paper thin lies

Just finished reading an article about self-abuse and my sarcastic side gets the better of me-as always.
I really don't think self-abuse is the main issue here.I mean, even if you did stop putting yourself down and hating who you are there will always be others who will do it for you.
PEOPLE HURT PEOPLE.

Recently I have recieving several indirect 'attacks' just because my english happens to have done better.
Even my sister in christ have put me down and I really don't care that I am typing it here.
I have to be the one who takes the insults even though I have got nothing to do with it.
sighs.
Whatever.
I really don't see what's the huge deal about doing superbly well for your prelims.
Its going to matter for 3 freaking months of your life.
The results from your Os is going to completely erase any trace of it.
Forgoodness sake, lighten up.
And rankings don't make who you are, or what people think of you.
Seriously,the society is obsessed with always trying to get to the top.

I admit having been one of them, but now that I am supposedly like on the top or something like that, I realise it isn't what it seems.
I am still disappointed with my results and school's ranking is nothing compared to national ranking.
sighs.

anyways school has been pretty .... lately.
trying to not let my tiredness get the best of me.


byes.