and suddenly I feel the burden of having 5 projects to complete all too vividly.
it just came like WHAM and i'm gladly knocked off my feet.
(ooh,lookit,the sky looks great)
anyhows,i was looking forward to the meeting with the smartkids youthleaders today.
it was the one thing that kept me going throughout school,the one thing i was looking forward to.
but it made me broke.
i'm now down to my last 5cents.
trixia said money made me sound like an aunty.
i guess it does huh.
i was glad --- didn't come today.
the girls and i laughed in relief about that behind our laptop screens today while slacking in itb.
me:..i just realised --- didn't come today!
trixia:..oh yea! hahaha. no wonder it seems brighter today.
me:hahaha.oh wow..he never come. wheee.
jen:hahaha.me and liting laughed about that just now.
liting:huh?wad?ooh..hahaa.
then hahahahaha till william tan told us that other people wanted to learn about windows stoopid excel even if we weren't interested.
on the bus the other day,i suddenly felt completely utterly alone.
i've not felt like that for a long while even during times when i'm alone till that moment.
i don't even know why i felt that way and it didn't feel good.
emotions just don't make sense sometimes,especially mine.
i loveee messing myself up....not.
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