So life goes on.My brother calls me a bitch.My parents force me to do math homework.I throw a trantrum at my maid over a bar of chocolate.
I spend my mornings deep in slumber only waking after the afternoon sun shine into my room.I spend the day in the most relaxed and laid back manner and the nights having gunbound marathon with my gb buddies.I stay up till the next morning watching soccer.I have watched reruns of shows on scv and I have over exhausted my library card.And yet...I am still bored.I don't know where all my friends have disppeared to for I haven't seen them for weeks.My dad is so sick of seeing me at home always either at the computer or the television he urge me to get my huge arse off the seat and to join some programme to occupy my time every single night.I am so bored I don't mind going to all those november wedding dinner with my parents.I am so bored I started reading the lord of the rings trilogy-AGAIN.Fricking key word in my life is probably boredom.I even started dreaming about going back to school and the thought scares me.Holidays are boring.School is boring.Argh.
Taufik Rockssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!Next Sg Idol!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Friday, November 26, 2004
identity crisis
Suffering an identity crisis right now.Might as well since I got so much time on my hands at the moment anyways.I feel like there are 2 different sides of me.Entirely opposite from each other.One side of me is the 'tomboyish' girl.The one who hates shopping,loves watching soccer and wrestling,bet soccer with friends, play lame computer games,and loves daytona and curse frequently.The other half is the more peace loving kind of girl.The one who's a self confessed bookworm,who writes in her diary proclaiming how her life's a disaster,who crys at mushy movie scenes,who sings horridly along to sad love ballads,who thinks arcades are a waste of money and who hates loud noises.I feel so odd now.Am I a hypocrite???Or I am just plain thinking too much because of the extra time?Hopefully its the latter.
Its approaching december soon.Then it would be school once more.Sounds pretty frightening to me.SCHOOl.argh.Met up with charmaine and rachel yesterday cause all of us were feeling bored.Went to compass and I saw wenyan,peiyun,wenling,some badminton ppl,royce,amirah and kamilah.Was nice to see them.Haven't seen them for some time.
well till then
me
Its approaching december soon.Then it would be school once more.Sounds pretty frightening to me.SCHOOl.argh.Met up with charmaine and rachel yesterday cause all of us were feeling bored.Went to compass and I saw wenyan,peiyun,wenling,some badminton ppl,royce,amirah and kamilah.Was nice to see them.Haven't seen them for some time.
well till then
me
Thursday, November 25, 2004
bored with no crap
I'm bored.Simply bored.I have forgotten how to use my brain and nowadays I am just hanging around at home like a zombie with saliva dripping out of my mouth.BORED.I am so bored I don't have a single crap to say or rant about.Coz crap don't even happen anymore!~I am currently exhausting gunbound and I would probably get sick of it soon.There are now more sms sent to my friends asking them whether they are interested to kill boredom.I AM FRICKING BORED.arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.I bet you guys are bored reading this.I am bored writting this.I shall agonise you guys no more.tOodles.
till then
bored me
till then
bored me
Monday, November 22, 2004
underneath the bull shit exterior
Went to another awkward relative get together on Sunday at Grand Shanghai.Once again the only sole reason why I was there was because of the food.Food was great.Enviroment was great.What sucked was the socialising.Freaking hate it.Why the hell does the adults go through all of the trouble of striking up uncomfortable conversation when it it going to lapse into a painful silence anyways?Worse than awkward conversation is stupid comments.My so called relatives kept messing up my bro and my name.Aunt even used another cousin's name on me.I was also reminded of my weight.And of course I gradually lost my appetite.There goes the $56 duck.I grew so sick of the adult conversation that I began to talk to my cousin dominic.See what they force me to do?Talk to the fellow who traumatised my child hood.WOWEE.I constantly grimaced at my dad's lame attempt to crack jokes.And believe it or not...the adults were constantly shooting each other under all thosemindless laughter.I wished I had brought something worth lsitening to.I don't see why the adults go thru the trouble of having a gathering when underneath the oh so warm exterior is just bull shit anyways?????????My uncle asked why I looked so moody,I almely retorted that I was sleepy.LOL.My ass la.
well till then
me.
Below is the list of stuff tt i cld do during e hols [...] is the reply i gib back nw
-watch as much movies as possible[check]
-jog for at least 10 mins everyday[still working on it]
-catch up on gunbound[oh ya..plenty of catch up done]
-go the beach[once……..]
-stock up on books[oh yessss..heheh…nd to do some shelf adjustments again]
-sleep average 10hrs per day everyday[hahaha….the mos successful one]
-try not to kill my bro[very hard…..very hard indeed…rite nw though I ‘d like to kill marcus…not for the sake of Charmaine but only for my sake]
-study..pls..hu I kidding..[haha….i read the first page of my chemistry bk and my eyes teared up because of the fricking font..i noe we shld save paper and all la..but tis is too much..]
-don’t touch a single book that gots to do with school[unsuccessful..cant help being so guai la……’temptation is too much’…ya rite]
-try to get expelled in the period of this 2 months[cant gt myself to do it..hum….]
-buy usher cd[erM…..bought Alicia keys one instead..hahah]
-lose weight –a must[IMPOSSIBLE.esp when theres nth to do besides fillin up my stomach…..]
-stop having pig out sessions[ooPs….jus had one…]
-download more songs in mp3[remind oneself once more……..go gt dummy guide for computer idiots]
-burn down school[still working on it…patience ppl]
-become smarter[………………]
-murder oym in his sleep[dun even wan to go near him…wth was I tinkin when I wrote tt????a better possibility…hire a hitman..muahahas]
-begin campaign against studying of algebra[unfortunately…too many oppositions….hais..those ppl are blind-go for make over..haha…ya rites[jus kiddin……]
Take the quiz: "What type of attitude problem do you have? (pics)"
Your Sarcastic....Like me
This is supposed to be the lowest form of humor...But i think its the best because its mean and funny. Besides like me you probably cant help it anymore. Here's a phrase for you...
well till then
me.
