THIS IS THE LAST TIME I'M BLOGGING UNTIL MY EXAMS WHICH IS IN 2 WEEKS TIME IS OVER.

TAKE THE CITY WALK.

FROM THE SUPER CUTE OLDIES

TO THE EVEN CUTER YOUNG PEEPS

AND PATRIOTIC MIDDLE AGED YOUNG PEEPS

ALL TOOK PART IN WALKING 5.5KM OF MANY MANY THINGS.

HAHA

We walked, talked, cam-whored and walked somemore.

I can't post all the pictures up because it takes too much time but there's the gist of it.

If you ask me if I would wake up at 6am on a Saturday morning to walk 5.5km with lots of people again, I would definately say yes.

ANYHOWS, I GOT TONS OF STUFF TO BLOG,BUT I THINK I SHALL DO IT 2 HORRIGIBLE WEEKS AFTER.

'Any fool can count the number of seeds in an apple, but only God knows how many apples will come out of the seed'

At yesterday's prayer meet, I almost exprience a full blown panic attack.
ALMOST.
I thought of how I have not blessed anyone for this week, how I have not completed my OC individul presentation which was due today, how I have no idea as to how I should go about doing my DTP individul project and I almost panic.
Then, the holy spirit reminded me of how God has already planned all of these out and that I shouldn't worry but just continue to pray for the 100k and for all the warriors out there and of course, to pray for myself.

TODAY

Trixia called me while I was on the train and asked if I could help her get a bottle of water (first time ever), I was like 'oh..okay, waiit..okay.(I remembered JCplus --Jesus Christ plus-- 'You'll never thirst again' a bottle my church packaged)
Luckily I brought both the bottles I was given last night (I didn't open them so I could bless people who wanted them) and on the day I have this bottles, Trixia ask me to get her a bottle of water.



I took the lift to class and in the lift I overheard this conversation.

GIRL A: ..yeah,he told me he just wanted to BLESS me and I could choose any blessing I want. So I asked if I needed to be a christian and he said no. *laughs*

GIRL B: wah,so sweet. (with no sarcasm involved, I know because I am the master of sarcastic remarks)

GIRL A: yeah, it was almost like filling out a survey but so good la, to bless people in this way.


When I heard of this, I almost wanted to ask her other friend if she wanted to be blessed as well, cause they were right behind me.
HAHA
God just spoke to me through that and it's just such a good news to hear-- that people around me are being blessed by warriors of God out there.

I got to class and blessed Trixia with the bottle and Celest wanted the bottle as well.
LOL
Then sinkai and liting also wanted the bottles, HOWEVER THEY ONLY WANTED THE BOTTLE SO THAT THEY COULD PUT IT IN THEIR BAGS SINCE IT WAS SMALL.
Sinkai even asked if she could take off the label.
PFFTTTTTTT
Ungrateful people. LOL


My individual presentation came and went.
I got the right amount of shock GASPS when my classmates saw the anorexic and bulimic pictures of people.
They said I sounded very much like I could be Dr. Cassandra Koh.
LOL

I received the least comments (I spelt dolce&gabanna wrongly) and I think? that is a good thing. (receiving little comments that is, cause they were all bad comments)
Kevin talked about porNOgraphy and a heck load of stoopid questions were being asked.
He admitted he had to do many 'in-depth' research and sacrifice his childhood for this presentation though it was for the benefit of Matt. LOL, sureeee..and my tortise flew to mars.

Anyhows, I managed to bless 7 more of my classmates within the 2 hours and they were all very open to it and of course they asked if they could tick more than 1.

WHEEE.
ANDDD my fast officially ended today!
LOL
Ate chicken briyani for lunch and my friends congrajulated me for lasting so long. A tad bit unceremonius but hey, I ATE MEAT.


and all was well.
Harry potter became Happy potter 19 years later.^^
The 7th book rocked my socks off and despite having a very important presentation the next day and needing to wake up at 6am, I read till 1am on monday.

Speaking of that presentation (on tuesday), it was my marketing presentation and for the first time, I boldly got my entire group to pray together. LOL
Later, I kept speaking in tongues while the class took a break which came before our presentation.

95(!!) slides and 15 mins later,
GeorgeTeo said ' If I said that the group before you is good, then you guys are AWESOME'
PRAISE THE LORD!

After class, Sinkai went 'THANK GOD!' and I was amused and shock at the same time.
The only buddhist of the group and she was the first to verbally give thanks to God.
LOL
Then we made a deal to pray everytime we had an important presentation.



