first!!

first entry

Dear friend,
As you can probably tell,this is my very first entry.*beams proudly*.Let's have a formal introduction shall we?
Well,my name is not important at all...cause thats just a title for me.The real me is who you want to know.I come from a small country but a proud one...and we have a lot of reasons to be proud of ourselves..despite our humble background.I was born into a family with the genes of a very sensitive nose and asthma.God figured that my life shouldn't be perfect so he sent me a younger brother three years into my life.I am currently STILL studying.*Don't worry,I am one of those obedient kids who don't have the courage to stand up to their parents.*I am trying my best,but I have a hard time forcing interest into math and chinese.I wish I could say that I am weird,one of a kind...but actually we were all born with the same mind and heart.What I don't get is how come some people get sickness and dieases while others are all healthy.Actually there are alot of things that I don't get.I bet..no actually I know we would probably spend most of our live discovering.I feel that it is a bit stupid actually.After we discover everything out,we die..how is the knowledge put to use?Is it the feeling of satisfaction after the discovery??Ok..I guess this another thing to add to my list of my never ending list of 'yet to be discovered'.
I hate..no make it stronger...I despise people who are superficial..this are the people who will miss out alot of things in their narrow life.I also despise people who are phonies.Because they are wasting away their lives.I also hate selfish,materialistic and cowardly people.I hate wars and riots.Because they settle nothing and take away lives.I wish I was God for 1 day so that I could put everything back into place.
I love nature.nature is the magic that god has created.I love peace and quiet.Probably beacuae I live in a chaotic and hectic city.I love reading books.esp. those which teaches me life lessons.I also love watching movies..beacause they places false hope in me in.Because I am able to see something I am not able to see in real life.I love music as well.I love the way they make me want to shout my not so strong lungs out.They are poetry with the additional style.I love sports as well.I am quite good at them..just as long my heart is set on it.I think it is the same for everyone else.
I am quite a pessimist by nature...but I do try to look at the bright side.I hate how I look...but I don't have the confidence to go change it.I have my problems like everyone else and this is where you come in.I hope you would be able to guid me along this long and unsure road.
till then.
Me