Below is the list of stuff tt i cld do during e hols [...] is the reply i gib back nw
-watch as much movies as possible[check]
-jog for at least 10 mins everyday[still working on it]
-catch up on gunbound[oh ya..plenty of catch up done]
-go the beach[once……..]
-stock up on books[oh yessss..heheh…nd to do some shelf adjustments again]
-sleep average 10hrs per day everyday[hahaha….the mos successful one]
-try not to kill my bro[very hard…..very hard indeed…rite nw though I ‘d like to kill marcus…not for the sake of Charmaine but only for my sake]
-study..pls..hu I kidding..[haha….i read the first page of my chemistry bk and my eyes teared up because of the fricking font..i noe we shld save paper and all la..but tis is too much..]
-don’t touch a single book that gots to do with school[unsuccessful..cant help being so guai la……’temptation is too much’…ya rite]
-try to get expelled in the period of this 2 months[cant gt myself to do it..hum….]
-buy usher cd[erM…..bought Alicia keys one instead..hahah]
-lose weight –a must[IMPOSSIBLE.esp when theres nth to do besides fillin up my stomach…..]
-stop having pig out sessions[ooPs….jus had one…]
-download more songs in mp3[remind oneself once more……..go gt dummy guide for computer idiots]
-burn down school[still working on it…patience ppl]
-become smarter[………………]
-murder oym in his sleep[dun even wan to go near him…wth was I tinkin when I wrote tt????a better possibility…hire a hitman..muahahas]
-begin campaign against studying of algebra[unfortunately…too many oppositions….hais..those ppl are blind-go for make over..haha…ya rites[jus kiddin……]
Take the quiz: "What type of attitude problem do you have? (pics)"
Your Sarcastic....Like me
This is supposed to be the lowest form of humor...But i think its the best because its mean and funny. Besides like me you probably cant help it anymore. Here's a phrase for you...
Saturday, November 20, 2004
going nuts
I am going to sue them all.My hair looks so ridiculous.I resemble like someone who has just been discharge from woodbridge mental hospital.I declared to my family that I would hole myself in my room for 2 weeks.Till my frinch grow back.I look even more toot then my bro...if thats possible.And I know elix will have a good laugh when she sees me on tuesday.Happy laughing elix.Dad proclaimed that I was a vainpot.Well...when you look like a ah toot won't you complain about it.Only my mom says I look...so young.Puleaze...helloo..I am young.So there they were convincing me that I look okay.And then they laughed!!!!!!!!!REALLLLL convincing.I am not that blind nor am I deaf in case you haven't notice.So of course I was pretty pissed off.I wanted my mom to not make it so straight.But my dad told me...no oredered me to give it a few more days...get use to it.Oh yeah...get use to looking toot.Easy peasy.My mom says my hair looks fashionable.Well...fasionable for those china doll and kawaii jap looking girls...and I know I am certaninly not one of them.Poor innocent me thought that my cutting my frinch around my face would be like my old frinch.Boy was I wrong.I am not really mad at my parents and all.They must be sick of all my whinning.I just want my old hair back.I am rethinking about going back to school on tuesday.Will be such a blow to my ego.
Well anyways.Nothing much new around here.Went for haircut.Going to watch 'the incredibles' tomorrow.
till then
me
Well anyways.Nothing much new around here.Went for haircut.Going to watch 'the incredibles' tomorrow.
till then
me
Friday, November 19, 2004
Better to hang myself
all alone in this world. nobody wants to speak to you. nobody wants to talk to you. what are you? what are you? what have you become? your angst has comsumed you, it has burned the human out of you. What have you done? Why cant you be like the rest of the world, content with their lives, living it out aimlessly, yet happily? why can't you just speak like the rest of the world, join into their gossip, their bullshit, their conversation Why must you become the introvert that doesnt do anything at home but sit infront of the computer, hoping some poor bastard would want to chat with you? Well, wake up. Wake up you shit head. Its not gonna happen. You are just one loser in this world with nothing to do, nothing to achieve, nothing to obtain. you are nothing, and the world is everything, everything you can't even see, let alone touch.
Feeling pretty depressive right now as you can tell.feel like that idiot sitting in front of this damn computer doing really nothing in particular.this feeling sucks.perhaps i'm suffering from the guilt of not attending math lesson..then again..its only a math lesson.have done the usual routine.woke up late.stuffed myself with fast food.played gb marathorn.not yet showered as i can't be bother about self cleanliness now.brain not working.have not been using it for a long time.feel like a hypocrite.
always ...me
Feeling pretty depressive right now as you can tell.feel like that idiot sitting in front of this damn computer doing really nothing in particular.this feeling sucks.perhaps i'm suffering from the guilt of not attending math lesson..then again..its only a math lesson.have done the usual routine.woke up late.stuffed myself with fast food.played gb marathorn.not yet showered as i can't be bother about self cleanliness now.brain not working.have not been using it for a long time.feel like a hypocrite.
always ...me
Thursday, November 18, 2004
hot ground and rough kids
Due to yesterday over used of evergy in wild wild wet.I only managed to wake myself an hour after noon.A terrible sin indeed.Looked outside my window and saw that people were already going on with their lives,bustling with activity.Felt more like a pig and a little left out.Did as I was instructed b my younger brother I went to on my computer even before brushing my teeth to start the installation of the gamn maplestory.It better be good,cause it has been four hours since it started installing and its only up to 39%.Ye gads...its taking far longer then I expect.
