stop

don't say that to me.

your words mean too much,

it hurts more than you know.

stop

i can't speak.

rage surge through me.

that familiar anger.

the same sour tears.

i wish it can stop being this way.

this tragedy of words.

of pain of hurt of everything else i know.

stop speaking.

so my heart would stop beating...

went to celebrate wenling birthday at plaza singapura with the purple line gang today!
i met wenyan at causeway point and slowly walk about.we landed up at delifrance and chatted nonosense while munching on potato wedges.needless to say,we were the last ones who got to plaza singapura.

after much deliberating,we ended up at carl's junior.king ofpad/small balls/leoNERD kept calling me 'buttocks' IN PUBLIC which infruriated me to no end.but i actually forgotten how this name came about.something which i prolly don't want to remember.

meal time was funny la.crapped and munched on our huge ass burgers.



after wiping his hands on a napkin,pad realised the sauce looks like disgusting green mucus on the napkin.joey 'cleverly' added some ketchup onto it and proclaimed that it was the blood. LOL

go watch it!
www.youtube.com/watch?v=A5gEu_sjhpY


anyways,after that pad met the love of his life-shikin.their love story started when he lost the last 1/4 of his patty.he was seriously shocked.LOL...so dumb la.then he was like asking wayne whether he hid it in his pockets and wayne outright denied it.thing is ,with wayne you can never tell la.it just so happened,shikin(a staff there) came to our table and he told her (very loudly) that he lost his patty.we were like.... what the.haha.so she coolly asked him whether it was in his stomach but pads told her it just disappeared.a few moments later,she came back and gave him this,

LOL. a single patty with the green mucus on it.

we decided it was too plain and went wild with adding extra ingredients on it like -chilli sauce,ketchup sauce,lemon tea,coke,pepper,salt,sugar,coffee milk powder,onions,fries and some other sauce pad found.

the vid is here.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tjf-ww72cJA


wayne came back and joey joined us later with a birthday cake which the boys bought without the knowledge of wenling.we sang her the birthday song and gave out some of the cake to the staff as well cause they were so good to us as they provided the 'plates' and forks for us.shikin had a special piece from pad.LOL

later,we played zhong qi mi ma with the patty and ... i was the first victim.we actually planned for wayne to get it but .....don't know why i kana.sigh.actually it didn't taste all that bad la,if you don't pay close attention to the ingredients.so,to avenge being the first,i spat out everything i put in my mouth.HAHAHA.of course i ate it up again but ya know...just to increase the gross factor for the next victim.i can be almost a guy la.

pad was the next one and he munched it up like he hadn't eaten for days.all the guys wanted to eat it.joey happily became the next one and pad stupidly drank the sauce/residue leftover and it was sallllltyyy cause wl and my bro had a great time sprinkling salt over it.

PURPLE LINERS!

im kind look forward to the journey back home on saturday nights with my sisters after our prayer meeting in the far away land of redhill.
we went back together last saturday and it was wackedly funny.
LOL.
we had just finish the traditional underwear cheer when we notice an old man peeing at the bus stop.
we were kinda grossed out and so i was like in travel guide mode and went "okay folks,nothing to see here,now..on the next exhibition' and they cracked up.
a while later,we realised we were being 'followed' by the man so we all freak out and walked hurriedly-which in turn became running.
haha.
we ran allll the way to the mrt station,laughing hysterically.

before the prayer meeting,

they were actually doing the same pose and i laughed my arse off when i saw their expressions.so i asked them to do it for the camera again.it was easy to get the right expression when you have the right inspiration (wenyan) . LOL


the red and black couple. beng on the left,lian on the right. hehs.


candid and impromptu shot by kahyuen. i think i look the sanest la in comparison to the one below.


after prayer meeting,

wenling finally found her long lost twin on the eve of her birthday. what a nice present.


her twin isn't such a good influence cause the next thing we know,she's trying to kiss yunyu.(we found out that because yunyu could feel the hot breath from wenling she started cracking up,HAWT seh) LOL


1 min before the train and they were trying to form a word which is obviously a failed attempt. lol


we couldn't get enough of ourselves so heres a myriad of scary/sexy/silly pictures.

they were suppose to be all coy and sexy but ...er...the one in front and the back just look wrong.
haha.


the im-so-cool-you-can't-touch-me pose.


all bowled over by my beauty......cept for chow wenyan who was staring open mouth at something which isn't me. BAHS.


the 'we've run out of poses so lets do something which doesn't make sense' pose



the 'look who's scarier contest' between 3 groups.
i see lots of potential here. ^^

not a bad effort. esp the one on the most right hand corner. haha. wl eyes were like gorging out sia. COOL


i think the scariest thing in this picture is yunyu tongue. seriously.



and here's the last group. hairy business i must say.



so the scariest ends here.
im offff.

