





NAHS




Dad: Don't we already have a camera at home? Why buy a new one?

Me: Because that camera is too good.

Dad: ...





Now, all I have to do is figure out how to use it.
HMMMMMM.

RANDOM PICTURE OF THE DAY!!!!!

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His mission (he even described the steps he took), to take a picture of his brother's 'ammo' and to upload into the computer.

I was all geared up and ready to see the uber huge lenses and everything, then I saw....his face and that huge ass grin.

I went PFFFFT and started laughing.

More 'normal' shots.

I can type anything I want here.
Which is why I don't know what to type now.

20 minutes later. (seriously)

Dream of plans bigger than yourself.
(from modern levites conference today)


I got a tan on my tan after today's beaching session at Sentosa.
THAT'S IT!
NO MORE TANS!
I HAVE RUN OUT OF SKIN SURFACE FOR ANYMORE TANNING.


Yesterday night, I almost tripped and fell on a bag of notes.
If it wasn't for my bed, I would have landed on the floor.
Today,while getting to kneel (during the conference), I hit my leg against the chair and banged my chin against the chair.
Both was painful and it was a pity few noticed to laugh at me.



and i've run out of things to say that i want to say here.

Running on empty, running on nothing.
A profound sense of lost, of losing nothing.
Of having been nothing.

A vessel,carrying things not of self.
Of doubts and dependency.

Precious illusions.
making me feel whole.
as if I was okay, that I was going to be okay.



Today
3 movies, 'the intepretation of murder'(book) and entertaining kahyuen and joeygirl kept me busy today.
So much for young and wild days.
LOL
OH, and I repainted my nails,this time I did not just go over the old paint.
Joey felt proud of me.
haha

JK.

It's 3.13am and I'm listening to Jay Fiking Chou.
It feels like secondary 1/2 all over again.






and what do I get in return?
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THIS
(makes me go 'whose that lame dipshiet' till I saw it was me. hardy har har)


It seems like I can reallllllllllllllllllyyyyyy jump eh?

Ironically, I could only always score 1 point for my standing board jump.
AND DON'T BELIEVE THE LOOK SOMEWHERE FAR AWAY BEFORE YOU JUMP rule.
(Unless you want to land on your arse, then go ahead.)
NOT THAT I'M SPEAKING FROM EXPERIENCE.

BECAUSE WE WERE ONCE YOUNG


Wenyan,Jenson,Jonathan and I spent 1 silly hour playing the game 'Have You Ever' outside Vivo while dangling our feet over the railings and occasionally lying down on the floor and admiring the unstar studded sky.

Laughing over childish anecdotes of things we did when we were young seemed so simple and uncomplicated.

Thank God we were young and stoopid before.

Otherwise we could never get away with half the things we done or what others did to us.(Jenson left the house without wearing his pants when he was 7 and only found out when he reached the lift. HAHAHA)

If only Kianying and Weiren had stayed for that. Then we would have more things to mull and laugh over.

MANNNN, I should have done more stoopid stuff when I was younger.
I should have run about naked on the beach or on the field when I was like, 5 and under.
That would have been fun.


Ratatouille made me hungry for Paris and I give it 3.5 popcorns.
Somehow I could only remember the short laugh out loud alien film before the movie started if you asked me for the funny parts.

Still, a movie worth catching I guess.

WHY I LIKE 881.
(the full hokkien version is nicer but i can't find it)

PLAYGROUND EXPOILTS


Doing the Whisper pose.
(i still don't see what the pose has got to do with its product)
My legs look disfigurexic. (disfigured+anorexia=cool shiet)


Her try.
Whisper should start a new campaign and hire us.



Me: Can you see my face?
Wy: Yeah!
Me: Okay! take picture take picture!
(Sometimes I seriously don't get myself.LOL)



Wenyan said my leg looked so long in this picture.
WELL NATURALLY.


She tried to copy me.
Had a hard time, then insulted me by saying I could do it so easily because I was a 'dancer'.
BAHS
THIS SHOULD NOT BE INSULTING but I will always find it insulting.



READY
SET


GOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
until our arses hurt.




Strange things happen to a playground at night.


You meet kids who talks incessantly with a unplaced accent and who wouldn't give up his swing till after the 5th time he ask for the time.

Then while you are happily swinging your heart and arse out, you see a most phenomenal sight of papers and books scattered into the air which seem almost magical at night till a book almost hits you.

Aside from kids and papers,there are rats too!
Honey-stars loving rats.
You could hear their scrawny feet pitter-pattering after the honey stars we dropped and it was almost funny.
They understood the concept of personal space though, so it wasn't that bad.




Aside from all of that, I can confidently say that the playground is a safe haven for kids aged 17 and above.
=)