Headed to wild wild wet yesterday with elix,wenyan,pei yun and lynn.It was worth every 7.50 penny of it.We couldn't believe the crowd it had raked up despite the fact that holidays haven't started yet and it was a weekday.Tons of little kids were there and all of them probably pong tang school.You qian tu.So young and already skipping school.After playing around with our lockers we practically ran to a ride cause of the freaking sizzling ground..so of course all poise was forgotten..forget about looking cool man..not when ur feet is at stake.We immediately went to the Ular-lah.Basically 5 people gets into this big round float thing and we slide down a huge slide filled with water of course.Smart move as only a few minutes later and line had already form to the steps leading to it.We then went on the open air slide.It was pretty lame and not to mention slow....there was even a point where I had to push myself with my hands.-_-".We then headed to the U slide thingy.Where 2people sit facing each other.Kinda like a pirate ship.Sliding down from one end to another.I sat with elix and went it went down we both scream like mad.Wasn't as scary as I thought but it was good fun.We then went to the river.The current in there kinda pushed people in one direction and its tough to go against it.I think we went around it at least 6 times.Most of the time we were trying to get the 5 of us on the float.We suceeded a few times but we fell a countless times.And everytime we collasped people were either laughing at us or just looking at us amusingly.Lols.It was fun though.In the end we gave up and succumbed to just flowing and floating on the river relaxingly.
We then headed to the tsnuami pool where there were waves.I think I swallowed at least a ton of pool water.We managed to make it to the 1.5 mark.It was sooo not 1.5.We assumed that they measured according to ang moh the 1.5.Unfair!Still we had fun.Esp the one who gets to sit on the float.
The kiddie playground wasn't bad either.We tried on every single slide and on the way to to the slide there were people pouring water down on our heads..shooting wwater at us..blah blah blah.Kids nowadays...so hiong man.Push here and there.Why I remember during my generation.....haha..okok..I am not that old..being dramatic again..will stop.Anyways we went to sit underneath this huge yacult bottle where it pours down gallons of water every few minutes.Haha..when it was about time a crowd would come in and everyone would be sitting there closely.Such a sight.We got hit 3 times before we went to the wave pool again.By then it was already 5 plus so we decided 'games over'..time to head home.We stopped by MAc and had a quick meal before heading home.
well till then
me
Headed to wild wild wet yesterday with elix,wenyan,pei yun and lynn.It was worth every 7.50 penny of it.We couldn't believe the crowd it had raked up despite the fact that holidays haven't started yet and it was a weekday.Tons of little kids were there and all of them probably pong tang school.You qian tu.So young and already skipping school.After playing around with our lockers we practically ran to a ride cause of the freaking sizzling ground..so of course all poise was forgotten..forget about looking cool man..not when ur feet is at stake.We immediately went to the Ular-lah.Basically 5 people gets into this big round float thing and we slide down a huge slide filled with water of course.Smart move as only a few minutes later and line had already form to the steps leading to it.We then went on the open air slide.It was pretty lame and not to mention slow....there was even a point where I had to push myself with my hands.-_-".We then headed to the U slide thingy.Where 2people sit facing each other.Kinda like a pirate ship.Sliding down from one end to another.I sat with elix and went it went down we both scream like mad.Wasn't as scary as I thought but it was good fun.We then went to the river.The current in there kinda pushed people in one direction and its tough to go against it.I think we went around it at least 6 times.Most of the time we were trying to get the 5 of us on the float.We suceeded a few times but we fell a countless times.And everytime we collasped people were either laughing at us or just looking at us amusingly.Lols.It was fun though.In the end we gave up and succumbed to just flowing and floating on the river relaxingly.
We then headed to the tsnuami pool where there were waves.I think I swallowed at least a ton of pool water.We managed to make it to the 1.5 mark.It was sooo not 1.5.We assumed that they measured according to ang moh the 1.5.Unfair!Still we had fun.Esp the one who gets to sit on the float.
The kiddie playground wasn't bad either.We tried on every single slide and on the way to to the slide there were people pouring water down on our heads..shooting wwater at us..blah blah blah.Kids nowadays...so hiong man.Push here and there.Why I remember during my generation.....haha..okok..I am not that old..being dramatic again..will stop.Anyways we went to sit underneath this huge yacult bottle where it pours down gallons of water every few minutes.Haha..when it was about time a crowd would come in and everyone would be sitting there closely.Such a sight.We got hit 3 times before we went to the wave pool again.By then it was already 5 plus so we decided 'games over'..time to head home.We stopped by MAc and had a quick meal before heading home.
well till then
me
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Northeast Heritage Tour
Hello world.