TOP 10 THINGS WHICH IRRITATES THE FATS (I WISH) OUT OF ME

10 -people in bright pink and yellow clothing.

9 -bengs and lians who act like the world owns them their intelligence.

8 -manchester united fans

7 - 'family' renuions where strangers whom met you 10 years ago cooed at how big you've grown and make you feel like shouting 'I DONT GROW, THEN SHRINK AR?' (like whats the big deal????its stupid that they do that just because they got nothing better to say. )

6 -kids who cuts your queue or steals your table and you can't do nuts about it.

5 - people who mistaken me for my mom's sister.

4 -my brother kicking the soccer ball against the couch.

3 -cheapskate customers who wants to shop with no money involved.

2 -pubescent teenage girls who giggle over just about anything and sing along to high school musical.

1 -my brother asking whether his hair looks good.

0 -everything else.



don't have the mood to post a picturesque entry. LOL.

so here is this extremely short one in place.

TODAY WAS MY 'OFFICIAL' OFF DAY.
hehs.
sounds so adultish.

met up with wenyan and cheryl and we were actually supposed to g
o to vivocity but due to wenyan having to meet her mom at bugis like 2 hours later,we decided to head to bugis instead.
because i was starving and they didn't feel like shopping (rare occasion) we settled at the teenage cafe and just chilled and sizzled.LOL

wenyan with her cookie ice cream.


cheryl being unchery-ish and sporty.


me being...me. YEAH. lol


i don't know why we take this type of picture in public. prolly drunk on tartar. -.-"


cheryl had no one to share her fry with.awwww....hehs.


we upped and left the cafe when we realised we had yet to scour for wenling's gift.
if you think buying something for yourself is hard,try buying for someone else.
needless to say,we couldn't seem to find anything suitable and wenyan soon had to leave to join her mom.
cheryl and i had walked ourselves silly at bugis so we headed to vivocity instead after much persuassion on my part.
we walked the entire place and bought some tops at forever 21 and some random stuff at daiso (WY,i bought you a chip and dale pore pack! LOL) before having dinner at white dog's cafe.
actually wanted to have dinner at some hongkong king's cafe but there was a line outside and we were starving from having walked so much.
we only went to white dogs (i really don't like the name) cause of the ambience.
immediately after our butts touch the seat cheryl had to say 'why are you the one opposite of me'.
THANKS ALOT.
LOL.

left after dinner cause we were cold,broke and had walked the entire place.
took tons of pictures on the train as it paused for quite a long while at harbourfront.

first attempt.cheryl admonished me for smiling so fakely and all i could do was smile fakely back.
haha.


2nd attempt.


3rd attempt-au naturel. what can i say,im a pro at faking smiles now.


*coughs* poser *coughs*


then she tried seducing me. BLEAH,i will not fall for your oh im so sexy look. NEVER.


this is who she posed after. MOI. lol



BUHBYES

the influence of ghetto-ness in singapore.
reports have it that the youths here in singapore will soon ditch the singlish culture and adapt to the ghetto culture in which has now spread like wildfire in the united states of whatever.

this is an example our team dug up from who knows where.
(actually its just a conversation i had with leo a few weeks back,i've got nothing to blog so i'm using the shortcut way.LOL)


leo:
killed some punggolians for the hood dawg

me:
dawg..u da man!

leo:
FOR THE HOOD DAWG

leo:
LOL DAWG

me:
how come al still alive and irritatin dawg?

me:
dawg..how u cld u spare him ..

leo:
i guess i missed a few dawg

leo:
i was like eating a whooper and shooting dawg

leo:
mistakes were bound to happen dawg

me says:
dawg..u gotta go easy on those whoopers dawg

me says:
al was like our top target dawg

me says:
bossman aint goin to be very happy dawg

leo says:
dawg its all cool with the whoopers

leo says:
don make me go easy on em dawg

leo says:
cause i cant dawg

me says:
dawg..u gotta try...for the hood dawg..

