the week that i have been preparing for since primary 1 has mercifully passed.
however,as much as i yearn to go wild and 'party'-so to speak, i have this inner i-don't-think-i've-gave-it-my-best-shot kinda feeling.
yeah, its a long one. lol
really praying hard that i can make it into a decent poly course.
you cannot imagine the amount of worse case scenarios that have replayed in my sick head.
i really can scare myself pretty badly at times.
self-paranoia ROCKS.
there are dark circles around my eyes and i think i can save my money on eyeliner for prom.
maybe i should go for that sick anorexic im-so-pale-and-haggard look for prom.
will be all sooo natural and i can save money and time!
blogging is such a good crapping outlet.
after being serious for an entire week the amount of crap stored inside of me is overwhelming.
never mind, i can count on wy for being lame at all times and crap with her.
hahaha.
finally can attend church on sunday and see lots of pink once more.
bleahs.
lol.
anyways, running out of stuff to write.
so
BYE!
ps:readin testis are a good self esteem booster. LOL. thou it only has temporary effects.
pps:i just realised how many friends i've lost closeness with over the years.
ppps:why haven't i noticed?
pppps:DANG.
ppppps:so much for testis being esteem boosters.feelin pretty down now.i want my old friends back as well!!!! sobbs.
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