Conversation with self

At this moment, all I can do is sit here and breathe. At this moment, everything else is a little out of reach. This is all I can do. Nothing else. And you would have to accept that, cause I'm doing all that I can do, even if it's drastically less than what I can actually do. In a few moments, I might get out of this bed and get dressed up. Maybe even do it with a spring in my step. But not now. For now, everything just feels too hard.