paper thin lies

Messy.
This is how I would desribe my life as for now.
I go to school I have to face 3 messy aspects.
-friends.-relationships.-studies.
I come back home from school I have to face 3 other messy aspects.
-father.-mother.-brother.
I am failing my amath.emath.chemistry.physics.chinese.
I have hurt someone deeply earlier this month.
I have not got all those failed papers signed.
Camp is in 6 days,I am not feeling well and my period haven't came.
Its just the fourth month and somehow I have manage to messed up my life.
The only fucking thing I am sucessful in.
Camp is going to be another messy affair with my lugging along 90 packets of tissues for my troubling nose and 90 pads for my period.
Its going to be mucus and blood galore.
Indeed indeed.
Im whacked up.
hahahahaha....
Im at the brink of going into hysterics.
muahahahas.
Basically Im still the same old book loving me but added with a sense of helplessness and remorse.
bleghs.
You know what...I won't give a fiddler's fart about all this messy stuff anymore.
I shall just laadeedaa my life away and fart at people who insults me.
yupp.
=)).
to0dles`.