It's not one of those emo 'The world hates me' kind of anger but more of 'I hate the world' anger. In which makes me mad at everyone over everything, and I mean EVERYTHING.
A aunty blocks my way and I thought 'Cut what cut, so fat still cut. Eat for what, stop eating and die la' .
A person in a motorized wheelchair cuts my lane randomly and even that got me irritated.
YEAH, THAT TYPE OF ANGER.
I was just purely pissed and I bet my usual-dead-to-the-world facial expression was replaced by someone who's just...majorly utterly PISSED.
LOL
I got many stares while walking (don't ask me how I know, I just do) and I was even glad that they stared so I could look angrier and scare the pants off them. PFFFT
A good long run was something that I needed badly and I met up with Miss lim, joeygirl and yunyu at punggol park for a evening jog.
I lost track of them after the first run and ran for another 2 and a half rounds alone, sometimes thinking and sometimes not thinking at all.
There were times when all I could hear the sound of my breathing and my shoes hitting the ground. I let go of my anger and allowed myself to concentrate on praying and to just keep running.
A shot I took while running.
'To Him who by means of His power working in us is able to do so much more than we can ever ask for, or even think of , to God be the glory in the church and in Christ Jesus for all time, forever and ever! Amen.'
Ephesians 20-12
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