leo says:
its worse than pills dawg

me says:
for the hood

leo says:
ill do my best dawg

leo says:
no promises dawg

leo says:
and ill try get al next time dawg

beautiful disorder says:
i hav faith in u dawg

leo says:
like totally dawg

leo says:
thats good to know dawg

me says:
beta keep ur words dawg..

leo says:
dawg how u goin tml dawg

leo says:
mi and joe taking bus together dawg

leo says:
wanna join us dawg?

leo says:
or is boss gona fetch u dawg

me says:
the bus dawg?

me says:
tt aint cool dawg..

leo says:
yea dawg

me says:
nahs..no can do dawg..

me says:
dawg will be at chalet..then smartkids..then meeting

me says:
busy times..busy times

leo says:
dawg

leo says:
u don like buses dawg?

leo says:
i noe lians will be on board em dawg

me says:
ya..and we gangstas shouldnt mix with them dawg

me says:
give us dawgs a bad name

leosays:
ill kill em for u dawg

me says:
u go ahead and do it dawg..but fers...alvin dawg..

leo says:
like for free dawg

japanese guys with swords are sumarai eniglishmen with swords are swordsman wad are BANGALORES with swords? says:
no blinking dawg

leo says:
ill kill lians and bengs in a heartbeat dawg

leo says:
but al dawg

leo says:
i cant kil em dawg

leo says:
hes got mi blood dawg

leo says:
hes a lim dawg

me says:
why not dawg..

leo says:
i cant kil mi brother dawg

me says:
a name means nothing dawg..he betrayed the brotherhood dawg..

me says:
he went over to the dark side dawg...

me says:
i saw him chattin to a punggolian dawg... thats the ultimate nono.

leo says:
u mean punggol dawg?

me says:
yea...

leo says:
ooooo thats not cool dawg

me says:
hell ya dawg..

leo says:
the beng thing

me says:
tt sure aint cool

leo says:
its like way not cool dawg

leo? says:
but are u sure u saw dawg?

me says:
couldnt miss him if i tried dawg

leo says:
cause it may be the beng that went up to him dawg

me says:
he was wearing the puggo LIAN shirt dawg..

leo says:
not cool dawg

(parts cut off here..)

leo says:
u al joe wayne and mi

leo says:
should make a gang dawg

me says:
dawg..cool idea dawg..

leo says:
like houggolians dawg

me says:
dawg..bt al n wayne? ...dawg..they aint our pp ..they on diff turfs dawg

leo says:
its all cool dawg

(parts cut off)


END.

way longer than i thought before i copied so cut plenty of parts.
so anyways,obviously leo was in blue.
so proud of this super long entry.
LOL.
like real.

al:no offense taken i hope..u just live at the wrong place. LOL

so im deliberating between posting something 'entertaining' or something from deep within of me.
i really do ponder about the whole point of blogging.
have this sudden impulse to stop bloggin altogether and then i'd think-at least its better than doing nothing.
but that's a stupid excuse.
i can't make myself to blog about something real
*shrugs*
guess i will just pour out the 'realness' in my diary,in which my bro just thumbed through yesterday.
i wasn't angry at him,i was i guess ,disappointed in him.
in my opinion,disappointment is much worse than anger.
keeping my own thoughts to myself really matters to me cause that's all the belongs to me.
the very least he can do is to not take that away from me.
sigh.

the other day while walking down orchard road,i saw a guy holding a sigh saying 'free hugs'.
i've seen the various vidoes on the 'free hugs' campaign that has happened in other countries and was rather surprise to see one being held in singapore as well.
however,i did not go up to hug the guy.
i don't know why.
something held me back,maybe it was of his grubby appearance,maybe its because it won't deem normal to be doing so or maybe ... i just don't know how to put it in words la.
i just didn't do though i strongly believe that all of us needs a hug every now and then.

anyways heres the 'entertainment' segment of this post.
actually it isn't funny or anything,just something light hearted.

my new year resolutions!!!!!!! (you know its coming)

SAVE AT LEAST $800 FROM THE ENTIRE YEAR.
I WILL HAVE YOU KNOW,I'VE NEVER DONE THIS 'SAVING' THING BEFORE SO DON'T LAUGH AT THE SMALL AMOUNT.
(IS IT A NORMAL AMOUNT? I REALLY DON'T HAVE A CLUE)

LOSE AT LEAST 2KG,EITHER THAT OR TRY TO BE CONTENT WITH MYSELF.
LOL. EITHER WAY ALSO DIFFICULT LA.

