the inevitable came.
my grandpa came to know my results and of course,i was....sigh,not so looking forward to the verdict.
compared to all my academically outstanding cousins(doctors,lawyers,uni in england,in usa, yada yada) my results are embarrassing to be even talked about.
when asked how many As i got,my dad bellowed, "2As" and i cringed with much discomfort at the situation at hand knowing how my grandpa will think of it.
he let me know a while later when he said he'd give me a thousand bucks and told me to study harder cause i didn't really do well this time.
(when have i ever?)
well,it left me kinda sad and wholly unsatisfied with myself.
another cousin of mine had recieve 10grand for getting into uni and knowing this,i rather not accept my 1grand cause it seem so pathetic.
i know,such childish thinking.
anyhows,this left me wanting to push myself harder,to let my grandpa be happy for or proud of me.
maybe i should give myself a chance for jc.
i came up with this theory.
we all know how soooo many $%^# smart people are now opting to go to poly instead of jc.
like yongming who got 7 pts and choosing to mechatronics at poly. (the world is wacked.enough said.)
with stiff competition like that,how the heck we normal people going to make it to uni??
so,since the smart people are now shifting to polys,the people left going to jc should be of easier competition ain't it?
aren't i the genius?
which is why.......i have not gave in my application form despite knowing the courses i'd like to take at poly.
yup.
thats about it today.
toodle loo.
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