Spent half the day in the hot basking sun today in many different enviroments and sights.Went for the Northeast heritage tour with people from my school.I heard from our guide that we were the pioneer batch of this tour.Wahhhh so big sia we all.Anyways,I found the tour pretty interesting.The guide seem to talk non stop and my head is filled to the brim with facts now.We went to a roman catholic church [which in fact was my prischool church..like the church we always go to when we had services so was nothing new to me].Then we went to a small temple which actually started out as a private family temple but it got so popular that it opened to the whole singapore.There was a proper well and a chinese kampong house in its area as well.I was pretty sync to see the kampong house interior.As always because of my luck...I was wearing these weird looking striped grey socks that I got on offer for $2.Just when I was wearing this socks..ppl had to see them.Whatever....then..we went to a crocodile farm.It was a pretty new and interesting thing to me.Never really saw a crocodile up close before..so ya..we also saw its feeding time aka tea break.Whats on the menu?-raw chicken head.....eeeEwww....miss tey later asked us 'real chicken??'..I am like...double Eeeew...then we went to see a about to demolish charcoal warehouse.Learnt from the guide that it was gona be torn down soon as it couldn't be put to much use anymore due to the decline of charcoal sales.It was darn hot and all the furniture was practically ancient.We went to the back where there was a river and behind the river was puggol.Learnt from the guide that punggol was actually where the very first malay kampong was.Wow.We then went to a japanese cemetary.I liked the environment there.Peaceful.Clean and green.Quite pretty too.Learnt that jap civilians and jap soldiers that died during WW2 was buried there.There were over 10000 jap soldiers remains there. Next we drove through tampines and arrived at downtown east where we had our lunch.Buffet to be exact.Had to admit..the surroundings was totally unexpected.I had envisioned a cramp old canteen with those kindergarten chairs and tables and placed on those tables were mini plates of nuggets and fried bee hoon...boy was I ever wrong.We stepped into this carpeted room with 5 round tables that had blue table clothed.Air-conditioned!!Me,kai ting,yanni,pauline,joey,pamela and 2 sec 1 gals praked ourselves at the table closest to the buffet table.Haha.I had 2 servings while pauline and yanni had around 3 to 4 servings.Oh man.Atmosphere so nice and peace.Oh plus the air condition after hanging outdoors for the entire morning was pure bliss.I had hoped that we could go to pasir ris park but we didn't have the time.So after everyone was full and well fed we headed back to school.The first drops of rain was sighted after we had board the bus.Whew...just right.So overall the tour was pretty fab.Shu Chen wasn't feeling well though and she went home after the temple.Ah too bad.
well
till then
me
Spent half the day in the hot basking sun today in many different enviroments and sights.Went for the Northeast heritage tour with people from my school.I heard from our guide that we were the pioneer batch of this tour.Wahhhh so big sia we all.Anyways,I found the tour pretty interesting.The guide seem to talk non stop and my head is filled to the brim with facts now.We went to a roman catholic church [which in fact was my prischool church..like the church we always go to when we had services so was nothing new to me].Then we went to a small temple which actually started out as a private family temple but it got so popular that it opened to the whole singapore.There was a proper well and a chinese kampong house in its area as well.I was pretty sync to see the kampong house interior.As always because of my luck...I was wearing these weird looking striped grey socks that I got on offer for $2.Just when I was wearing this socks..ppl had to see them.Whatever....then..we went to a crocodile farm.It was a pretty new and interesting thing to me.Never really saw a crocodile up close before..so ya..we also saw its feeding time aka tea break.Whats on the menu?-raw chicken head.....eeeEwww....miss tey later asked us 'real chicken??'..I am like...double Eeeew...then we went to see a about to demolish charcoal warehouse.Learnt from the guide that it was gona be torn down soon as it couldn't be put to much use anymore due to the decline of charcoal sales.It was darn hot and all the furniture was practically ancient.We went to the back where there was a river and behind the river was puggol.Learnt from the guide that punggol was actually where the very first malay kampong was.Wow.We then went to a japanese cemetary.I liked the environment there.Peaceful.Clean and green.Quite pretty too.Learnt that jap civilians and jap soldiers that died during WW2 was buried there.There were over 10000 jap soldiers remains there. Next we drove through tampines and arrived at downtown east where we had our lunch.Buffet to be exact.Had to admit..the surroundings was totally unexpected.I had envisioned a cramp old canteen with those kindergarten chairs and tables and placed on those tables were mini plates of nuggets and fried bee hoon...boy was I ever wrong.We stepped into this carpeted room with 5 round tables that had blue table clothed.Air-conditioned!!Me,kai ting,yanni,pauline,joey,pamela and 2 sec 1 gals praked ourselves at the table closest to the buffet table.Haha.I had 2 servings while pauline and yanni had around 3 to 4 servings.Oh man.Atmosphere so nice and peace.Oh plus the air condition after hanging outdoors for the entire morning was pure bliss.I had hoped that we could go to pasir ris park but we didn't have the time.So after everyone was full and well fed we headed back to school.The first drops of rain was sighted after we had board the bus.Whew...just right.So overall the tour was pretty fab.Shu Chen wasn't feeling well though and she went home after the temple.Ah too bad.
well
till then
me
Monday, November 15, 2004
*Mache=Diet's off*
Just back from Mache AGAIN.My aunt won 4-D AGAIN so she decided to treat us to mache AGAIN.I could even guess correctly.When my mom informed me...I was like...'letme guess...aunt cazel won 4D again?'.'Ya..2500.'Actually I was quite surprise that my guess was right.Not that there's anything wrong in going there.But.....EVERY SINGLE FREAKING TIME WE GO THERE...MY DIET IS RUIN.TOTALLY OFF.*sobbing hysterically*Jk.So.....of course....after dinner my stomach was like the popping out noticingly and uncomfortably might I add.So much for my diet.
Went to see a couple of lambourghini parked for display.Everyone is ooing and ahhing..tracing the hood..peering in to see the interior and of course taking just about a million pics.Was forced to posed and smile over and over again.I felt like one of those models that you see in those motorshows..cept that people actually want to look at them while I'm just there to fill the space.Ah well...I can still keep hoping.ANYWAYS...enough about me although I KNOW that you guys would LOVE to know more about me.[hahaha].After about half an hour worth of oogling we finally left the building.Bro was being a grump coz he couldn't go see the motorshow.*whiny voice on* So when we were in the car...he went to block all the air con...I was like sweating like mad...but when someone is being an ass...they make no sense..thus theres no point in arguing with him.Then.....he went to on the damn air con on high.And asked me 'I thought you like coldness??'.I was like "fuk u" in my mind.But I didn't want to waste my energy on him so I just shut my eyes and went for a nap.In the end...he cannot stand it and on it back to small.VICTORY IS MINE!!
