Monday, August 10, 2009

Dear Lord, I pray for nights where I can sleep well. I pray for my actual stress symptoms to go away. I pray for light marking and a blind eye to my mistakes in my assignments which I haven't actually done. I pray that I can actually complete those assignments in time. I pray that I acquire wisdom and knowledge of the world overnight. I pray that this prayer works. I pray that my heart do not collaspe the next time it plummets down to the cold dark depth of my soul-which is scared shitless in face of my assignments, especially the one that I have to pass so that I can bloody graduate. Holy cow, Lord, my heart just plummeted once again. Lord I pray all this in Jesus name. Amen.

I feel 16 all over again. Soon, I'll laugh at how I panicked, how all of this won't seem as important anymore. But as of now, this is all I can think of.

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