paper thin lies

not in the best of moods at the moment.
been a grouchy pissed-off blowing trumpet for the last couple of days.
should not have attended smartkids yesterday,cause then i won't miss going to church today.
SIGHS
the one thing i look forward to the whole week and i can't freaking go.
and you'd wonder why life sucks sometimes.
THIS IS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY.

basically crashed on my bed after smartkids yesterday and even the offer of bak ku teh could not lure me away from my sleep.
only woke up at approx. 1237am in mild shock.
had a bigger shock when i realised that i had not in fact completed my emath tuition homework.
furthermore,my throat was seriously killing me and my nose so blocked even a tiny particle of air would not be able to pass through.not a good feeling to wake up to.
lumbered sleepily to the kitchen and gulped down my medicine.
could not really sleep well after that.
kept waking up,thinking it was time for tuition already.
SIGHS.

very sick of feeling sick.


..he said it was going to be alright.
he was wrong.