even before it comes,it has already force me to make changes due to it.
i worked it out in my slow brain today that i can't possibly go on holiday from 18 feb to 28 feb cause results will be released during the period of time.
$%^&*#@
so my family has to push it to the march holidays AND we still can't agree as to where we should go.
my momma suddenly tells us she has this secret desire to go to switzerland (i wasn't even aware she knew how to pronounce it in english) while my dad wants to visit his brother in canada and then go down to new york.
so my momma comes out with the brilliant idea of having each of us writing the country of our choice on a piece of paper and picking it out of a hat.
i really feel tempted to write somewhere real exotic.
sigh, why does time never agree with me?
anyways,i made my way to vivo today (ALONE) and just randomly walked about.
its very nice outside.
the sky feels so vast and you just feel uncovered-free i guess.
that is,if you can block out the number of half nekkid kids running about.
i found myself in pageone(the bookshop) and inhaled in the smell of books and wood.
i slowly and delightfully made my way from one bountiful bookshelf to another.
its the first time i really just took my time at selecting and browsing books.
carrying with me 5 books, i found a secluded corner which faced the harbour and read away.
it was such a fantastic feeling.
i should do this more often.
once in a while, i will look up from my book and gaze at the sky thats right in front of me and i'd feel so liberated.
i guess i just wanted to get away from all the crazy thinking and half ass guessing that's going on in my head.
a sudden feeling of lost will overwhelm me for no reason at different moments of the day and it scares me.
its easy for people to see when im upset,but they never know why.
ANYWAYS,
im going off.
need to get up early tomorrow.
work again.
whoopdeedoo.
MERRY XMAS PP. as merry as it can get anyways. (took tis outside vivo)
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