Tuesday, February 24, 2009

One of the reasons we crave love, and seek it so desperately, is that love is the only cure for loneliness, and shame, and sorrow. But some feelings sink so deep into the heart that only loneliness can help you find them again. Some truths about yourself are so painful that only shame can help you live with them. And some things are just so sad that only your soul can do the crying for you.
- Shantaram, Gregory David Roberts
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Exams are effin over. The noose around my neck has been loosen. Now I'll just have to remember how to breathe again.
Caught 'He's just not that into you' after our paper and there was 2 parts (The Ben Affleck part) in the movie which got most of us with tears in our eyes cause it was so sweet in the simplest and most impossible manner. Every girl was behaving as if they were in their own living room, cooing and oohing at the ooh-worthy moments. I felt sorry for the guys we blindly dragged.
We are such complicated creatures. Like right now, I'm trying to revel in my returned freedom, but it isn't working out the way I thought it would. Maybe I'm just tired from staying up for the Oscars despite having a morning paper the next day. It's obvious my priorities are still missing. I need to up my reward claim.
I feeeeeel, I feel like taking a night walk on my own now. Blast my genes and my noisy door. Where's the fire escape route when you need one? Not that...it appears ever so often.

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