SO ya...
well till then
me
Went to see a couple of lambourghini parked for display.Everyone is ooing and ahhing..tracing the hood..peering in to see the interior and of course taking just about a million pics.Was forced to posed and smile over and over again.I felt like one of those models that you see in those motorshows..cept that people actually want to look at them while I'm just there to fill the space.Ah well...I can still keep hoping.ANYWAYS...enough about me although I KNOW that you guys would LOVE to know more about me.[hahaha].After about half an hour worth of oogling we finally left the building.Bro was being a grump coz he couldn't go see the motorshow.*whiny voice on* So when we were in the car...he went to block all the air con...I was like sweating like mad...but when someone is being an ass...they make no sense..thus theres no point in arguing with him.Then.....he went to on the damn air con on high.And asked me 'I thought you like coldness??'.I was like "fuk u" in my mind.But I didn't want to waste my energy on him so I just shut my eyes and went for a nap.In the end...he cannot stand it and on it back to small.VICTORY IS MINE!!
SO ya...
well till then
me
Sunday, November 14, 2004
its all in my head
Just came back from Changi Airport with my family.It was a pretty much a waste of my time and my dad's money when we ate at Crystal Jade Resturant.With my nose stuffed with whoknowswhat I couldn't breathe and take in a single scent.The only taste I tasted was probably chilli.I had already warn my parents that no matter what we ate today..everything to me will be like plain water or rice.In the end we still land up in the resturant.I have heard of the saying 'gals are meant to be seen but not heard' .This is such a prime example.ALTHOUGH I don't think theres anything to see in me.
We went for a 'walk' and wound up the bookstore.I think I saved up to $14 by browsing through all those magazine.I could feel the cashier stare pointingly at me throughout the whole time though...all riled up about me having a free read.I was not in the least bit flustered by her glare of course.Typical kiasu attitude.We took the sky train to terminal 1 and went to another bookshop...my family..the adventure squad.Not that I mind going to another bookstore...but its a little ridiculous come to think of it.Ah well.
Spent the morning playing computer and watching senseless tv shows.Boring way to pass time.My brother's now annoying me with having the newspaper slapped against his thighs....how sick it that??????I mean where the hell does he gets this ideas from???PIAK..PIAK ..PIAK...argh...shut up already!~Sadistic ass + toot ass look.Mom persuaded him to go for a haircut to look decent.Smart.I mean ya..he is toot...but there is no need to look the part.But he doesn't want to.I am utterly bewilered.Why would anyone purposely look like a mush-room head?????????I better stop.He's gona cry soon..haha..okok...jkjk.But he's really pissed off now.Since when was it wrong to tell the truth?I am confuse God.
Was surprise when I log in to MSN just now.Found out that elix use me and carmella word invention as her email.Haha.eli-xish-ness.What honour!What pride!Perheps someday...just maybe...it would land up in the webster/oxford or whatever dictionary...haha...I can even provide the meaning now.Eli-xish-ness:to describe someone vain or proud acts or someone being vain..or the hokkien might put it...buay hiao bai!Not bad eh....*smirks*I am sooo totally crapping here.Nothing impressive here yanni.Lols.JK.
well..
till then
me
We went for a 'walk' and wound up the bookstore.I think I saved up to $14 by browsing through all those magazine.I could feel the cashier stare pointingly at me throughout the whole time though...all riled up about me having a free read.I was not in the least bit flustered by her glare of course.Typical kiasu attitude.We took the sky train to terminal 1 and went to another bookshop...my family..the adventure squad.Not that I mind going to another bookstore...but its a little ridiculous come to think of it.Ah well.
Spent the morning playing computer and watching senseless tv shows.Boring way to pass time.My brother's now annoying me with having the newspaper slapped against his thighs....how sick it that??????I mean where the hell does he gets this ideas from???PIAK..PIAK ..PIAK...argh...shut up already!~Sadistic ass + toot ass look.Mom persuaded him to go for a haircut to look decent.Smart.I mean ya..he is toot...but there is no need to look the part.But he doesn't want to.I am utterly bewilered.Why would anyone purposely look like a mush-room head?????????I better stop.He's gona cry soon..haha..okok...jkjk.But he's really pissed off now.Since when was it wrong to tell the truth?I am confuse God.
Was surprise when I log in to MSN just now.Found out that elix use me and carmella word invention as her email.Haha.eli-xish-ness.What honour!What pride!Perheps someday...just maybe...it would land up in the webster/oxford or whatever dictionary...haha...I can even provide the meaning now.Eli-xish-ness:to describe someone vain or proud acts or someone being vain..or the hokkien might put it...buay hiao bai!Not bad eh....*smirks*I am sooo totally crapping here.Nothing impressive here yanni.Lols.JK.
well..
