When nothing is supposed to be 'taken personally' for minimum of 4 hours at a go but a lot of it seems personal (especially when you're asked to 'disappear'), it takes a toll on you- even in a mechanic state. If only I was more aggressive, hah.
Playing with my nieces is like therapy, they make me forget but I midway I'd fall through and I think they could sense my collaspe.
I'm suddenly juggling a intrepid mix of things- school, work, driving lessons, finalyearproject leader (inability to say no), fashion helper for lollipop at zouk (inability to say no) and I've yet to complete my article to qualify for AsianYouthGames (inability to churn out a sport's article).
Note to self- must maintain wisdom and throw away wrecked emotions.
Too bad breakfast with Miss Lim and the girls today was short-lived. Glad I didn't talk as much this time round about myself though. Cause that's actually who I really am and they're the only people I feel comfortable enough to keep silent and know I don't have to be the one to make things more enjoyable for everyone else. Self-indulgence? Maybe, but it's about damn time.
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