99

conflicted.tainted.shattered.stained.scarred.teared.SAVE ME.



I had plenty of time to myself today.
For 4 quiet calm hours,I was without the company of my friends.
Unconflicted with emotions and thoughts,I began to wonder about myself.
That's right,MYSELF.
Thought about yesterday's sermon,the teachings I've learnt from pastor SL during SMART and the things miss lim discussed during cell yesterday.
I guess those 4 hours was a blessing amidst daily routine of hurrying here and there.

So many a time we go about with our lives,wondering about completely random and pointless stuff such as, 'Hmm,what should I have for lunch today?" or 'Ah crap,I simply HAVE to catch 'Grey's Anatomy' today,but what about the physics homework mrs ng gave us...' and so on and so forth.
Before you know it,an hour has passed with you sitting on your chair with a dazed look on your face and your pen held aloft in your hands.

I saw heaven gates yesterday night after fending off spirits in my room.Unknowingly,a smile slowly beckoned forth on my lips and well,I basically smiled in wonderment and amazement for that few precious moments while I was shown snatches of heaven.It was...unlike what I have experienced before.It was more than a image,it was a revelation and it brought about hope.Its no wonder I woke up pretty cheery today despite needing to wake 40 minutes earlier than usual.

Have an array of events to look forward to this coming 2 weekends.First off,the Take the City walk!Currently trying to persuade my classmates into coming for the walk but the early schedule has them scampering off.Planet Shakers is coming to town and boy,its going to be HAPPENING MAN.ehh..however,just by saying that it has become unhappening.LOL.

Its 99 days to Os.

I wonder what I can achieve in during this 99 days in comparision to the 266 days I have been give.

DANG.