till then
me
Friday, November 12, 2004
visit to the doc
I almost laughed out loud when I saw the size of my tagboard in this new blogskin.I just found the picture so endearing that I just couldn't resist.So...happy scrolling people.LolS~
Haven't been feeling well this past couple of days.Dad accompanied me to the doc yesterday night.Once again he acted all macho and smart.He stands in the corner,arms crossed and legs crossed.And always claims that it must be the weather in singapore and the doc would uncomfortably agree...'well..partly..but..'and it causes him to go on and on nonsensibly about some lame theory to prove to my dad that he is competent in his job.Than my dad would put on the professor voice...and ask the doc...'So...doc what do you suggest that she take?Hm...can we give her the antibiotic to cure her cough?and he drones on and on.There I was impatiently looking at the clock........my heart wrench at the thought of missing one episode of 'the champions'.Then my dad have to reveal that I had asthma when I was young...hoping to gain sympathy from the doc...by then I was already so darn embarrased..who wouldn't..esp when ur dad has spilled out your sick habits...such as using up rolls of toilet paper in a day..how I can't stop blowing..how my nose can't stop running...I was like.....'Daddddd...you don't need to spill out my life's secrets to him.........'And of course all this prolong the whole consultation time...in which makes me miss out 'the champion'.My dad like me...tends to be a little dramatic at times..like me using up to roll[S] of toilet paper....sheesh....I was starting to show my impatience...soo...my dad gives a lame excuse saying that I am probably sick of eating medicine trying to score some more sympathy points with the doc.Arghhhhhhh.........all I could think then was...my show!!!~
Went to bugis with wen yan,pei yun and wen ling on wednesday.Had quite a good time.Esp when we were having dinner at this place called 'Noosh".haha.A really longggg story.This is the kind of jokes in which you have to be there to find it funny.Spent around $45.Utterly broke after I surrendered the rest of my money to my mom..in which she thinks is technically hers.Bought a new pencil case at the wallet's shop.Its white...quite transparent..and has the words 'GIRLS ROCKS!' in pink.Really cool.I love it.Wen yan bought this enormous black pencil case..with the same words and all.Also very cool...I love the colour contrast.We also watched 'the princess diary 2'..which for me is the second time..ah well....never mind.We of course took pictures at bugis.I think it has become customery to take pics when you go out with your friends.We chose the latest one.The one which has a sofa in it.It costed $2 more.And in the end..when the pics came out...you can't really see the sofa...esp with 4 people in it.The machine also let us decorate as long as we want...resulting in wen yan and pei yun overdoing the pics...a mess of stars everywhere..in my opinion anyways...no wonder most machines gave us tme limit.Went home at around 8 plus..nearing 9.My mom wasn't really happy about it of course...but what done is done.
till then
me
Haven't been feeling well this past couple of days.Dad accompanied me to the doc yesterday night.Once again he acted all macho and smart.He stands in the corner,arms crossed and legs crossed.And always claims that it must be the weather in singapore and the doc would uncomfortably agree...'well..partly..but..'and it causes him to go on and on nonsensibly about some lame theory to prove to my dad that he is competent in his job.Than my dad would put on the professor voice...and ask the doc...'So...doc what do you suggest that she take?Hm...can we give her the antibiotic to cure her cough?and he drones on and on.There I was impatiently looking at the clock........my heart wrench at the thought of missing one episode of 'the champions'.Then my dad have to reveal that I had asthma when I was young...hoping to gain sympathy from the doc...by then I was already so darn embarrased..who wouldn't..esp when ur dad has spilled out your sick habits...such as using up rolls of toilet paper in a day..how I can't stop blowing..how my nose can't stop running...I was like.....'Daddddd...you don't need to spill out my life's secrets to him.........'And of course all this prolong the whole consultation time...in which makes me miss out 'the champion'.My dad like me...tends to be a little dramatic at times..like me using up to roll[S] of toilet paper....sheesh....I was starting to show my impatience...soo...my dad gives a lame excuse saying that I am probably sick of eating medicine trying to score some more sympathy points with the doc.Arghhhhhhh.........all I could think then was...my show!!!~
Went to bugis with wen yan,pei yun and wen ling on wednesday.Had quite a good time.Esp when we were having dinner at this place called 'Noosh".haha.A really longggg story.This is the kind of jokes in which you have to be there to find it funny.Spent around $45.Utterly broke after I surrendered the rest of my money to my mom..in which she thinks is technically hers.Bought a new pencil case at the wallet's shop.Its white...quite transparent..and has the words 'GIRLS ROCKS!' in pink.Really cool.I love it.Wen yan bought this enormous black pencil case..with the same words and all.Also very cool...I love the colour contrast.We also watched 'the princess diary 2'..which for me is the second time..ah well....never mind.We of course took pictures at bugis.I think it has become customery to take pics when you go out with your friends.We chose the latest one.The one which has a sofa in it.It costed $2 more.And in the end..when the pics came out...you can't really see the sofa...esp with 4 people in it.The machine also let us decorate as long as we want...resulting in wen yan and pei yun overdoing the pics...a mess of stars everywhere..in my opinion anyways...no wonder most machines gave us tme limit.Went home at around 8 plus..nearing 9.My mom wasn't really happy about it of course...but what done is done.
till then
me
Thursday, November 11, 2004
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Dont give a farting shit
Sometimes I really feel like telling the world...you know what..fuck off..don't bother me...
I don't give a farting shit about anything..whatever..but I can't...I don't have a choice..got to do what I have to do whether I like it or not...you don't have much of a choice when you want to achieve your 'dream' girl.This was what miss koh basically was trying to tell me when she pulled me aside after class today.I could only humbly nod back very seldom making eye contact with her.
Dreams.Pulease...just what are the odds of having your dreams true....I see my parents slogging their guts out everyday...doing what they have to do..not what they want to do.Miss koh tells me...if I weren't smart she won't be telling me all this crap...ya..if I was smart how come am I the one single out of the class..and then oym at the back..probably scoffing at me in his mind..well go the hell....
So what I have to do now is to start actually try to understand math...I got to buck up..or..bye bye Os..I got to understand it whether I like it or not..otherwise don't think of even going to jc,poly or even ite...sheesh...WHATEVER!!
till then
always me
I don't give a farting shit about anything..whatever..but I can't...I don't have a choice..got to do what I have to do whether I like it or not...you don't have much of a choice when you want to achieve your 'dream' girl.This was what miss koh basically was trying to tell me when she pulled me aside after class today.I could only humbly nod back very seldom making eye contact with her.
