Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Dont give a farting shit

Sometimes I really feel like telling the world...you know what..fuck off..don't bother me...
I don't give a farting shit about anything..whatever..but I can't...I don't have a choice..got to do what I have to do whether I like it or not...you don't have much of a choice when you want to achieve your 'dream' girl.This was what miss koh basically was trying to tell me when she pulled me aside after class today.I could only humbly nod back very seldom making eye contact with her.
Dreams.Pulease...just what are the odds of having your dreams true....I see my parents slogging their guts out everyday...doing what they have to do..not what they want to do.Miss koh tells me...if I weren't smart she won't be telling me all this crap...ya..if I was smart how come am I the one single out of the class..and then oym at the back..probably scoffing at me in his mind..well go the hell....
So what I have to do now is to start actually try to understand math...I got to buck up..or..bye bye Os..I got to understand it whether I like it or not..otherwise don't think of even going to jc,poly or even ite...sheesh...WHATEVER!!
till then
always me

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