paper thin lies

TAMADIAAAAAAA! *SCREAMS FOR 17SECS LIKE CHESTER OF LP*


!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! equates feelings of pent up frustrations and dread due to overwhelming amount of INDIVIDUAL projects requiring skills of excellent photoshopping and artsy fartsy creative drawing.

EH!WHAT HAPPENED TO MEDIA AND COMMUNICATION?????????SINCE WHEN DID GRAPHIC DESIGN AND AVERTISEMENT DRAWING COME INTO PLACE????????????????????????????????

sigh
I know it sounds interestingly unacademic BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT I can't do any fancy crap on photoshop and DRAW.
sigh
I'm going to pray hard something miraculous happen,somewhere along the lines of become photoshop expert or something.

I'm feeling like my secondary 3 self.
Knowing I'm slacking and yet still not doing anything about it.
PFFFT.
I hate this feeling.
MUST START STUDYING F.O.M TOMORROW.

I have to come up with a report on ANOREXIA,BULIMIA AND BINGE EATING for oral communication in 2 hours tomorrow.
Ever since I've started my research (yesterday) , I suddenly think food is GOOD and that food is my FRIEND.What is ironic is that its one of the first times I've been so stringent on fasting and yet I feel like eating is my one love now.
WACKED!!
(I understand why most girls out there think eating is bad though, I used to be one of them on days when I felt particularly fat.Now however, I just keep craving for chicken rice and fried kway teow. LOL)

However, I think pro-anorexia sites are wack beyond wack.
It's a 'close-knit' community of 'girls' (depraved minds) who encourage(brain-wash) each other NOT TO EAT and head towards destination 'skeleton land'.
The things they eat OR NOT EAT is wacked.
A cherry tomato here, a slice of carrot (I had chocolate on it, XI LIAO LA) and a stack of celery there.
They are all pleased with themselves for just taking in 330 calories per day (ave. is 1500? above) and will arrogantly announce the lost of their curves because they weigh around 96 pounds.
There's people who DIE because they weigh 45pounds.
45!!! gosh.
I thought even our bones would weigh more than that.



ERHEM.
I SHALL NOW REGAIN MY COMPOSURE.
I just realised I have been !!!! throughout this entry.
...scary.

I've been off from meat for 10 days now and fish for 3 days.
WHOOPIE for me.
lol