Dreams.Pulease...just what are the odds of having your dreams true....I see my parents slogging their guts out everyday...doing what they have to do..not what they want to do.Miss koh tells me...if I weren't smart she won't be telling me all this crap...ya..if I was smart how come am I the one single out of the class..and then oym at the back..probably scoffing at me in his mind..well go the hell....
So what I have to do now is to start actually try to understand math...I got to buck up..or..bye bye Os..I got to understand it whether I like it or not..otherwise don't think of even going to jc,poly or even ite...sheesh...WHATEVER!!
till then
always me
Sunday, November 07, 2004
plentIful emoTions
Watched 'Bridget Jones Diary' in the morning today.After watching,it struck to me how pathetic my life is.Namely my 'love' life.Its these kind of movies that make me feel good and warm at first after the couple has kiss but after the movie ends and the names appear I start to reflect...and then thats when I feel depressed.Icompare the movie with my life...and in order not to get anymore depress I remind yourself its just a movie.MOVIE.Just a fictional movie.Didn't feel much better.But the movie was good.The funniest part must be when the two men had the fight..haha..and when bridget narrates the thoughts in her head.
I kept yawning throughtout the entire afternoon despite having slept for more than 8 hours.I just felt so tired.My mom said it was because I had slept too much.Doesn't make much sense to me.You sleep too lil you get tired.You sleep more and you also get tired.HMmmMM...Played the computer about an hour plus when mom comes back from work and brings me to compass point.Saw quite alot of people from my school.Most of then didn't see me though..haha.
Went back and dad brought me to borders!!!!!!!!!!!So happy.Found out from him that my handphone repair shop in wheelock place so I shun bian go borders!I went in and sniff hard...ahhhhh...the smell of books!I spent around an hour and when my dad saw that I had 2 books in my hand he said don't tell me you come all the way here ..only buy 3 books??I was like..you mean I can buy more?So off I went.And came back with another book.I couldn't find another book that I had eyed in mph the other day!!Ah well..
Wana apologise to char for cancelling our bowling appointment..lolS..me such a piggy.Cna't be helped.And oh ya..announce that CARMELLA WATCHES PLAYHOUSE DISNEY WITH HER BRO!!haha....jkjk.
till then
me
I kept yawning throughtout the entire afternoon despite having slept for more than 8 hours.I just felt so tired.My mom said it was because I had slept too much.Doesn't make much sense to me.You sleep too lil you get tired.You sleep more and you also get tired.HMmmMM...Played the computer about an hour plus when mom comes back from work and brings me to compass point.Saw quite alot of people from my school.Most of then didn't see me though..haha.
Went back and dad brought me to borders!!!!!!!!!!!So happy.Found out from him that my handphone repair shop in wheelock place so I shun bian go borders!I went in and sniff hard...ahhhhh...the smell of books!I spent around an hour and when my dad saw that I had 2 books in my hand he said don't tell me you come all the way here ..only buy 3 books??I was like..you mean I can buy more?So off I went.And came back with another book.I couldn't find another book that I had eyed in mph the other day!!Ah well..
Wana apologise to char for cancelling our bowling appointment..lolS..me such a piggy.Cna't be helped.And oh ya..announce that CARMELLA WATCHES PLAYHOUSE DISNEY WITH HER BRO!!haha....jkjk.
till then
me
go karting
I need chocolate.desperately.really really.I mean I am supposed to be on a diet and all....but after watching a show entirely chocolate on discovery channel...1 can't help but think about it.It has been in my head for 2 whole days.hopeless.
Have been reading angela's ashes by frank mccourt..really good book.Love his writing style.Love it so much I keep thinking thoughts in my head in the same style.Scary,in a good way.
Went to malaysia today.Dad wanted to inroduce to us the thrills and frills of go-karting.I was really nervous at first.I have the image of me crashing,colliding with other people-in short making a fool of myself.My bro went first..and he did so ever so slowly..haha..so slow even my dad could take pics of him go karting AND the pictures were CLEAR...hahaha...he couldn't believe it..till now.I was doing a fine job...when suddenly....I swerve a little and my kart wheel hit the wheel of another go karter who was trying to over take me.He glared at me as if it was entirely my fault and I mouthed sorry[though I doubt he could see it,seeing that my helmet was blocking my mouth and all]anyways..I tried to move but it but couldn't of course.THIS HAD TO HAPPEN....sheesh...
So I walked back like a fool..with the gigantic stupid balck helmet on..head down...a broken woman...pride stepped on..trodden on..kicked..smashed... bulldozered...trashed..and what made things worse..WAS.....[drumroll pls...].......I COULDN'T GET MY FREAKING HELMET OFF!....no I am just joking.But overall it was really fun.Being in total control of something..and the accelaration..whEeee.....and when you turn around a bend..your whole body swing to one side and really..just like a mini roller coaster..great fun.
well
till then
me
Have been reading angela's ashes by frank mccourt..really good book.Love his writing style.Love it so much I keep thinking thoughts in my head in the same style.Scary,in a good way.
Went to malaysia today.Dad wanted to inroduce to us the thrills and frills of go-karting.I was really nervous at first.I have the image of me crashing,colliding with other people-in short making a fool of myself.My bro went first..and he did so ever so slowly..haha..so slow even my dad could take pics of him go karting AND the pictures were CLEAR...hahaha...he couldn't believe it..till now.I was doing a fine job...when suddenly....I swerve a little and my kart wheel hit the wheel of another go karter who was trying to over take me.He glared at me as if it was entirely my fault and I mouthed sorry[though I doubt he could see it,seeing that my helmet was blocking my mouth and all]anyways..I tried to move but it but couldn't of course.THIS HAD TO HAPPEN....sheesh...
