no choice

heLlo pLaNeT eArTh,
It seems like I needn't had to make anymore choices yesterday.There wasn't anymore.Mr Yong convinced my mom that E3 was the right choice for me and that was it.I look at the class list and realised just how many of my friends were going to E5.I shall miss them sooooo very much.I felt so stupid for only mangaging to enter E3.I was even more sullen than my mom after the meeting,in fact she was the one consoling me on how suitable E3 was actually for me.I should be happy.HAPPY.But I was not.Not exactly.I felt a little bitter and regretful.Almost all my closest friends were in E5.Bao Hui,Elix,Shu Chen,Wen Yan and Kaiting.Regina got stuck in E4.There was only Kah Yuen left with me.Oh and OYM.*pukes*.
Relatives asked me how I done and I said 'okay lor'.My results has always been 'okay lor'.I am so sick of seeing the looks on people faces.I don't need any pity.Argh...
Actually there was another thing that made me upset.But its a secret.Haven't told a single soul and don't bother asking me what is it.Went to compass point after the meeting and had mos burger.Then went to heartland mall where I hung out in sans bookstore while my mom visits her friends.Was feeling pretty glum the entire day.
Yan Shan went to E4.So much for believing we would reunite in Sec3.After chatting yesterday,we came to the conclusion why we couldn't be in the same class.She told me that she put E4 in first choice coz she thought I wanted to go there,while I put E3 in sencond choice coz I thought she wanted to go there.So we ended up in each other 'dream' classes.How twisted.
Suppose to go for a debate thingy.But I got the timing wrong and couldn't make it in time for it.Amirah sms me later and told me she couldn't go either.Just as well.
till then
me