so im deliberating between posting something 'entertaining' or something from deep within of me.
i really do ponder about the whole point of blogging.
have this sudden impulse to stop bloggin altogether and then i'd think-at least its better than doing nothing.
but that's a stupid excuse.
i can't make myself to blog about something real
*shrugs*
guess i will just pour out the 'realness' in my diary,in which my bro just thumbed through yesterday.
i wasn't angry at him,i was i guess ,disappointed in him.
in my opinion,disappointment is much worse than anger.
keeping my own thoughts to myself really matters to me cause that's all the belongs to me.
the very least he can do is to not take that away from me.
sigh.
the other day while walking down orchard road,i saw a guy holding a sigh saying 'free hugs'.
i've seen the various vidoes on the 'free hugs' campaign that has happened in other countries and was rather surprise to see one being held in singapore as well.
however,i did not go up to hug the guy.
i don't know why.
something held me back,maybe it was of his grubby appearance,maybe its because it won't deem normal to be doing so or maybe ... i just don't know how to put it in words la.
i just didn't do though i strongly believe that all of us needs a hug every now and then.
anyways heres the 'entertainment' segment of this post.
actually it isn't funny or anything,just something light hearted.
my new year resolutions!!!!!!! (you know its coming)
SAVE AT LEAST $800 FROM THE ENTIRE YEAR.
I WILL HAVE YOU KNOW,I'VE NEVER DONE THIS 'SAVING' THING BEFORE SO DON'T LAUGH AT THE SMALL AMOUNT.
(IS IT A NORMAL AMOUNT? I REALLY DON'T HAVE A CLUE)
LOSE AT LEAST 2KG,EITHER THAT OR TRY TO BE CONTENT WITH MYSELF.
LOL. EITHER WAY ALSO DIFFICULT LA.
JOG AT LEAST ONCE A MONTH IN CHURCH.
THIS WILL REQUIRE A HERUCLEAN EFFORT FROM MOI THAT'S FOR SURE.
DO QUIET TIME 2 TIMES A WEEK.
ZONING OUT OR STONNING DO NOT COUNT.
DON'T SAY ANY CURSE WORDS.
BLOODY NOT INCLUDED CAUSE ITS AN ADJECTIVE.
TRY TO HIT THE SACK BEFORE 12 AM.
ONLY SLEEP DURING 1 SERVICE PER MONTH.
THIS SHOULDN'T EVEN BE A RESOLUTION. LOL
COMPLETE SOL1 BY THE END OF THE YEAR.
SIGH...CAUSE OF MY MATH TUITION LAST YEAR,IM SOOO LAGGING.
MEMORISE AT LEAST 24 BIBLE VERSES BY END OF THE YEAR.
MUST. (PUT THIS JUST FOR THE EFFECT,LOL)
ONLY EAT FAST FOOD 3 TIMES A WEEK.
GROW MY 1 CM IN HEIGHT.
SHRINK EVERYWHERE ELSE THAT NEEDS TO BE SHRINKED.
ALMOST GENETICALLY IMPOSSIBLE.
IM TRYING TO BLAME IT ON MY GENES TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER.
LOL
BRUSH MY TEETH EVERYDAY AND NIGHT.
CEPT FOR THE HOLS AND GIRLS CHIT CHAT SESSIONS AT NIGHT.
^^
TRY TO MAKE AN EFFORT TO PUT ON SOCKS BEFORE WEARING CONVERSE SNEAKERS.
MY FEET STILL DOES NOT STINK THOU DESPITE IT BEING SOCKLESS.
SO THERE!
TRY TO LEARN HOW TO LOVE MYSELF.
cause then i won't be able to love anyone else.
try not to feel like i need to gain permission to love myself.
TRY TO LAUGH MORE OFTEN AT THE JOKES OF OTHERS.
JUST SO THEY CAN FEEL BETTER.
HAHA.
QUARREL WITH BROTHER ONLY 4 TIMES A WEEK.
SUPER UBER DIFFICULT,ONLY POSSIBLE IF WE DON'T COMMUNICATE.
STOP WALLOWING IN SELF PITY.
LAUGH AT THE PLIGHT OF OTHERS INSTEAD.
HAHAHA.
STOP BEING SO MEAN AND SARCASTIC AND CYNICAL.
STOP THIS LIST.
TRY TO REMEMBER AT LEAST 2 OF THESE RESOLUTIONS.
ACTUALLY DO 1 OF THEM.
LAUGH AT THIS LIST BY YEAR 2008.
THEN DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN.
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