i don't know if i rather not have it this way.
and yet the absence takes over me even when i don't want it to and it occupies every corner of my mind.
drives me nuts.
but its better to have nothing at all?
sigh
its always the same.
i feel like i've written this before and yeah, i'm hopeless at this.
so tired.
this week is basically a blur of waking up and always feeling i haven't slept.
so tired i could cry now.
not that i'm particularly sad, just overwhelmed because i'm underwhelmed.
like, i want to panick for econs but i can't bother.
and then there's the 3 presentations and 1 report to hand in on friday but do i care?
not particularly.
its scarier when its like this ain't it?
random random random.
my thought process is all over the place cause i just want to really stop thinking that i should stop thinking cause i really can't stop thinking.
the more i try, the more messed up everything in my head gets and this time it has nothing to do with caffeine overdose (i hardly ever consume it, which explains the spelling.)
Old teenage hopes are alive at your door
Left you with nothing but they want some more.
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