Shit

Dear Fwen,
I can feel it in my bones to the very depth of my stoned heart.Its time for me to wake up and face the cruel reality we live in.You guessed right,my math paper 2 is done and over with.Done badly.Right now I am trying to mentally prepare myself at the thought of going to e2 next year.Its terribly difficult though.I am so mad at myself for I know this has been all of my undoing.The results have not been posted up yet..but my intuition tells me I am probably not going to make it.When the teacher said 'times up' it was time for me to wake up.I got out of the class unclear of my surroundings.My friends were all busyily discussing theirs answers while I don't even have any answers to discuss.*laughs bitterly*.I saw yan shan and we immediately went hysterical.We decided to hang out together just the two of us to drown our sorrows.We went to Compass Point and basically talked for four hours straight there.I think I lost the feeling in my butt after the first two hours.Our talk had a cycle.We would be all so depressing and then suddenly got joke ..we would laugh..and then our laughter would slowly fade away as it gave way to sadness once more.Sigh.I think it was my first time that I hung around there for so long.Came home and it was raining.Perfect weather for my perfect mood.
till then
me
Living in a nightmare with never ending sleep.