rachael yamagata - i'll find a way (to see you again)

last night was worth staying up for.










everything is just so freaking breakable.

http://www.worldvision.org.sg/st_Christmas_Gift_Catalogue_1.php#link10


So, I came across this gift-donation thing the other day and it really struck me as to how selfish I can be. Whining about not being able to afford this crappy but branded top or those particular shoes.
BAHS.
This Christmas, make a difference to someone less fortunate than you! Bring real SIMPLE joy to this people in need- people who hardly knows the meaning of having 3 full meals per day.

Why not use the next $50 to bring hope to people rather than to fulfill yet another WANT of yours?

THINK ABOUT IT.


humanitarian moment over.
haha.
Needless to say, I'm glad I saved enough this month, hopefully I can give at least $50 to this campaign.
Apologies to all family and friends, maybe I could still do you a card or something.
LOL

my banana just attacked me.

IF I READ ANOTHER ARTICLE WHICH HAS THE WORD GAY IN IT, I WOULD...I WOULD.......AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

Trixia and I wondered this morning why we chose the topic we chose for IVP. (issues and viewpoints)
I MEAN, I COULDN'T CARE LESS IF GAYS ARE GRANTED THE RIGHTS TO GET MARRIED.
We realised it would have been more useful to us if we had chosen something like 'DISCRIMINATING AGAINST FOOD.'
Then we could go on a hunger strike as part of our presentation and have money to SHOP AND MAHJONG and be thin while we do that.

Joeygirl is currently doing her assignment next to me and I'm doing my assignment next to her. (sorry, that was kind of redundant. haha)
We are 2 very bored people and Joeyboy might be cycling over to join us so that we can become 3 bored people. (also redundant)

We might be playing tennis on Thursday.
The last time I played tennis was when my age was still in single digits.
I remembered the yellow/green/vomit? (ah what the heck) ball as something very big and difficult to wack away from my terrified face.
Now that I'm into double digits, I'm praying it would be a completely different thing.
Like, really praying.







arcsshmed:SILENCEEE. I'M GOING TO KILL EWWWWWWWW.
(hahahahahahaha)

colours.balloons.colours.balloons.


wenyan.joey.kianying.cheryl.nutcase.


swelled up and couldn't smile cause i was allergic to balloons . ha ha ha ha.


hehehe. chow gu niang.

BACK TO CVSS.

the first place we went. seriously, why is it always the toilet???


She said she tried to look shorter for me.



trying to fit into his sister's vest.




how i will run up to mrs ong and give her the flower.



wenyan wanted to do her favourite burst mode effect again.
i was suppose to do CVSS but it looked more like C....*WAVEEEE HERE WAVEE THERE like a mad eejit*







Clare in thinking pianist mode. (actually she was looking at the fan and going 'why so hot ar' every few mins. LOL)



random headshots.




we were suppose to fawn over clare but ended up fawning over ourselves.



the day we spend over an hour sleeping at the foodcourt.

kbox.pool.mahjong.

what next?

i'm becoming a bonafide aunty.

WOO.

LOL

Went pooling today with joeyandjoey,pads,yunyu and wenling.

THANK GOD FOR THIS PEOPLE.

I mean, I couldn't stand the way I played but they put up with it. LOL

and for being such a wuss in front of them, gosh. (sorry for almost spoiling your night guys)

oh well.

Had a night swimming session with the entire pool to ourselves.
Celest had to stop me from swimming so we could have deep poolside talk.
haha.
Swam without goggles but I fell in love with the entire motion of it once again.

So the girls are playing mahjong now and they have persuaded me to learn it.
They are scary when they play mahjong.
Even as I type now,loud whoops and mindless girl laughter over stopid stuff fill the room.
Then there's the occasional victory dance by the winner which is ignored by the rest who lost.

I think we deserve this night of fun after this week of such tiring degree.
It was so tiring, Liting and I fell asleep at Foodcourt 6 for over an hour in between lessons today.

