paper thin lies

I will never walk it through
I could never promise you
It's some place I followed you
I will never wander through




I'm listening to a cd of Nirvana right now and suddenly I truly feel sad that Kurt Cobain killed himself.

Was uber 'pissed' off just now cause,


ME MAMA JUST TOLD ME THAT SHE FINISHED 5 OF THE 6 CHOCOLATE DIGESTIVE BISCUITS FROM MARKS & SPENCERS AND I AM FEELING UTTERLY PISSED NOW THAT MY CRAVING IS RUINED.
RUINED!!!!!
THEY ARE FREAKING LARGE BISCUITS(SIZE OF MY PALM) AND SHE FINISHED ALL 5?????
WORSE THING IS,I CAN'T BE MAD AT HER.
ARGH
SO I'VE LOCKED MYSELF IN MY ROOM AND AM NOW BLASTING OFF NIRVANA FROM MY LAPTOP.
MY MENSES ARE SO COMING.
ARGH
WHY SHE ATE THEM ALL????????
PPPPFFTTTT......!
AN UNFULFILLED CRAVING IS THE WORST.
BOH! (NOT VERY WELL AT ALL IN FRENCH)
WHY DO I HAVE CRAVINGS EVEN WHEN I'M SICK?
SIGH


somehow Nirvana has calmed me down and I'm just sad he's gone.


Feel somewhat tired now and all I want to do is to collapse on my bed under my blankie and bolster and not move at all.
Prolly going to do that later.
Trying to get to sleep now seems like a chore,so I prolly going to lay there like a souless corpse and replay nirvana all over and over again.