GOD IS GOOD.

I got into one of those pissed off moods today.

It's not one of those emo 'The world hates me' kind of anger but more of 'I hate the world' anger. In which makes me mad at everyone over everything, and I mean EVERYTHING.



A aunty blocks my way and I thought 'Cut what cut, so fat still cut. Eat for what, stop eating and die la' .
A person in a motorized wheelchair cuts my lane randomly and even that got me irritated.
YEAH, THAT TYPE OF ANGER.



I was just purely pissed and I bet my usual-dead-to-the-world facial expression was replaced by someone who's just...majorly utterly PISSED.


LOL



I got many stares while walking (don't ask me how I know, I just do) and I was even glad that they stared so I could look angrier and scare the pants off them. PFFFT



A good long run was something that I needed badly and I met up with Miss lim, joeygirl and yunyu at punggol park for a evening jog.



I lost track of them after the first run and ran for another 2 and a half rounds alone, sometimes thinking and sometimes not thinking at all.


There were times when all I could hear the sound of my breathing and my shoes hitting the ground. I let go of my anger and allowed myself to concentrate on praying and to just keep running.



A shot I took while running.



'To Him who by means of His power working in us is able to do so much more than we can ever ask for, or even think of , to God be the glory in the church and in Christ Jesus for all time, forever and ever! Amen.'
Ephesians 20-12

I think I might be down with something soon and the timing cannot be worse.Aside from the overwhelming amount of presentations I have got to prepare, I still have at least 11 more people to bless.
Have no fear, prayer is here!!!!!!
LOL
weak attempt to make that phrase rhyme.




At Jiayun's birthday party.



It was nice to chill back to the loud noises of mindless(we were trying to figure out the plot of the stoopid channel 8 show and an hour later we were still lost) chatter and screams.



The HP craze is way too crazy for my liking.Those people who cry when they got the book must really not like their life to want another life so much.And to camp overnight for it?? sheesh. I didn't know the book had been launched till I saw jenson reading it before Smartkids.He then sadly announced to me that Hedwig (Harry's owl) had died.LOL.

STILL, I'M UBER IRRITATED AND ON THE BRINK ON BEING PISSED AT MY BROTHER FOR SPOILING SO MUCH OF THE STORY FOR ME.I PRACTICALLY KNOW ALL WHO HAVE DIED AND FOR THAT I AIN'T SPEAKING TO HIM.
He doesn't get why I'm so affected because he don't read books.
BAHS.


Had dinner at one of the cafes at Dempsey Road and it was nice and quiet and uncrowded
Too bad I could only eat vegetarian stuff.


Parents always look so unparenty like in pictures.

They had a Ben&Jerry's there as well and I LOVE LOVE the whole coziness of it AND the bluey jazzy moosic.
Must go there someday.



First self-created magazine cover.
LOL
Majority of the credits goes to Trixia and Celest.
Very bright though.








Random Pic of the Day!!!
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Trixia SOOO has a thing for breasts.


LOL
(inside joke)

Some in built reflex of mine makes me feel extremely fatigued when I start studying.
must. fight. it. bad.

ll EST GROSSE!

Approx. 10hours of french later, I have learnt how to insult like a 5 year old.
I took a french quiz today and it said that I 'aime etre seul' .
I'm not sure if the word 'like' is the right word for the context here.
I think its more of me NEEDING to be alone.
Then again, doesn't everybody else?

Anyhows, ITB is stupide and its making moi stresse.
(actually not very true,I just want to put in some french words.LOL)

Another insult!

La fille est stupide et a un visage laide.

try figuring that out.
LOL

TAMADIAAAAAAA! *SCREAMS FOR 17SECS LIKE CHESTER OF LP*


!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! equates feelings of pent up frustrations and dread due to overwhelming amount of INDIVIDUAL projects requiring skills of excellent photoshopping and artsy fartsy creative drawing.

EH!WHAT HAPPENED TO MEDIA AND COMMUNICATION?????????SINCE WHEN DID GRAPHIC DESIGN AND AVERTISEMENT DRAWING COME INTO PLACE????????????????????????????????

sigh
I know it sounds interestingly unacademic BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT I can't do any fancy crap on photoshop and DRAW.
sigh
I'm going to pray hard something miraculous happen,somewhere along the lines of become photoshop expert or something.

