maniac depressive

So many thoughts are swirling about in my mind now.
I think I need to go for an all out rant.
Supremely pissed.
Not for the first time might I add.
Goddamn it ppl.
Stop taking me as a punching bag.
I am not some emotionless ass who you think you can just beat up any day you want.
I am not some cheery comic cartoon who don't have feelings.
I do.
In case for some strange and wayward reason you haven't notice it.
This year is sucky.
No other way of putting it.
It sucks!
I feel like yelling at someone now.
farkiinn hell.
Don't give a damn about my language.
farrrrrrrkkkkkkkk.
I wish I was a kid.
No big thoughts...
No need to pay for huge consequences...
No one will blame you if you do something stupid course afterall you are just a kid.
They say teenage years are the best time of your life.
Oh god.
You mean to tell me adult life gets worse then this???
Oh no.
I think I am going to kill myself when I am like 21.
Of course only after taking pot,smoking marijuana,drink till I am drunk and watch R(a) movies,go to a nudist resort,experience being high THEN I will kill myself.
Maybe I should get pregnant and married at the same time and then I can die and tell god I lived my life fully and happily.
Not in the right state of mind now.
Maybe I am maniac depressive.
WoweE.
My life just gets better and better.
bahs.