I don't see an end in place

I hate this year. I hate this month. I hate I hate.

"Next time I'll be braver, I'll be my own savior, standing on my own two feet."
-Adele

bloodshot eyes every night

Retaining a normal facade is all about containment and suppression.

disintegrate disintegrate disintegrate

A sudden crippling feeling that stems from depths I know not of.

I love the way your heart beats

The first morning :)

It's been rather hectic around here but I'm slowly forming new routines. I took a bike ride round the neighborhood around 6 just now and came back with burning thighs over an hour later. It was uphill, downhill, uphill and downhill again for most part but I saw many interesting things (believe it or not) on the way. Now, if only I could have some blinds installed and stat. I found my neighbor looking down on my room from his third floor balcony the first morning I woke up in my new room. Needless to say it was awkward for the both of us.

It's nothin' nothin' nothin' nothin' at all

From my 7th work trip that I took this year;
Mido Cafe at Yau Ma Tei -The decor and furniture has remained nearly the same since it opened in the 1950s.

Joey came along this time round.

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Playlist For Summer:

1) A Sunday Smile by Beirut

2) Hideaway by Karen O and the kids

3) Raise Your Weapon by Deadmau5

4) Pumped Up Kicks by Foster the People

5) The Get Go by The New Young Pony Club

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Summer!...hasn't been all that kind to me. I've been kind of sad and strong through it all. Most of the time I don't know what to do with my moods so I would either do sit-ups in a rapid manner for as long as I can (which isn't very long) or listen to loud songs on my headphones. Other times I would just flop onto my bed like a dead fish and pretend I don't feel anything. I think I would function better soon in my new room though, with everything clean and shiny. *fingers crossed*