I'm feeling like my secondary 3 self.
Knowing I'm slacking and yet still not doing anything about it.
PFFFT.
I hate this feeling.
MUST START STUDYING F.O.M TOMORROW.

I have to come up with a report on ANOREXIA,BULIMIA AND BINGE EATING for oral communication in 2 hours tomorrow.
Ever since I've started my research (yesterday) , I suddenly think food is GOOD and that food is my FRIEND.What is ironic is that its one of the first times I've been so stringent on fasting and yet I feel like eating is my one love now.
WACKED!!
(I understand why most girls out there think eating is bad though, I used to be one of them on days when I felt particularly fat.Now however, I just keep craving for chicken rice and fried kway teow. LOL)

However, I think pro-anorexia sites are wack beyond wack.
It's a 'close-knit' community of 'girls' (depraved minds) who encourage(brain-wash) each other NOT TO EAT and head towards destination 'skeleton land'.
The things they eat OR NOT EAT is wacked.
A cherry tomato here, a slice of carrot (I had chocolate on it, XI LIAO LA) and a stack of celery there.
They are all pleased with themselves for just taking in 330 calories per day (ave. is 1500? above) and will arrogantly announce the lost of their curves because they weigh around 96 pounds.
There's people who DIE because they weigh 45pounds.
45!!! gosh.
I thought even our bones would weigh more than that.



ERHEM.
I SHALL NOW REGAIN MY COMPOSURE.
I just realised I have been !!!! throughout this entry.
...scary.

I've been off from meat for 10 days now and fish for 3 days.
WHOOPIE for me.
lol

What I've eaten today

1. a bowl of ice-kachang
2. 2 leaves of lettuce
3. 4 spoonful of TAOGE (again)

What I dreamt of eating during my 3 hr nap(in order to curb my hunger pangs LOL)

1. A big plate of chicken curry and rice
2. Korean ramen
3. Vanilla ice-cream


I gave up my fish eating today as well and along with my FAVOURITE DELICACIES (which is a lot). Day 1 and already I feel strange from not eating the usual junk. How to survive for 4 more weeks???????????????
MIGOSH.All my polymates commented when they saw me giving up 'food' was that if I lost weight through this fast,they would also want to fast. !!!!!!!!!! I think I will lose my sanity soon, dreaming of food, seeing food, craving for food and murdering beansprouts in my sleep.



STILL, I SHALL FALL FOR TEMPTATION.
NO FRIED KWAY TEOW/CHICKEN RICE/CHILLI CRAB KING IS GOING TO MAKE ME GIVE IN.
SO THERE.

LIFE IS A HIGHWAY,
WE'RE DOING SUBWAYYYY
ALLLLL NIGHT LONG.


I spent most of yesterday night doing my family's photo album and though I was pleased with having finished that,wenyan wasn't all that pleased with me when I woke up at 940am when I should have been at hougang interchange at 8am to meet her.

HEH


Luckily for me, the second appointment of the day (trixia) was late for our meeting as well.Instead of the pre-planned 10am, we only started our project at BK around 1045am with me munching on my BK fish which I wished was a whooper while she tries to make sense of the report we've come out so far.


LIFE IS A HIGHWAY.
WE'RE STUCK WITH SUBWAYYY
ALL NIGHT LONNNG.
(what I thought of and sang with trixia when the song came on the radio LOL)

Left at 12 for Smartkids and we did a structured experience with the kids as well.We gave them each 2 sweets and had them bless kids in the library.Calvin got tongue-tied when he approached the kids (all girls) and I had to help him out while trying not to laugh at this sight of natural panic and lost.


He got bolder after the 2nd try and managed to approach the last girl with less hesitation.

CALVIN.

I'm tired but prayer meeting really refreshed me from the dreariness I felt from the entire week of projects and other crap stuff.

My dad didn't come to pick us up today and Jenson was like 'Is your dad here already?,Joeygirl "Huh? I thought we would have car to sit' LOL

In the end, Wenyan,Joeygirl,Roger and I went home using public transport after waiting for a looooong time for Joeyboy who in the end joined his cell for dinner.It's okay with us cause he now owes us a dinner at Botak Jones.

By the way, ever tried the game where everyone take turns contributing a line to a story? Darn hilarious.

