paper thin lies

(this picture is so unlike me to make and took a lot out of my 'girly' side. heh)


They made me feel so much better yesterday after I shared about the uneasiness I felt about certain guys from my class.

It was only after I shared when I realised I was more affected emotionally than I thought I was.

Mama is right, I should do what pleases God and not men.
I shouldn't be afraid of mere guys,weird as they may be, cause I've got Jesus inside of me.

It's the society warped perception that its normal for guys to be disrespectful to girls and what is sadder is that girls find it almost flattering.
I almost felt it was nothing to be all 'drama mama' about but yesterday made me think otherwise.


With assurance from my cell group and their prayers, I reminded myself to do what's pleasing to God.


Today,
I could see their exchange of glances and their unhappy expressions when I told them seriously to get back to our project and stop their horny talk for more than 3 times, each time more serious than the next.

Did I expect them to really listen to me?
Heck no.
Cause it came from within them and if they didn't want to change then I couldn't do crap about that.

But I tried.
I tried not to conform,not to act what's expected of me and instead just shut off when they started that kind of talk.


To be 'stretched' by God.
=))


Choir was fun and I mean it.


I tried not to think of having need to go to school the next day cause that only brought my spirits down,instead I thought of God and how much joy He brought to me and how with Him,I can get through the next day no matter how miserable it might be.




Tribe camp is approaching and I am soooo looking forward to it.
I'm not sure whether my family trip to Korea will be a good or bad thing cause I can't use that time to chill with my friends after tribe camp.



The other day,after the tickets have been bought,I asked my brother if it was possible if we don't quarrel at all during the trip.
He said,'If only everything was done my way'.
Seems unlikely now eh?



haha
Looking forward to the amount of movies I can watch on the plane though.
That has always been an important criteria for my brother and I.
The longer the air ride, the better.

^^