help?

Its typical the way I let myself down.
I did it once more today.

Why do I never heed the right piece of advice?
Instead,choosing to go the other way with a sense of sudden defiance and urge I have lost hold of.

Got into something accidentally today.
Had no plans whatsoever to do so but God seem to have pushed me into that direction.

(I really should start being more direct huh, cause its also affecting my essay writing.
too much mystery shrouding my words. LOL.whatever.)

Anyways, does anyone have a 'dummies for prom planning'?
Or does anyone has a secret fetish for creating BEEYOOTIFUL events?
Cause I think we could do with some help regarding our prom this year.
The school is choosing to neglect us once more, while showering more attention and FUNDS for MORE overseas trips for the SEC 3S.
The unequality of it all.
They seem to be discouraging us in an indirect manner.
WE SHALL NOT GIVE IN TO THEM.
Neverrrrrrrr.

-.-"

actually I have no idea what I am caring so much for a night where nothing happens.
this is why I dislike myself at times.

Watched 'the devil wears prada' yesterday with rachel and charmaine.
It was in a sense a little different.
See how this whole other world is like.
Vicious,cold,beautiful and thin.
Love how meryl streep portrayed her character and the fashions rocked.

IM OFF.

to bite myself.



toodles.