all alone in this world. nobody wants to speak to you. nobody wants to talk to you. what are you? what are you? what have you become? your angst has comsumed you, it has burned the human out of you. What have you done? Why cant you be like the rest of the world, content with their lives, living it out aimlessly, yet happily? why can't you just speak like the rest of the world, join into their gossip, their bullshit, their conversation Why must you become the introvert that doesnt do anything at home but sit infront of the computer, hoping some poor bastard would want to chat with you? Well, wake up. Wake up you shit head. Its not gonna happen. You are just one loser in this world with nothing to do, nothing to achieve, nothing to obtain. you are nothing, and the world is everything, everything you can't even see, let alone touch.
Feeling pretty depressive right now as you can tell.feel like that idiot sitting in front of this damn computer doing really nothing in particular.this feeling sucks.perhaps i'm suffering from the guilt of not attending math lesson..then again..its only a math lesson.have done the usual routine.woke up late.stuffed myself with fast food.played gb marathorn.not yet showered as i can't be bother about self cleanliness now.brain not working.have not been using it for a long time.feel like a hypocrite.
always ...me
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