JOG AT LEAST ONCE A MONTH IN CHURCH.
THIS WILL REQUIRE A HERUCLEAN EFFORT FROM MOI THAT'S FOR SURE.

DO QUIET TIME 2 TIMES A WEEK.
ZONING OUT OR STONNING DO NOT COUNT.

DON'T SAY ANY CURSE WORDS.
BLOODY NOT INCLUDED CAUSE ITS AN ADJECTIVE.

TRY TO HIT THE SACK BEFORE 12 AM.

ONLY SLEEP DURING 1 SERVICE PER MONTH.
THIS SHOULDN'T EVEN BE A RESOLUTION. LOL

COMPLETE SOL1 BY THE END OF THE YEAR.
SIGH...CAUSE OF MY MATH TUITION LAST YEAR,IM SOOO LAGGING.

MEMORISE AT LEAST 24 BIBLE VERSES BY END OF THE YEAR.
MUST. (PUT THIS JUST FOR THE EFFECT,LOL)

ONLY EAT FAST FOOD 3 TIMES A WEEK.

GROW MY 1 CM IN HEIGHT.
SHRINK EVERYWHERE ELSE THAT NEEDS TO BE SHRINKED.
ALMOST GENETICALLY IMPOSSIBLE.
IM TRYING TO BLAME IT ON MY GENES TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER.
LOL

BRUSH MY TEETH EVERYDAY AND NIGHT.
CEPT FOR THE HOLS AND GIRLS CHIT CHAT SESSIONS AT NIGHT.
^^

TRY TO MAKE AN EFFORT TO PUT ON SOCKS BEFORE WEARING CONVERSE SNEAKERS.
MY FEET STILL DOES NOT STINK THOU DESPITE IT BEING SOCKLESS.
SO THERE!

TRY TO LEARN HOW TO LOVE MYSELF.
cause then i won't be able to love anyone else.

try not to feel like i need to gain permission to love myself.

TRY TO LAUGH MORE OFTEN AT THE JOKES OF OTHERS.
JUST SO THEY CAN FEEL BETTER.
HAHA.

QUARREL WITH BROTHER ONLY 4 TIMES A WEEK.
SUPER UBER DIFFICULT,ONLY POSSIBLE IF WE DON'T COMMUNICATE.

STOP WALLOWING IN SELF PITY.
LAUGH AT THE PLIGHT OF OTHERS INSTEAD.
HAHAHA.

STOP BEING SO MEAN AND SARCASTIC AND CYNICAL.

STOP THIS LIST.

TRY TO REMEMBER AT LEAST 2 OF THESE RESOLUTIONS.

ACTUALLY DO 1 OF THEM.

LAUGH AT THIS LIST BY YEAR 2008.

THEN DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN.

last night i was happy.
i have no idea why.
i have to wake up super duper early the next day (540am) and i was happy.
its just one of those quiet nights when i was all snuggled up in my bed with 1 of my favourite books AND i was in my winnie the pooh pjs which are also super comfy.
never look down on pasar malan stuff people.
lol

so since i was so happy and wacked,i took many pics to honour that occasion!!!

portraits of cassandra.




none of them flattering and mostly spastical(is there such a word?) and my eyebags are really like...bags-but branded nonetheless.from the top we have gucci,then the one from fendi and of course chanel....and ..... ok fine. not making sense here.

it was also on the account of going through my phone gallery and realising 20 photos later i did not even see my own face-as wacked as it was.
that isn't right man...so yeah.

i woke up this morning and felt the pain from taking those photos.
working for 9 hours on 3 hours of sleep isn't exactly ideal.

i was so happy i wasn't tired even to sleep.
sigh.
im happy at the wrong timing la.
only happy after everyone else is dead to the world.
maybe i really hate people.