'One day,there was a Banana Land and everybody there love bananas.' Wenyan

'It was yellow everywhere and there wasn't any other colour' Kianying

'Mernard got tired of the colour yellow' Mernard

'Then a rainbow man came to that land one day' Cassandra

'He wore a rainbow coloured coat' Jon.Lo

'Mernard liked his coat and decided to find other colours' Mernard

'He took the rainbow man's horse and flew to the rainbow man's land which was called Rainbow Candy' Cassandra

and then there were arrows,donkey,ice kachang moutains,cracks in earth plates and lots of the most random stuff.

LOLOL

OR ANOTHER ONE

'One day, Wenyan and Jon saw Cass's shit on the floor' Mernard

'Then they felt the texture of the shit' Cassandra

'And asked Cassandra to taste it' Jon

'Everyone puked' Kianying

'And then fed the shit leftover to Jenson's goldfishes' Cassandra

God is with me and He loves me.

(I think that's the most wonderful thing,ever.for now.)

'Try a little more,
Knock another door,
God just might have something in store.'
---CASSANDRA KOH, 1990-ETERNITY.



We combed the entire of 2 blocks in Hougang today.Although we got more rejections and only 1 household blessed, we did it with heart and I'm glad I did this though I was a little hesitant at first.
The ONSness of Joeyboy and Wenyan pushed me on though. What struck me was the number of buddhist households we saw.Out of an entire level, the ratio of buddhist households to households of any other religion was at least 8:10.
There were times I wondered if we should just reject those closed doors and joss sticks left burning outside, but after the first few 'Sorry, we are buddhists', we stopped asking those households altogether.
I'm not sad despite us only having blessed 1 household.It's a breakthrough and that 1 household made our effort worthwhile.That perhaps because of what we did today, that household will be able to receive new blessings into their lives.



3 weeks more to go and a nation of people to bless!
muahahaha.

It's day 3 of my daniel fast in which I don't eat any form of meat except for fish.Surprisingly,its far easier than I though it would be.However,it's only day 3 so I might be assuming too much.



I watched Diehard 4.0 with a 5 year old kid(he hit the big 50 yesterday) and a coiled up spring wire (my bro) today.



Booking a movie is made into this tense procedure with my dad asking 'so have you booked?', 'are you booking now?' or 'are you sure of where the screen is?' every 10 seconds (I mean I know the internet is fast but not THAT fast.
Then when we get to the place, my bro (the wire) will be going 'the movie start already,faster la!' or '#$%#@ still want to buy popcorn you fat pig' OR 'just hurry up la,it start already!'

BY THE TIME I LAND MY BUTT ON THE THEATRE SEAT, I'M UTTERLY IRRITATED AT THE FACT THAT THIS 2 MAKE THIS WHOLE THING SO IRRITATING YET NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I REMIND THEM 'ITS ONLY A MOVIE PEOPLE,CHILL' THEY OBVIOUSLY STILL DON'T GET IT.

SHEESH.
and I thought only women did the anxious fussing.





Diehard4.0 is EVEN BETTER THAN TRANSFORMERS A TEENSY WEENY BIT.
John Maclane is a funny son of an arse and the action and the stuff he does is wayyyy LOL.
MUST GO WATCH!




My brother's DNT folder cover.

HAHAHA.
UBER CUTE AIN'T IT?



Look at the word 'technology' and see the 'OLOG' part.

SO PICASSO-ISH ME THINKS.

(I THINK I OFFENDED LOTS OF ARTSY FARTSY PEOPLE BY SAYING THAT)

But yeah,I always knew I had talent hidden somewhere. *shrugs*






I prayed for the 5 people I blessed from hougang to outram park today.
When I got to school,God blessed me with 2 more people.
^^

We had good intentions but its almost impossible to do serious project work when you are staying over at a friend's house with a huge collection of scary stuff monkeys and clothes,bags,shoes and more clothes.

While they slacked on my bed, they said they finally understood why I was always late for morning lessons. hahs

I think my shades make everyone look ass kicking cool

KINDA.

After having dinner at my house and raiding my wardrobe, we headed over to trixia's house.

With trixia's stuff collection of monkeys.(theres much more)The blue one is called Ah Ling and if you want to make Trixia whiny and sad, then just grab Ah Ling and swing her about or just throw her into the pool outside!

I guess this is the type of affection you build up with a african american with blue blood monkey when you've got no siblings. LOL

ME: 'I GOTTTT....CHOC CHIP COOKIES!!! *WHIPS OUT THE PACKAGE WHILE LOOKING RETARDED*

TRIXIA: HIIII-YAHHH! those are going to be mineeee.

