confusedddd

hello world.

Feeling very confuse now.Major nail biting involved.I have never been good at making decisions.Now I am making one that could altar my entire life course.[dramatics again..heheS].Seriously,I am stumped.E3 or E4?E3 or E4?!E3 or E4?!!

Now I wish Regina hadn't told me which class I am in.I won't be feeling so confuse now.My mom's so worried that I might make the wrong decision that she is coming home early from work.She almost never cut short work.Shows how much she trust me.*shrugs*.

I should be happy.Being able to scrape into a A math class and all.But being the greedy human beings that we are...I want more now.Sure I did like to tell people that I got into the second best class...but come on..can I cope.I should be happy I got into E3.Getting into there is like a minor 1g(03) renuion.So why am I doubting my choice?Perhaps its the thought of being in the same class as fucking shit oym for another 2yrs that make me have doubts.But pls..he can't possible play such a big part in this.So whats my problem????

Hm...I am speaking as if I could go to E4 if I appeal.Maybe I should just stick to God's decision and go to E3 without any qualms.Then again...???Argh...

till then

me