COOL.

so.
LIVERPOOL AND ARSENAL WONNNNNNNNN!!!!!!
WHAT A FANTASTIC WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


my bro had to go to bed early like a kid and i told him nicely that if manu lost i would write a nice note for him and put it near him.
if they won,i won't do that-but thats not very important now ain't it??

here's the beautifully crafted note i wrote for him,in pink somemore-the colour for losers. ^^


hahahaha.
sorry la,after recieving so many jibes and 'ahahas' in my face for liverpool's devastating defeats i just want to laugh as much now as i possibly can.


stayed home the entire day and helped out with the stock for mom as well.
on a sudden impulse,i decided to go for a haircut and that i did.
frinch is so much shorter now but i still shall have my screen saver mode on thou its effect is not as great without my frinch covering half my face.
jenson and i came up with a theory that im a bassist cause all bassist have the same type of expression on their faces since they are almost playing the same rhythm again and again.

just had this super funny conversation with joey(guy) and both our faces are like cramp now.
i told him we will no longer require botox.
PAIN IS INDEED GAIN dawg.(what leo always like to say thou i still think thats stupid cause the monthly cramps girls have causes a hell lot of pain and i see no gain!) *breathes*
i can't believe he(joey) actually believed me (and did it) when i told him that when a girl tells him to give her a morning call,you are to do it forever and ever and ever....
thats..erm..super cool la..in a way.
haha.

so my hair is all funny now and my face is cramped.
im sure going to scare away my mum's customers tomorrow.
muahahaha.
i sure wont mind,for that way my mom would chase me to go home early.

thoughts are like kinda random now.
so BUHBYES.

gosh,so many funnies happened over the weekend.
spent a whooping 12 hours at redhill on saturday and it certainly took its toll on me.
i crashed on the office floor for an hour with my sweater over my head and jenson going over chemistry with wenyan nearby.
chemistry is a wonderful lullaby.

attended the prayer meeting and it provided a well needed refreshment.
because my sisters and i were all still high and crazy from the meeting,we decided to play a prank on dear wenyan whom we left in the toilet.
haha.
what we did sure made me reminise on my childhood play days.
we all chiooong to the floor below and hid in the toilet alley.

US.all smiling gleefully at each other with excitement in our stomachs.
haha.



twist of victory!!! we manage to hide from wenyan for more than 4 mins.
erm,ignore the crazy one in front.no idea where she came from.
as usual,i remain the sane one and is quite sadly behind the camera.
but never mind,i have the moment captured in my mind.
that was deep ain't it?
lol.

this sure is a long comment.


we finally called for wenyan when we realised she didn't have her hp with her.
so kind we are. (i think watching 4 star wars episode has me yoda-ed out)
so anyways,we cheered the 'underwear' cheer all the way to the mrt station and recieved numerous amount of stares.
there was also one beautiful moment when we had just reached the end of the cheer when a cockroach appeared and we screamed simultaneously.
what a dramatic ending.
from then on,we ended the cheer with a scream every single time.
our craziness didn't end there though.
my cell discovered that almost all of us have not even touch on our matrix so we decided to choreograph it.
we did the famous matrix backbend and did look deep by bending back far see far by putting our hands on our foreheads(like a a salute manner) and looked about and rubbed our bellies for think big.
in public.
im not sure what we were thinking,or we were even thinking at all.
haha.

on the train,wenyan being her random self starting singing the mangkali song.
its sad that the loudest word she uttered was mangkali cause there was a group of them right behind her.
haha.

kahyuen is obviously exasperated at her obliviousness.
LOL.

i guess last night was just one of those nights when you just feel high and unburdened by normality.

on that very day,i met up with kian ying and picked up some of the smartkids from causeway point and before i could spell t-e-c-h-n-o-g-l-y (which is pretty long actually when you add in the dashes,lol) the kids took away my handphone and mp3 player.

basketball players they are. (that was yoda,not me)

kiansheng.smiling although he's listening to my chemical romance.

kids really are innocent.lol

wenxuan's sister!! i can't believe she is still managing a smile despite having hung around stinko bball boys for 3/4 of her young life.

wenxuan obviously loving the camera and chin heng obviously not loving how he smells.

it was wenqing birthday today and her cell decided to give her a dress since she's all grown up now.

i must say,the details of her dress must have took some time.what quality and black is such a great colour,it simply brings out the green of the intricate details.and that hat,it adds such class to the dress.(darn,im good at this describing and oohing/aahing thing)

see how estatic she is about her outfit?LOL

plan for her was to go to people she didn't know and demand 4 words from them without speaking.the 4 words obviously are 'happy birthday to you'.

some of them stare at her for a awful long time (obviously admiring her dress.LOL.like who am i kidding)but they soon got the message and greeted her amicably.

good idea to meet people through humour.you have already made them laugh and cheered them up,what's not to like?

