think happy.think positive.

I should be happy.Afterall there is no school.Yup.Must think happy.HAPPY.The word seems pretty foreign to me now.I wish I won't feel this way.But really there is nothing to be happy about now.Let me think..........what is there.......
Oh ya!Taufik won!Seems like my 6 calls didnt go to waste.*elation*.Ya...but only for a moment.Sad cas.Sly was pretty good.But I fell in love with Taufik 'Me and Mrs Jones'.
Continuing my gb marathon.In which results in eyes bags and late night snacking.I am quite surprise I am still not bored with it.Yet.
Went out with charmaine today to compass point and punggol plaza.Peeps...don't go to punggol plaza unless you wana grab some chow.It was boring to say the least.Headed back to compass point and saw amron.I seem to always bang into people I don't want to meet.First branson and sandra,now amron.Spare me please.Once again I paid another visit to the library.Same old boring me.
There is going to be math tuition tommorow.What joy.What happiness.MY ARSE LA.I rather go back to living my boring old cynical life then have math tuition.But oh noo.....mom is afraid I might flunk my math during my Os.Its 2 more years mumsie.To her,2 yrs is like 2 months.Gawd I hate my teacher.His has a nasty ordour that could rival oym's ordour [it is THAT bad] ,his voice annoys me to no end and I just hate him which in turn makes me hate math.
You guys feeling depressive already from reading my blog...forgive me.Afterall I am here to speak the sad truth of my pathetic live.My friends have simply disappeared to who knows where and I am doubting whether or not I got friends in the first place.And most days I spend time thinking of what I should do to occupy myself.I wish I could be like mella.Happy and cheery.Nahs...that is just not me.Not now anyways.Perhaps I am going through my mid life crisis.Who am I kidding.I'm not even old eough to watch m16 movies.gRrrr....
till my sad self returns
to0dles~
hope u guys r having a better time than me.
*sighs*
and tis is suppose to be e season to be 'jolly'.
I feel like scrooge.seriously.
dang..this is bad.
*coughs* fUk *coughs*