Happenstance

He got tired of me. I should have said this a year ago. Everything would have been easier. But I guess I wasn't brave enough to admit to that. Silly me, depending on him to end our cycle. It's different now. I'm happy with myself. Insecurities still plague me, but that's human isn't it? I just, feel different. What happened to us has taken on another form. Being on my own is fine. The present is mine but I promise to be more generous with the future. Being this transparent is killing me. I shall stop. Today was a strange day, meeting 3 different groups of people consecutively. But it was all good. Primary school friends have a particular ability to make you feel ancient, especially those you haven't met in nearly a decade. Despite that, I think we enjoyed each others' company enough to overlook that fact, so we might be meeting soon again. Wy&Joey surprised me when we met up for ice-cream and a drive to Anchorvale park after 11 on a school night. I'm not sure we accomplished anything but I get it. We can't always share everything. Some things we should leave for ourselves. Wy drove us home when Joey handed over his car keys; such an act of faith. LOL, but thanks Wy!