ME: I'M SITTING ON AH LING AND TRIXIA DOESN'T KNOW IT.

HEHEHE.

Being the sleepy losers that we were,we crashed at 1130pm (and found out why trix's parents only had one kid because trix was noisy enough for 3 kids) and got up very reluctantly at 9am the next day.

In between doing our project,showering,breakfast,choosing clothes for ourselves and packing,we found time to take pics. Figures.

Some inexplainable effect.

While Sinkai and I busily packed our stuff, (it seems like I have no face at all in this pic)

Trixia does this.

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NOW for your daily dosage of EMO-iness.

'Hurt'

done by both johnny cash and nine inch nails

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I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
I try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way.

MONDAY IS THE NEW SUNDAY!

After a very short CC lessson (for me, cause I was half an hour late), we embarked upon our 5 hours break.We got stuck in the library with our FOM project for 3 hours or so and while the initial plan was to do that,

the girls started to do this.

After they laughed at me for looking like such a hardworking stoner, I joined them.

=)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I did get most of my part done and in other circumstances I would be feeling relieved BUTTTT because I've got OC/ITB/CD presentations to look forward to,I couldn't finish my relieved sigh before sighing in deep remorsefully.

When we attended our FOM lecture which was 5 hours!!! away,we were the only 3 from DMC04.We didn't even have 4 people! I felt pretty stoked at first because it seemed like I was being very obedient. Then I started feeling stoopid and then I fell asleep.HAHAHA.

THOSE DAYS.
Yes,I was very unglamorous when I was a kid.

And much to my mom's disdain,I was a major tomboy too.

(hellllllooo,3 cousins and my bro as playmates and all guys?? duh)

Playing catching with the kids.

But being a tomboy is so much more fun.

There's only so much you can do with barbies. (not that I've tried. heh heh)

Here's one last twist filled,failed attempt of a group picture to leave you guys with.

SMILES.

I PRAYED FOR A STRANGER WHO SAT BESIDE ME ON THE BUS TODAY.

Turns out, She's a christian too and we shared lots and lots of stuff.

From Bishan to Dover.

haha

It certainly made my morning.

Nerve-wrecking though.

Still.

=)))

OPERATION: JENHIRO'S MINI BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION CUM SUPPER

DAY:07/07/07

THE PEOPLE: JENSON (DUH),WENYAN,JOEYSS,WENLING AND ME.

OK fine,I will knock off the whole military persona crap cause I can't do it right.

Basically, the whole greedy starving bunch of us headed for supper at 2 different places after the conference last night.

Despite having already had 20 pratas and 3 chicken curry,we were still I DON'T KNOW ACTUALLY.LOL.We just went to mad jack's cause we wanted to and airconditioning and OH YEAH,CAKES.

SOOOO.let the pictures do the talking (or actually,my comments. LOL)

18 candles on a single piece of cake.

It almost seem like the cake had waxy spiked up hair.

Jenhiro,thinking of ways to save his cake.

Too late.

The hair's on fire.

I looked at this and said to them : It almost looked like we spend too much on the candles and had no money left over for the cake.

HOW TO DISMANTLE A MANUALLY WAXED UP CAKE.

JOEY AND I

WENLING SOOO OUTSMILED OUTGRINNED AND OUT-ATTENTIONED JOEY.

THEN JOEY SPIKED HER DRINK AND TOOK THIS CHANCE TO OUTSMILE HER.

These pictures has the phrase 'I LOVE TARTAR' written all over them.

After writing out half of jenson's name on the fries,wenling took over and squeezed out enough amount of tartar to spell out all our names.

which made our fries all look like this.

EVEN I WAS FREAKED OUT.

LOL

The plate which will make thin anorexic people weep if you make them eat it.

RANDOM PIC OF THE DAY! or NIGHT.

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WHO ELSE BUT ME. (actually it has never been me LOL)

HAHAHA

I LAUGHED WHEN I SAW THIS LA!

unfair though,seeing that I was eating!

I am not exactly the glamorous eating kind of person.

(i've offended way too many people,so this is the sort of ammendment)

THEN,THIS IS ME PROTESTING WHEN I FOUND OUT ABOUT THE ABOVE PIC.

then I stopped looking stoopid for the camera all together cause then it would never end.

We ate till we were 110% full,laughed,watched ghost whisperers in my dad's car again,ate,crapped,drank,ate,scream,pray,ate,sing,clapped,ate. you know you know.

haha