=)

I felt my existence very accutely a moment ago.
weird.

i'm looking forward to friday night just so that I can sleep for more than 5 hours.

When smart people have bimbotic moments:


bimbotic moment 1.
trixia: we suppose to take class picture outside MLT 10 (lecture theatre 10) right? where's MLT 1o?

me: ..................we just came out of it.


2 mins later,


liting: where's MLT 10 ar?

me:..............................................................



bimbotic moment 2. (during advertising lecture)

liting: what does TA means?

me: The Audience. *very confidently* ( i honestly thought i was right.)


a few minutes later,


liting:......its target audience. *gives me the look*

me: LOL. well...i tried?



Liting and I laughed over this when we came across the initials TA again. sigh. I don't know how we manage to be so stoopid so many times in a day, but we do.



oh well.
shall blog on today tomorrow.
uberly tired.


someone (teck hong i think) once said 'hey, can you pass me yesterday's today tomorrow?'
HAHA
fuuunny.

People always like to think they have you all figured out.

Know what I like to do to people like that?
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THIS.

(mernard being 'funny' in Ikea)




crazy tired.
crazy happy.
crazy sad.
crazy words.
crazy.



forgiveness.
sigh
i might need the 77th chance.










i don't know what's happening.
it just. happened.
sigh

ULTRALORDYUBERLYRIDICULOUSLY ACT CUTE 12345678910 (in random order)

I was the soundman for my group's video taking assignment today - boom mikes and all.Felt like one of those seen-it-all old farts with an unofficial degree in cynical philosophy-ing and all I was missing was a cigar hanging out from the corner of my mouth.Arms hurt like who knows what after carrying it about for more than an hour though.It certainly doesn't feel glamorous lugging about something taller than you and hearing the deep tremble of trixia's burp and the high pitch of her scream. (i had earphones connected to the mike and i heard EVERYTHING.) It was enjoyable nonetheless.

more act cute pics some other day.

i can't stand looking at anymore myself.

loving fratellis.

=)

So if you're crazy I don't care you amaze me
But you're a stupid boy, oh me, oh my, you talk, I die
You smile, you laugh, I cry
And only a boy like you could be lonely
And it's a crying shame, if you would think the same
A girl like me's just irresistible.

i don't know if i rather not have it this way.
and yet the absence takes over me even when i don't want it to and it occupies every corner of my mind.
drives me nuts.
but its better to have nothing at all?
sigh
its always the same.
i feel like i've written this before and yeah, i'm hopeless at this.

so tired.
this week is basically a blur of waking up and always feeling i haven't slept.
so tired i could cry now.
not that i'm particularly sad, just overwhelmed because i'm underwhelmed.
like, i want to panick for econs but i can't bother.
and then there's the 3 presentations and 1 report to hand in on friday but do i care?
not particularly.
its scarier when its like this ain't it?

random random random.

my thought process is all over the place cause i just want to really stop thinking that i should stop thinking cause i really can't stop thinking.
the more i try, the more messed up everything in my head gets and this time it has nothing to do with caffeine overdose (i hardly ever consume it, which explains the spelling.)




Old teenage hopes are alive at your door
Left you with nothing but they want some more.

They were trying to take beeyootiful pictures when I came and sort of made it hard for them to take beeyootiful pictures.
Alas, I could never take pictures seriously when they have no reason to be taken.
Next monday is PICTURE TAKING DAY for our yearbook.
IMAGINE IF THE ENTIRE OF SP HAVE 1 YEARBOOK, IT WOULD ULTRA DUPER UBER THICK LA.
WOO.

TODAY
I saw a heart in the sky.
Either someone paid big bucks for it to be placed there (like in archie's) or love was in the air.
GET IT?
LOVE IS IN THE AIR.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

Kahyuen is right.
I shouldn't care.
So, your 10 minutes worth of entertainment (or not so entertaining entertainment) is back.