well..im just about done here.

rushing for joey's sake.LOL.(don't feel guilty,just treat me to one of your cookies!)

buhbyes.

wenyan's dream house.



being on the verge of feeling better,i decided to take up on wenyan's offer and we headed to orchard this afternoon for some art stuff.
(im actually feeling very irritated towards my brother now cause he's watching supernatural although he and i are both terrified by stuff like this.he insists he's watching but he's cowering behind his eyelids.)
went to taka and i discovered a whole floor for artsy fartsy people.
NOT ME.
but its better than being cooped up at home,so we explored 'art friends' and ooohed and ahhed over the various art stuff.

outside of art friends.
SPOT THE DIFFERENCE!


wenyan bought the furry metal wire thingy and we went on to get the materials for mama belated birthday gift.
do-it-yourself is tiring man,even deciding what materials to 'do-it-yourself' is hard.

my plethora of houses,please ignore the fact that they are made of wood and too small for even my hand to live in.


after that hard search,we went to ANOTHER art store which is much more child like and cutsy artsy and fartsy.
this time,only wenyan did the oohing and aahing cause i was too exhausted from the previous effort.
haha.

headed to *gasp* MACS,of all places.
and this is what i had.



LOL.
like old granny la.
i asked wenyan to help me take 2 cups of warm water cause i know their cups are like super small.
but i guess cause its orchard its more 'high class' so they promote the cups to larger sizes.
this is how i landed with 2 huge cups of hot water.
-_-"




my mother has been using this lousy tone to me recently,like i've offended her or something.
its like she's pissed i can't help her at work and instead sitting my arse at home.
she seem to have forgotten that im sick.
even when i ask her what time i should get up for work tomorrow she's like 'you can wake up ar,5 am leh' in this so not caring tone.
sigh.
polly cause of smartkids clashing with my work timings.
she doesn't understand why i NEED to go for smartkids.
i also don't exactly know how to explain it to her-in chinese nonetheless.
sigh.

looking less and less forward to CNY now.
cause with it brings extra work hours (overnighters-i still can't believe women shop in the wee hours of the morning after 12) and O level results!!!
bleah.

so,i finally conceded defeat and went to the doctor yesterday.
i really don't like going to the doc cause its boring and exhausting.
anyways,it wasn't the regular doc,instead in his place was some newbie who made me wait for 5 mins cause he got the wrong name card.
okay,fine.
it isn't exactly his fault la.
after coming back with the right card,he went on to ask me the usual questions and i answered them like i've done sooo many times before.
when i told him i didn't need a mc,he got a little shock and was even more shock to learn that i wasn't working or studying.
like my mom needs an mc from me to excuse me from work.
so i hastily told him i just finished Os.
i thought it would end there,but noooo... he went on to make conversation while there i was struggling for breath due to all the phelgm stuck in my windpipes yadayadayada...
he asked me where i was planning to go and i wheezed out 'poly' and immediately told me not to take up nursing.
im like.. huh?
first doctor im met who is so totally random like that.
he went on to say that nursing is very stressful and went on to add lamely that actually all jobs are stressful.
i agreed weakly with him while inside im thinking 'well...DUH'.
THEN he said go sing poly BUT very far.
by this time im feeling extrememly paik chek, cause all i wanted to do is go home and curl up on my super chio and plaid couch and laugh at all those stupid people on mtv.
what to do,im a people person (LOL,okay..not exactly) so i said 'yeah..in dover'.
AND THEN he asked 'so what's the nearest poly?nanyang right?"
im thinking 'doc..you and i both know this is a pointless conversation in which you already know all the answers to the questions you are asking and im never going to see you again after i step out of this room in HOPEFULLY the next HOUR,so why not just wrap this visit up so i can breathe in air which is not of under 18 friggin degrees??'
BUT of course,this is real life and in real life shit happens so i just mumbled 'yeah' and he finally let me go.

i think all the years of studying depleted his eq skills.

the night at bedok!

the dudettes!
attempting to stab someone with a mutton satay does not work,it has to be chicken.


the dudes.


the drinks! wy handiwork.


the flower i twisted! black is coooolll. gave it to yunyu,then joey promptly 'destroyed' it.


the other flower joey made. SIGH.i guess this will have to do. hehe..jk.


that early saturday morning.LOL..took tis pic just to prove i really did wake.



thats all folks.
no words today.
hehs.