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Heyya.
Just felt like writing suddenly though I really have nothing much to say as usual.The condition of my voice has worsened if that's possible and now I can hardly speak.I can see the strain in people's eyes when I speak to them.Thats how bad I sound.Maybe its good that I can't really speak,it helps me hear more clearly.As the saying goes,god gave us 2 ears but only 1 mouth so we can listen more than we talk or whatever the meaning about the same.I had envisioned myself to be sitting in the theater now laughing over white chicks but my illness had prevented that vision from coming true.Instead I am sitting in front of my computer writing to no one in particular.My eyes feel very tired now and I am now typing without actually seeing and amazingly I dont make any mistakes.Today was okay I guess.Went to school around 8 plus and came home around 4.Went to bathe and straight away my tuition teacher came.This is such a boring entry.Argh.I am basically typing whatever that comes to my mind.Hais.Exams coming le..monday to be precise.Waiting in anticipation..oops...wait...thats suppose to be oym line.I am afraid that I might feel well enough on monday to take the exam though.*sighs*.and to make things more uncomfortable for me..my period came.damn it.Life simply hates me.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me