There's Been Tons Of Expletives In My Head

Fishing at Sembawang jetty on Tuesday. Butterfactory last night. Today, dazed and stoned and ready to burst any moment. In frustration? In general let-down-ness? (haha, what a stupid non-word, let-down-ness) I'm tired of this fat gig. Maybe it hasn't been acceptance this whole time, just resignation. Well then, I'm tired of feeling resigned half the time. It's been 6 days long and just the rest of my life to go. I'm such a sell-out.