paper thin lies

Running on empty, running on nothing.
A profound sense of lost, of losing nothing.
Of having been nothing.

A vessel,carrying things not of self.
Of doubts and dependency.

Precious illusions.
making me feel whole.
as if I was okay, that I was going to be okay.



Today
3 movies, 'the intepretation of murder'(book) and entertaining kahyuen and joeygirl kept me busy today.
So much for young and wild days.
LOL
OH, and I repainted my nails,this time I did not just go over the old paint.
Joey felt proud of me.
haha

JK.