So I walked back like a fool..with the gigantic stupid balck helmet on..head down...a broken woman...pride stepped on..trodden on..kicked..smashed... bulldozered...trashed..and what made things worse..WAS.....[drumroll pls...].......I COULDN'T GET MY FREAKING HELMET OFF!....no I am just joking.But overall it was really fun.Being in total control of something..and the accelaration..whEeee.....and when you turn around a bend..your whole body swing to one side and really..just like a mini roller coaster..great fun.
well
till then
me
Saturday, November 06, 2004
east coast
Went to East Coast Park today with wy,ky and miss lim.
Rode from practically one end to the other for 1 and a half hour.
Butt seriously hurt.Even my pad didn't help me.[dun mind my straight forwardness].
Couldn't walk properly for the next half hour.I think I am permenantly damaged down there..haha...JK!!~
Weather was good comapared to the rainy days we have been having the past few days and people weren't all that many.Perfect.
Was hoping for a tan...got red instead.Asked dad later whether I had darken..he said no.
Such disppointment.Considering that he IS my DAD afterall, he could have at least tried to lie for his only daughter...
Wy me and ky were feeling pretty ashamed of ourselves.Miss lim manage to out-cycle,out-climb and out-walk us.
We are so out of shape.Imagine...a 20 plus..30 plus woman beating 3 young,fresh,hip,cool teenagers ..haha..couldn't believe it ourselves.
Went to the underpass,me and ky stumbled down the stairs like drunken siao kia.
It seems like we have lost control of our legs.
Went to Miss lim church.Ah..finally air condition...but we couldn't sit till about 20 mins later.
My feet ache like hell.Sat on the chair for around and hour plus..butt hurt like hell again.
Many people cried after session.Was pretty surprise at the people erm..'devotion'.
Went to parkway parade with family.Bought a book,a cd and a tee shirt.whEe..
till then
me
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
out,lost and found
Hello World.
Been out these couple of days.You heard me.OUT.Went bowling with Charmaine,Rachel and Hui Min yesterday.And it typically rained when we stepped out of our house.All we wanted was a simple fun game of bowling.But when it was on my third turn the alley had a blackout.Just when my ball hit the pins.Rachel felt that the cause of the blackout was due to my horrible bowling skills.Dots.We waited like fools in the dark for pratically 20 mins when the man in charge told us we had to pay first before they would let on the electricity again.There were of course some people who were pissed with the idea and sturbornly refused to pay up.Some upped and left the alley.Never had the alley suffered from the blackout..it had to happen when we were there.So...we decided to fill our stomachs with some chow first before coming back again.What we didn't expect was me losing my wallet which had around 80 freaking bucks in it.I was in shock.I kept running the lines of 'wtf will my dad do to me if he finds out' in my head.Driving my paranoid.Me and Charmaine then ran back to the alley in the rain and we were about to give up when I decided to ask some monfort boys who were in the lane next to us whether they had seen the wallet.Miracously they had saw and kept it.I was so damn grateful when the guy handed over me the wallet.Rachel couldn't believe monfort boys were so honest and me and char couldn't help laughing when we imagine rachel reaction.Because throughout the time in the alley..rachel was there 'suaning' them and all.Hui Min came and we played the second game.I deproved immensely.From a 72 I went down to a 40 plus.Ah well..heyyy..it was like my fifth time..what ya expect..lols.We went back to heartland mall and took some pics.Of course we warned and threatened rachel beforehand NOT and NEVER to colour the background pink And put stupid Crowns on our heads.Lols.Under careful survelience the pics came out pinklessness.Whee.lols.overall the day was pretty eventful.
till then
me.
ps:i pierced my ears le!!hehe...tell you all about it tml..
Been out these couple of days.You heard me.OUT.Went bowling with Charmaine,Rachel and Hui Min yesterday.And it typically rained when we stepped out of our house.All we wanted was a simple fun game of bowling.But when it was on my third turn the alley had a blackout.Just when my ball hit the pins.Rachel felt that the cause of the blackout was due to my horrible bowling skills.Dots.We waited like fools in the dark for pratically 20 mins when the man in charge told us we had to pay first before they would let on the electricity again.There were of course some people who were pissed with the idea and sturbornly refused to pay up.Some upped and left the alley.Never had the alley suffered from the blackout..it had to happen when we were there.So...we decided to fill our stomachs with some chow first before coming back again.What we didn't expect was me losing my wallet which had around 80 freaking bucks in it.I was in shock.I kept running the lines of 'wtf will my dad do to me if he finds out' in my head.Driving my paranoid.Me and Charmaine then ran back to the alley in the rain and we were about to give up when I decided to ask some monfort boys who were in the lane next to us whether they had seen the wallet.Miracously they had saw and kept it.I was so damn grateful when the guy handed over me the wallet.Rachel couldn't believe monfort boys were so honest and me and char couldn't help laughing when we imagine rachel reaction.Because throughout the time in the alley..rachel was there 'suaning' them and all.Hui Min came and we played the second game.I deproved immensely.From a 72 I went down to a 40 plus.Ah well..heyyy..it was like my fifth time..what ya expect..lols.We went back to heartland mall and took some pics.Of course we warned and threatened rachel beforehand NOT and NEVER to colour the background pink And put stupid Crowns on our heads.Lols.Under careful survelience the pics came out pinklessness.Whee.lols.overall the day was pretty eventful.
till then
me.
ps:i pierced my ears le!!hehe...tell you all about it tml..
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